Chapter 31
Oh, another frustrating day.
I still miss him today, but I have to resist the urge to look at his homepage. If I look at it too much, he will definitely notice it.
But what if I still want to see it? How about trying it again?
Without telling anyone, I quietly removed him from the blacklist. In order to reduce the number of times I visited his homepage, I suddenly thought of a good idea. When I can watch it, I will record the screen first. When I want to watch it again in the future, I don’t have to click in to watch it.
Well, that's it.
I went to see it with a really happy mood, but I didn't expect that the column of his profile that I liked had changed again.
"He knows how to put himself in other people's shoes when interacting with others, is kind-hearted, and doesn't lose his temper easily. He is positive and easy to talk to. He is over 160cm tall."
What's going on? Why do I feel like this is targeting me?
For example, the first sentence means knowing how to put yourself in other people's shoes when interacting with others.
Is it because I was disturbing his work by texting him too frequently? Should I apologize?
For example - don’t lose your temper easily.
Could it be that he meant that I wrote a short essay to confront him face to face?
But which girl wouldn't be angry when a boy she likes tells her that he wants to be Aquaman?
Finally, I couldn't help it and I liked him again. When I found that we were connected all of a sudden, I couldn't hide the happiness in my heart.
I really meant to come and apologize, but he sent me a screenshot.
He commented on other people's chatter: "It's really hard to talk to girls."
The anonymous chatterbox is a girl. She replied: "Men and women are the same, don't create opposition."
He replied: "What I meant was that science and engineering guys wouldn't chat with girls. How can that be considered as creating a gender divide?"
When he sent me the screenshot, he also said to me: "I'm not kidding you, there really is a communication barrier."
Damn the apology, no more, goodbye!
I un-liked it again.
My best friend doesn’t understand what I did.
I told her, "His homepage clearly says he won't be on Ivy League after 10pm. What a liar!"
My bestie was shocked: "That's it?"
I was furious: "I saw him commenting on someone else's chatter at the entrance of the village, past 1am!! Past 1am!! What does this mean?"
My bestie doesn’t understand.
I reminded her, "This means that when I used to chat with him around 10 o'clock, he would disappear around 11 o'clock. He didn't suddenly fall asleep, but might have gone to chat with other girls. He was still online at 1 o'clock. How can I believe that he disappeared around 11 o'clock before? I can't find any excuses for him."
My best friend looked at the screenshots again and again, and finally made a video call to me.
"No sister, how do you tell the time?"
"Working backwards, subtracting the time shown in the chat message I saw from now, it's exactly a little after 1 a.m."
Maybe my best friend was also impressed by me.
She said, "If you had spent this research time elsewhere, with this level of meticulousness, wouldn't you have succeeded in anything? And don't you realize that your focus is misplaced?"
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