Chapter 1107: Things will turn around when they reach their limit, it is hard to reverse what has been done.
"I just finished eating, and my stomach is still full. Can you accompany me for a walk around?"
The weather outside is not good. It was sunny when I just woke up, but now it is overcast and there are signs of rain.
"It's going to rain." Gu Wanqiu pursed her lips with great rejection.
Li Jinxing didn't care whether she was willing or not, "If it's going to rain, open the umbrella. I'll go get it."
The weather was not good, and it seemed like God was blocking him. By the time Li Jinxing took out his umbrella, it was already raining, but Li Jinxing still wanted to go out.
Rain has its advantages. Holding an umbrella, the distance between two people will involuntarily be shortened. If you want to avoid getting wet, you have to stay close to each other.
But Gu Wanqiu would rather get wet in the rain than take the initiative to get close to Li Jinxing. She walked very slowly, standing by the umbrella. The drizzle fell obliquely, causing a shiver on her neck. Her legs had begun to ache. In this kind of rainy weather, bone pain was the most unbearable.
But Gu Wanqiu didn't dare to say anything more. She dragged her sick leg and followed Li Jinxing's pace step by step.
Li Jinxing also noticed it. He slowed down his pace and tilted the umbrella above his head towards Gu Wanqiu.
Arriving at an open space, Li Jinxing pointed to a spot and said, "There used to be two large camellia trees planted there. I heard from Siyan that you like camellias."
Gu Wanqiu paused and looked over, but there was nothing there.
After Li Jinxing cut down the two camellia trees, the stumps began to rot and mold, and disappeared little by little over time.
"Why is it gone now? Are you sick?"
"No, I cut it down."
"Why do you want to chop?"
"Because someone said she didn't like camellia." Many things will change little by little over time.
Appearance, environment, preferences, what remains unchanged may be the unshakable feelings or beliefs in his heart, just like he likes Gu Wanqiu and Gu Wanqiu likes Gong Qing.
It would be great if Gu Wanqiu could suddenly like him like she likes camellia.
Gu Wanqiu frowned, and suddenly she felt a sharp pain in her head, as if she had been pricked by a needle. It came and went quickly, and when she covered her head with her hands, the pain had disappeared, and she saw those blurry and unclear images again.
Gu Wanqiu intuitively felt that the person Li Jinxing was talking about might be her. Slowly, she was getting closer and closer to the truth, and all she had to do was break through the final piece of window paper.
She didn't know when her memory would return, or what would happen.
It is said that the human body has a self-protection function, which can be triggered after being subjected to distance stimulation, allowing people to forget the things that cause them the most pain.
She turned her head to look at Li Jinxing. Perhaps she knew Li Jinxing before she lost her memory. Why did she forget him? Judging from what Li Jinxing did to her now and his attitude towards her, perhaps he had treated her very badly in the past, so it was understandable that she forgot him.
Gu Wanqiu no longer worries about the things she can't remember. Perhaps the time has not come yet.
Gu Wanqiu asked: "Come to think of it, I still don't know the mother of these two children. Where is their mother?"
"Not at the moment."
"I thought he was dead." Gu Wanqiu asked again, "Are you married?"
"We almost got married."
"So it's a child born out of wedlock?" Gu Wanqiu herself didn't realize how harsh her tone was at this moment.
Li Jinxing stopped and looked at her: "How come I didn't know you were so curious about my past? Gu Wanqiu,
Did someone say something to you yesterday?"
Gu Wanqiu lowered her eyes, clasped her hands together, and her eyelashes trembled slightly. "It's nothing, you're overthinking it. Besides... people always have a desire to explore strange things. It's okay for me to ask a few more questions. You can choose not to answer."
As expected, Li Jinxing did not answer. Gu Wanqiu couldn't describe how she felt in her heart, but seemed a little disappointed.
Li Jinxing didn't walk far before taking Gu Wanqiu back the same way. After being out for a while, the clothes on his left shoulder were already wet. He held the umbrella handle with his right hand, pressed against Gu Wanqiu's right shoulder, and almost protected her whole body in his arms.
Gu Wanqiu only got caught in the rain at the beginning.
It could block the rain but not the wind. Gu Wanqiu felt cold and her face turned pale from the cold.
"There was someone who treated me very badly before. She took advantage of me and trampled on my sincerity and self-esteem. But I fell in love with her. I loved and hated her at the same time. I thought about making amends, but she let me down time and time again. Every time I treated her well, she acted as if she didn't appreciate it, which made me look like a cheapskate. So, I chose revenge. I thought that if I hurt her, I didn't love her anymore. I wanted her to remember me forever, even if it was just hatred. Until one day, she suddenly disappeared. I felt a little regretful. I wondered if I had been nicer to her, would she have stayed with me."
Li Jinxing suddenly said this and chuckled after he finished speaking. His voice mixed with the sound of the wind and reached Gu Wanqiu's ears, sounding a little ethereal.
"Some things cannot be undone. Once they're done, there's no point in regretting them. Time can only move forward, not backward."
Li Jinxing did not move
He stared at her for a moment, his deep eyes filled with too many things that Gu Wanqiu could not understand. Gu Wanqiu wanted to hide away when she saw him looking at her.
Li Jinxing began to change the subject: "Let's not talk about making amends. Who do you think is wrong in my relationship?"
Ask her? She didn't know the specific situation, and Li Jinxing's explanation was not clear enough. How could she know who was right and who was wrong?
"I'm sorry, I can't tell you have any feelings for each other. Since you said she used you from the beginning, it's enough to prove that she doesn't love you. Feelings are only called feelings when they are mutual. Your unrequited love..." As he said, it's called "cheap."
Gu Wanqiu didn't say it, but just said: "It's not suitable from the beginning to the end, you shouldn't force it." Li Jinxing was forcing others, and also forcing himself.
Li Jinxing's eyes grew darker: "What if I insist on forcing myself?"
Gu Wanqiu met his eyes and suppressed the fear in her heart.
At this time, she could obviously choose to remain silent, as silence was the best response. However, Li Jinxing had hidden meaning in his words, as if he wanted to take the opportunity to point out something to her.
Gu Wanqiu forced herself to appear calm. Under Li Jinxing's cold and intimidating gaze, she slowly said, "Everything will turn around when it reaches its extreme. It's hard to undo what has been spilled."
After saying these eight words, Gu Wanqiu's entire scalp went numb. Because of extreme nervousness, she couldn't even feel the pain in her legs, and her ears were buzzing.
Li Jinxing gripped the umbrella handle a little harder, restraining his emotions. Is it true that things will turn around when they reach their limit, and it is impossible to reverse what has been done? But he didn't believe it. He didn't believe in fate, but only in himself. If you have a will, you will succeed.
He either had to cover it up or burn his boats. He didn't believe that this time he couldn't get what he wanted.
Gu Wanqiu gritted her teeth and looked at him with sparkling eyes. Although there was a hint of timidity in them, there was also a hint of determination.
Gu Wanqiu turned around and went back into the house. After she left, there was only silence under the eaves at the door, and from time to time the sound of a few drops of water dripping could be heard.
The rain did not last long. It came suddenly and went away quickly. Li Jinxing put away his umbrella and looked at the dark clouds in the east. After the rain, the sky cleared up and a rainbow appeared above the clouds. He touched the ring on his neck and wanted to put it back on Gu Wanqiu's finger.
After the sky cleared up, the helicopter arrived and parked in the open space outside the yard. Gu Wanqiu just took a mobile phone and got on the plane. Without Li Jinxing's reminder, she consciously and proactively fastened her seat belt, looking like she couldn't wait to go back.
After arriving in Chengdu, Gu Wanqiu followed Li Jinxing to his place after getting off the plane. When the two children knew that Gu Wanqiu was back, they rushed up happily as usual, wanting Gu Wanqiu to hug them.
After knowing that these two children might be her own children, Gu Wanqiu felt a little uncomfortable. Her first reaction was to escape rather than get close to them.
But facing the two children's eager eyes, Gu Wanqiu couldn't bear it, so she squatted down and hugged them quickly.
"Si Yan Si Xu, I'm in a hurry now. I need to pack up and go home."
"Go home, isn't this your home?"
Gu Wanqiu didn't like this sentence, but thinking that the two children were ignorant, she didn't care about what they said unintentionally, but she still had to make it clear what needed to be said.
Gu Wanqiu said coldly
"This is your home, not my home." It had only been a short time since she arrived, but she had already undergone such a subtle change. If she stayed longer, the two children would become closer to her, and she would like them more and more, and she would be reluctant to leave when the day came.
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