Qin Yan, holding the lantern and looking back, was stunned when he heard this.
However, he soon realized that Fu Changling's trembling and crying might not only be caused by Fu Yushu and Lin Chen.
And there is Qin Yan from the previous life.
Fu Changling hated Qin Yan in his previous life for his entire life, because he felt that Qin Yan had killed his clan. Even though he had been bullied since childhood and even though he was not favored in that family, that was Fu Changling's only home.
Everyone has to settle down somewhere.
No matter whether it is good or not there, you can comfort yourself that you have a home.
Qin Yan killed the Fu family, and Fu Changling hated him all his life and even killed him with his own hands. Even though he was reborn now, Fu Changling felt that Qin Yan was a reborn person and should not bear such a sin, but deep in his heart, he still cared about this matter.
He had hated it all his life, and because of it he had harmed Qin Yan and himself, but now he was suddenly told that it was not his home.
Perhaps Qin Yan killed the Fu family for him.
Perhaps Qin Yan was not wrong to kill the Fu family back then.
How could he face the hatred he had in his previous life and everything he had done to Qin Yan?
What he owed Qin Yan.
Not only did he owe Qin Yan a thank you after he atoneed for his crime in Xuanji Secret Realm,
It was not just a word of gratitude that he should express after Qin Yan, who had picked the flower of rebirth for him at Wangu Cliff and had his flesh and blood devoured and had been reincarnated for a hundred years.
He owed Qin Yan everything from the beginning to the end, and his hatred was undeserved. Everything he did seemed to be the most absurd, laughable, and disgusting villain in a big drama.
But he still thought he was righteous, that he had given up so much for the sake of justice and the will of heaven.
Fu Changling cried and laughed in Qin Yan's arms. Qin Yan held him quietly. He felt something hitting his heart again and again, hitting hard, making him feel as if something was about to pour out.
"Who do you think I am? If I hadn't been born, my mother wouldn't have to leave the Ten Thousand Bone Cliff. She could have lived a good life with my father."
Fu Changling laughed as he spoke, thinking it was something extremely funny: "Without me, Qin Yan wouldn't have to go to Jinguang Temple to atone for his sins, wouldn't be mistaken for a demon, wouldn't have to go to Wangu Cliff and experience the pain of being devoured by thousands of ghosts, and wouldn't have tainted his Dao heart and become a demon cultivator."
"It's all because of me."
"He killed the Fu family, he became the Sui Yan Demon Lord, I ruined my parents' lives, I ruined Qin Yan's life. And I am living well."
"That's not the case..."
Qin Yan trembled as he spoke, but Fu Changling was completely deaf to his words. Immersed in his own world, he smiled and sighed, "I am the leader of the Immortal Alliance, revered by all. I am in a high-rise building, and he is in the gutter. I have lived an upright life, but my mother became a demon to keep me alive. Qin Yan wanted me to live well, so he became the Demon Lord..."
"That's not the case!"
Qin Yan couldn't bear to listen any longer and shouted loudly. Fu Changling raised his head and looked at him: "If it's not like this, what is it like?"
"Your mother died to uphold justice in this world."
"What about Qin Yan?"
"He too." Qin Yan looked at Fu Changling seriously, "You don't know what he's been through."
"So you know."
Fu Changling spoke directly. Qin Yan did not speak. Fu Changling stared at him and shouted: "So you know?!"
"Are you him? Have you experienced what he has experienced? Have you ever loved me? Have you ever watched the heavy snow, drank wine with me, and watched Yunze reincarnate for thirty years?"
Qin Yan trembled and clenched his fists.
Fu Changling looked into his clear eyes and laughed sarcastically: "You don't."
"If you had," Fu Changling raised his hand and placed it on his heart, "you wouldn't have watched me end up like this."
"You won't watch me suffer, blame myself, and feel hopeless over and over again."
"You are not so cruel."
"You don't know who he is," Fu Changling's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he smiled in front of him, tears in his eyes, and his smile was gentle and bitter, "My Qin Yan, he loves me."
They were one of the few people in that world who loved him.
Qin Yan looked at Fu Changling in front of him, and he suddenly understood. Qin Yan's feelings towards Fu Changling back then were no longer a simple truth.
He is the pillar supporting Fu Changling.
In that world, Fu Yushu may not love him anymore because of the passage of time, Lin Chen has long been dead, and the Fu family only uses him. The only pure person who cares about him and is willing to sacrifice his life for him is Qin Yan.
Even though this Qin Yan might be Fu Changling's inner fantasy, that was also the power that supported him.
That is his destination and his persistence.
Qin Yan suddenly lost all his courage. He faced Fu Changling in front of him. After a long while, he said hoarsely, "Yes, he loves you."
"You don't understand."
"Yes," Qin Yan said a little tiredly, "I don't understand."
"I killed him."
Qin Yan was speechless. He felt like a person standing on the shore, watching another person drowning, watching the other person struggling, but unable to do anything.
Fu Changling reached out his hand, shook Qin Yan's hand, and tried to smile: "Brother, I already had a solution in my last life. He's gone, so how about I return it to you?"
Qin Yan lowered his eyes, and Fu Changling felt a huge panic rising up. He hurriedly said, "Brother, don't be afraid. I just want to be nice to you. It makes me feel better. I have no other choice. I really have no other choice. He is already dead. I..."
"What do you want to do?"
Qin Yan raised his eyes and looked at Fu Changling, asking seriously.
Fu Changling was stunned. He stared at Qin Yan blankly and listened to Qin Yan say, "Do you just want to atone for your sins, or do you want something else?"
Fu Changling opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Qin Yan continued to ask, "Do you want to be with me?"
Fu Changling suddenly opened his eyes wide, and Qin Yan looked at him. The moment he spoke, he saw a faint, fleeting glimmer of joy in Fu Changling's eyes.
He couldn't describe the feeling. It was as if he had found a straw, the only straw that could get Fu Changling ashore, or at least give him a short respite on the water.
He couldn't give a reason, nor did he understand why he thought so, but at that moment, he watched Fu Changling step by step on the verge of despair, and he really hoped that this person could be fine, like before, and be happier.
So he leaned over and got closer to Fu Changling.
He first touched his lips lightly, feeling the soft touch, he changed direction again and touched them again.
Fu Changling's tears fell.
But he didn't feel bitter. When he looked at the person in front of him, he felt an indescribable tenderness emanating from this person.
In fact, he also knew that Qin Yan was just showing pity.
But this mercy is a gift to him.
He watched Qin Yan comforting him clumsily, with a bit of stiffness and shyness. He held him in his arms, protected Qin Yan's head with his hands, and pressed him to the ground.
When he kissed this person, he felt that he didn't need to think about anything anymore. This person had invisibly spread out a strong and tough net for him, keeping out all the wind and rain.
They are like intertwined vines, relying on each other and protecting each other.
Qin Yan raised his hand and gently brushed the hair on Fu Changling's back, patting his back lightly, and still let him kiss his forehead, cheeks, lips and teeth.
After waiting for a long time, the two of them slowly calmed down. Fu Changling buried his face in Qin Yan's shoulder and said in a low voice: "Thank you."
Qin Yan didn't say anything, only asked: "Are you feeling better?"
Fu Changling closed his eyes: "I want to be with you."
Qin Yan paused while stroking Fu Changling's back and listened to Fu Changling whisper, "I know you don't like me now. You've always been kind, but I will stay with you. I will always be with you. One day, you will definitely like me again."
Qin Yan didn't say anything. He looked up quietly. After a long while, he said, "Okay."
"Brother," Fu Changling smiled. He raised his head, as if regaining his usual demeanor, and said happily, "Will you agree to try it with me?"
Seeing that he was happy, Qin Yan couldn't help but smile too.
"yes."
"Can I kiss you again?"
Qin Yan laughed at this, thinking Fu Changling was a bit childish at the moment. Just as he was about to answer, he heard a female voice from the side: "Are you guys not finished talking yet?"
The voice was a little hoarse, as if it belonged to an old man. Fu Changling and Qin Yan stood up at the same time. Fu Changling stood in front of Qin Yan and asked coldly, "Who?"
The stone door of the tomb rumbled, and with smoke and dust flying everywhere, the door slowly opened.
However, after the door was opened, no one appeared. Qin Yan frowned, and Fu Changling explained in a low voice: "She should be very far away from us."
If it was close, they would have noticed it long ago.
Not long after he finished speaking, a puppet flew in with loud laughter.
The puppet was only about the height of a three-year-old child, with a round head, iron teeth, a tall hat, and a red coat. It looked very fierce. It hung in mid-air and said with a sharp laugh, "Please wait, my dear guest. I'll be right there."
"Yue Sinan?"
Fu Changling frowned, and just as he finished speaking, a woman in a purple robe appeared at the door. Her body was wrapped in the robe, and her figure could not be seen clearly. Then she raised her head, and the puppet instantly became extremely obedient, flew back to her shoulder, and sat on her shoulder.
She walked slowly into the room. Fu Changling looked at her warily and curiously. She raised her hand and a chair appeared out of thin air in the room. Yue Sinan walked forward and sat on the chair. Then she raised her hand and took off her hat, revealing her beautiful face.
Compared to the girl in the spiritual memory, the woman in front of him was much more mature, with heavy makeup on her eyebrows and eyes, looking beautiful and sharp.
Because of those memories, Fu Changling had no ill feelings towards the person in front of him, but after all, nineteen years had passed, and it was hard to say what kind of person Yue Sinan was now, so Fu Changling could only remain vigilant and stare at Yue Sinan.
Yue Sinan leaned against the armrest and laughed, "Long time no see, little Changling."
When Fu Changling heard Yue Sinan's greeting, he knew that Yue Sinan knew that he had entered Lin Chen's memory.
He thought about it for a moment, then realized: "Did you do this on purpose?"
"It was both intentional and unintentional." Yue Sinan raised her hand and gently touched the head of the puppet sitting on her lap. "I brought you here on purpose, but what you saw was not my intention."
Fu Changling remained silent. Yue Sinan lowered his eyes. "Since you already know everything, you should also know what to call me."
After hearing this, Fu Changling was silent for a moment, then he laughed.
"Aunt Yue."
Yue Sinan smiled gently and said softly, "Be good."
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