Chapter 1109. They are not my children. I have no obligation to treat them well for the rest of my life.
Li Siyan and Li Sixu came to Gu Wanqiu's bedroom upstairs. The two children stood at the door and did not dare to go in. Gu Wanqiu was squatting on the ground packing her luggage in the room and did not seem to notice them.
"Auntie Gu." Li Siyan called out.
Gu Wanqiu stopped what he was doing and turned his head to look over.
"Why are you two up here?"
"I came up to see you, Aunt Gu. You've packed up and left. Will you come back again?"
The one hundred days have not yet expired. Putting aside the fact that she must abide by the agreement, even if she escapes at the critical moment, Li Jinxing will not let her go so easily.
"I'll be back again."
The two children breathed a sigh of relief when they heard Gu Wanqiu would come back, but the next second they heard Gu Wanqiu say, "But I won't stay here forever. I will leave in the future."
Telling them directly may be a bit cruel, but knowing it earlier and preparing yourself mentally will make it less difficult for them to accept it if she really leaves in the future.
"Will you never come back if you leave?" This time it was Li Sixu who asked.
Gu Wanqiu was a little afraid to look directly into their eager eyes. She turned her head and said, "I won't be back in the future."
"Why? Are we not good?"
"No, you are very obedient and well-behaved, but I have nothing to do with you. I am here just for work, and it will end when the time is up. I also have things I want to do. It is impossible for me to stay here with you forever. Maybe it is too early to say this, but I still have to say that you don't have to take me too seriously. It's not worth it." No matter how much she likes them, it is impossible for her to stay here and take care of them.
If it weren't for Li Jinxing, perhaps she would visit them more often.
Her words
What she said was too heartless. Li Sixu burst into tears, and Li Siyan also suppressed her tears, her eyes red. "Auntie Gu, as long as people are alive, there will always be a chance to meet. They said on TV that this is called fate, and fate cannot be severed. You said that we have no relationship, but relationships can be created. You can also treat me and my brother as your own children. We recognize you as our mother. Even if you are not with our father, we can still treat you as our mother. You don't need to raise us, just visit us occasionally. When we grow up, we will be filial to you and buy you delicious food and beautiful clothes, so..." Can you please not abandon us?
By the end of his speech, Li Siyan's voice was choked with sobs, and he couldn't say the rest of the words.
If I say I'm not sad, I'd be lying. Gu Wanqiu felt her heart tremble, and her voice began to tremble as well, becoming softer and softer. "But I'm not your mother, and I don't want to be your mother. I'll have my own children in the future, so I have no obligation to treat you well."
The truth was almost right in front of her. Gu Wanqiu didn't want to have anything to do with Li Jinxing, so she could only harden her heart and cut off all thoughts of them.
Li Jinxing, who had just come up, heard what she said.
Li Jinxing's face was extremely ugly at this moment. He suppressed the self-mockery in his heart and tried hard to make his face look better.
Walking forward, holding a child in each hand, he said, "I have something to say to your Aunt Gu. You two can go to the study and read for a while."
The two children were feeling sad. They were hit by Gu Wanqiu's words and didn't know what to do. They stood there at a loss. Now their father
When my father came, I was suddenly overwhelmed by an indescribable feeling of grievance, and my nose felt sore.
Seeing that they were about to cry, Li Jinxing was the worst at comforting children: "Be a real man, don't shed tears easily."
Li Siyan was the first to suppress his emotions. He took a trembling breath and stopped crying.
"Dad, you can't speak so loudly to Aunt Gu as you do to us. Speak softly, don't scare her, and don't bully her."
Even at this time, he was still thinking about Gu Wanqiu. Children's hearts are very pure. They can tell who is good to them and who is bad. He remembered the kindness that Gu Wanqiu had shown him these days and would not dislike her because of her two cold words today.
Of course, the most important reason is that Gu Wanqiu is their mother. The children yearn for maternal love and want to keep their mother and make her happy. It is also instinctive.
Li Jinxing didn't refuse, "Okay, I understand, let's go."
Li Siyan looked at Li Jinxing and Gu Wanqiu with some concern, then took his brother's hand and went to the study. He originally wanted to eavesdrop with the door half-closed, but was caught by Li Jinxing. Under Li Jinxing's majestic gaze, he could only close the door.
All the doors here are equipped with soundproof panels. Once the door is closed, you can no longer hear the talking outside.
At this moment, Li Jinxing's face instantly turned gloomy when he faced Gu Wanqiu.
Seeing Li Jinxing like this, Gu Wanqiu inevitably became nervous. She closed the packed suitcase and stood up.
Li Jinxing knew that the relationship between him and Gu Wanqiu had never been broken, and she would not become close to him just because of the two children.
"I know you have feelings for me
Opinions, but don't take your anger out on Si Yan and Si Xu, they really like you."
Gu Wanqiu defended herself, "I didn't take my anger out on them..." She admitted that her emotions were a little confused. After realizing that her past self had some kind of relationship with Li Jinxing, she didn't think about recovering her memory, but about how to escape. She had a hunch that after recovering her memory, there would be many things she would not be able to bear. Perhaps losing her memory and not being able to remember anything would be the best thing.
"I'm not taking my anger out on them. I'm telling the truth. I will indeed leave. I'm not their mother. I can't stay here with them forever, let alone love them forever. I have my own life too."
"What you call life is living with a hypocritical man like Gong Qing? You still want to have children with him, right?"
If they were really together, they would naturally have children. I kept this in my heart and naturally couldn't say it out loud at this time.
Li Jinxing has a bad temper, especially when he is angry, he becomes very agitated, like a balloon that will burst at the slightest poke.
Li Jinxing thought her silence was a tacit agreement. He knew very well in his heart that whether in the past, present or future, in her heart, he and Gong Qing were incomparable. He would never be able to compare to Gong Qing. Therefore, he was asking for trouble by asking these questions.
"Gu Wanqiu, if those two children were yours and you were their mother, would you love them forever? Would you be willing to leave them?"
Gu Wanqiu took a step back, very afraid that Li Jinxing would tell all the truth at this time. She shook her head: "That's your child, not mine. I don't have a child. I didn't give birth to a child."
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She had indeed never given birth to a child. Perhaps it was because she didn't give birth to the child herself that she lacked the bond of family affection.
At this moment, Li Jinxing suddenly had the urge to make Gu Wanqiu pregnant and give birth to a child.
He had not allowed Gu Wanqiu to have children before and had her take contraceptive measures every time because he thought that Gu Wanqiu was afraid of pain and that giving birth would harm her body. She also loved beauty and that many women's bodies would become distorted after giving birth. That was why he took her to the hospital to retrieve eggs for in vitro fertilization.
But now think about it, all the things he did before were in vain. If he had known this day would happen, he should have asked Gu Wanqiu to come in person. She had been pregnant for ten months and had established feelings for the child from the moment she became pregnant. If she had been pregnant, perhaps they would have gotten married, and she would not have disappeared for so many years, and she would not have lost her memory and forgotten everything.
Once some thoughts take root in your heart, they grow wildly like weeds and cannot be removed.
Gu Wanqiu was worried that Li Jinxing would make things difficult for her at this time, so her body was tense and she was always on guard, looking at him vigilantly.
But fortunately, Li Jinxing did nothing. He chuckled meaningfully and left her room.
As soon as he left, Gu Wanqiu felt like a snake whose bones had been removed. She relaxed and collapsed to the ground. She squatted on the ground and stared at her suitcase in a daze. She didn't stand up until she felt dizzy and took the suitcase with her.
Gu Wanqiu went downstairs and found the driver waiting in the car downstairs. She didn't see Li Jinxing or the two children downstairs.
Before, no matter where she went, the two children followed her like her little tails.
When she leaves, her two children will come to see her off.
Before leaving, he asked her to hug him, kissed her on the face, and then waved his little hand after she got in the car. After this whole set of actions, Gu Wanqiu almost didn't want to leave.
This sign of "not wanting to leave" is very bad.
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