Chapter 109 Something has deviated from its original trajectory
Li Jingshen was not addicted to smoking. He took two puffs and then put out the cigarette with his hand. His fingertips were burned by the fire but he was unaware of it.
In fact, he had thought of such an outcome before, but he had never dared to imagine that Xia Mingyue, who was pure, harmless and kind in his heart, would one day be blinded by jealousy and do such a thing to frame others.
And twice a day.
The truth came to light, but Li Jingshen could not accept it even more. This proved Shen Zhichu's innocence. He didn't know how to face her in the future, nor how to face the first child who died in his hands.
Li Jingshen looked at his right hand, turning it over and over. There was clearly nothing on it, but he saw a bloody hand. Why was he so cruel and so brutal to Shen Zhichu?
Now that he knows what Xia Mingyue did, Li Jingshen will not do anything to her. He feels guilty towards Xia Mingyue. They have been childhood sweethearts, and she even risked her life to save him.
Six years ago, he vowed to take good care of her. If it weren't for the car accident that forced Shen Zhichu to get married, he might have been with Xia Mingyue a long time ago.
Now that the Shen family has gone bankrupt, Shen Zhichu can no longer threaten him, but he can't divorce her. The thought of Shen Zhichu leaving him and running into the arms of someone else makes him feel uncomfortable. He can't bear the thought, let alone witness it with his own eyes.
Li Jingshen was in a dilemma and he actually regretted checking.
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After Li Jingshen returned, Shen Zhichu had already woken up. She had just finished the operation and could not stand up, so she had to sleep in bed. She had to be fed one mouthful at a time when she ate or drank water.
There are people pushing carts selling porridge in the hospital every day. Today they are selling Houttuynia cordata and lean pork porridge, which costs 15 yuan per portion. The nurse ordered one portion on her own initiative and put it on Shen Zhichu's account.
"Miss Shen, drink some water first." The nurse tested the temperature and carefully scooped some water with a spoon and handed it to Shen Zhichu's mouth.
Chen Zhichu was awake, but his eyes were empty, like two abysses that were frightening to look at.
When the nurse fed her water and porridge, she opened her mouth and swallowed numbly and stiffly, like a machine following instructions.
A bowl of porridge is not much, but the nurse did not dare to feed more, so she put it down after the child ate two-thirds of it.
The nurse wet a clean handkerchief with hot water and carefully wiped her face, avoiding the wound and wiping her neck and hands.
Li Jingshen stood outside the door and looked inside, his heart aching. When the nurse came out to throw away the garbage, he subconsciously hid to the side.
After waiting for the nurse to throw away the garbage, he realized belatedly that there was no point in hiding it, and it was impossible for him to never see her again.
He opened the door, and the nurse saw that it was him and ignored him, wondering why this person hadn't left yet.
"Let me take care of her."
The nurse shook her head. "I'm worried about you being alone. If anything happens, Dr. Su will tell me."
There was something to worry about, but thinking of Shen Zhichu's state before and after, he chose to keep quiet.
Li Jingshen is Shen Zhichu's nominal husband and her immediate family member. The hospital cannot drive him away. They can only remind him verbally not to provoke Shen Zhichu again, and Li Jingshen agreed.
The single room is quite large, with a separate bathroom and shower, a bed for the caregiver, and a bed chair that can be put down to sleep.
The nurse was on duty tonight and couldn't watch Shen Zhichu all the time, so Li Jingshen accompanied Shen Zhichu most of the time.
There was no extra expression on Shen Zhichu's face, and she was as stiff as a dead person. Li Jingshen couldn't help but look at her. The woman was clearly right in front of him, but he couldn't feel her presence. She was as illusory as a dream, and would disappear with the slightest touch.
Li Jingshen stood by the bed, looking at the moon outside, feeling that something had deviated from its original track.
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