Chapter 29
Because of the disappointment after becoming a member, I started to send random notes every day. In the last week, I didn't add a single guy, but I sent a lot of pretty girls.
I want to go back and see that guy again, but no, I have to hold it back.
I am really sad. Why am I so superficial?
Today I saw him visiting my homepage, but I had to resist the urge to look at it. I would never visit his homepage again, even if I was beaten to death.
There are thousands of handsome guys in the world, and there will definitely be other blind handsome guys who fall into the trap and let me take a bite.
But the first boy I met on the bus was so ugly, I threw him away!
Why does the second boy like to swear?
Suddenly I want to go back and see him. Why don’t I go back and take a look?
In the afternoon, sitting in the office, I plucked up the courage to click on his page again, and suddenly found that his homepage had changed.
"A science and engineering guy, won a national scholarship in school, has pursued some hobbies for many years, is a down-to-earth and reliable person, not a playboy, had a bit of social anxiety in school, and may have abs~"
Wait, who taught him to write like that? Why would a boy use the "~" symbol?
I couldn't help it and started complaining to my pen pal.
"Why does it feel like he wrote this specifically in response to what I said before about him being a scumbag?"
"Probably."
Seeing my pen pal's positive words, I felt a little uneasy. Maybe I was wrong before. Maybe he really is a good, handsome, reliable person, just not very good at speaking. Was I too harsh by saying that? Should I go back and apologize?
I feel like even if he is not, I still like him. I feel like even if he is really hypocritical, I don’t care, as long as I can take a bite of him.
I feel really irritated. It feels like after meeting someone, my head is suddenly split open and I am obsessed with love.
"Do you think I should try again?"
"don't want."
"But so far, I've only liked him. Even though you all advised me not to, I still have some thoughts. What should I do?"
"Then go get to know more other boys. I remember that little guy with a mole between his eyebrows was very nice to you last time."
My friend is right, and I understand it in my heart. However, apart from him, no matter which boy I chat with, I find it boring.
I went back to look at Qing Teng again, and saw that the number had increased to 35, which made me want to find him even more.
"Maybe it was mentioned unintentionally." The pen pal's words were like a basin of ice water poured down in the severe winter.
Yeah, maybe it was just an unintentional remark. I should stop being so narcissistic.
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