Chapter 1135 I don’t feel safe
Gong Qing was like a beast trapped in trouble, restless and anxious. He knew that roaring would have no effect, but he just couldn't control himself. When he glared at Gu Wanqiu, he completely forgot that he had never been so fierce to Gu Wanqiu before.
Gu Wanqiu looked at Gong Qing's bloodshot eyes and her fingertips trembled.
She knew that she shouldn't keep everything from Gong Qing, but whether to tell him or not was her own business. To tell him was a favor, not to tell him was her duty. She thought there was no need to tell him about this disease, especially since it could be cured and she had the medicine. Telling Gong Qing might make him suspicious.
Is the reason why Gong Qing is angry really because he blames himself for not telling him about his illness?
Gu Wanqiu didn't want to think too much about it. Being suspicious would only make the distance between them grow farther and farther. Gu Wanqiu didn't want to see that scene.
So she was the first to bow her head and apologize: "I'm sorry."
"These three words again. Can you say anything else besides sorry?" Gong Qing was breathing rapidly. Once his emotions became intense, the blood rushed to his head. In addition to his red eyes, his face also began to turn red, looking a little creepy.
Gu Wanqiu was frightened by his appearance. She found some of Li Jinxing's angry look in him. No, it was even scarier than when Li Jinxing was angry.
Is there anything else she can say besides sorry?
Many times, people who say sorry often don’t know where they went wrong. They just want to move on from the past quickly and stop dwelling on it. The person who apologizes first is giving way.
Gong Qing was unwilling to go down the stairs, and the matter never ended.
Gu Wanqiu bit her lips, and when she raised her eyes, her eyes were already full of tears.
"I, I just think this is a small matter, no need to
I want to tell you that you work very hard, and I don’t want you to worry about my affairs.”
"Nothing that happens to you is trivial. You think being sick and hospitalized is a small matter now. Then, if you encounter danger or get hurt in the future, will you not tell me?"
Gu Wanqiu was speechless.
She can still tell the difference between big and small things.
Gong Qing took several deep breaths, rolled up his sleeves, and turned his back to Gu Wanqiu. He felt irritated and his chest was stuffy. He went to the balcony and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket.
In the past, when he was at home, he never smoked when facing Gu Wanqiu.
But today, he had to smoke, as if this was the only way to divert his restless attention.
Gu Wanqiu stood there at a loss. She looked at the medicine on the table and slowly walked over to put it away.
The room fell into silence. Gu Wanqiu sat on the dining chair. Not long after, Gong Qing came back smoking, with a faint smell of cigarettes on his body.
Gu Wanqiu raised her head cautiously and saw that his expression had eased a lot. Just as she was about to speak, Gong Qing spoke first.
"I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions just now and spoke to you in a harsh tone. I was just too worried about you. Ever since you went to Li Jinxing's place, I felt like you were getting further and further away from me. Li Jinxing's feelings for you were too obvious, and I was afraid he would snatch you away. And you often don't tell me anything, so I feel like an outsider, Qiuqiu. I don't really feel safe."
The way he hung his head looked like a big dog locked outside the door, and his depressed mood was obvious.
Gu Wanqiu felt a pang of sadness. When the two of them were alone, they had been avoiding the keyword "strict and cautious behavior", but this
The person has already come between them, how can he possibly avoid it?
Gu Wanqiu's eyes were sore and she swallowed. She stood up and hugged Gong Qing. The smell of smoke on his body had been washed away and it was no longer unpleasant.
"It was my fault for not considering your feelings. I really didn't mean to hide it from you. If I had hidden it from you, I wouldn't have brought the medicine back and put it in such an obvious place for you to see. Old Gong, don't think too much. I'm standing in front of you, very close to you, not getting farther and farther away. If you want to know anything, just ask me directly. Don't keep it in your heart. I'll tell you everything." She hugged his waist, tilted her head back, raised her hand, and gently covered his red eyes with her fingertips.
Gong Qing just now seemed like a different person, like a ferocious beast whose sharp teeth were about to be sharpened, anxious and restless.
At this moment, he was quickly comforted by Gu Wanqiu and he forced himself to cheer up.
"Let's eat first."
"Why don't you ask me first?"
"Eat your meal first, then we'll talk about breakfast. Are you hungry?"
"Yeah, I'm hungry." Actually, it's okay. Even if I was really hungry, I wouldn't feel hungry at this time.
Gu Wanqiu carefully let go of Gong Qing. The two of them didn't say a word at the dinner table. Such silence made Gu Wanqiu very uncomfortable. She even felt more depressed than at Li Jinxing's house.
She wanted to bury her head in the bowl, and she ate quietly, eating the white porridge made by Gong Qing, the shrimp dumplings and steamed buns ordered for takeout, and the complimentary pickles.
After eating until she was about 70% full, Gu Wanqiu put down her chopsticks and sat stiffly in the chair, waiting for Gong Qing's next question. She felt uncomfortable like a prisoner on trial.
"I'll wash the dishes first.
"Gong Qing put the bowl away.
Gu Wanqiu also stood up to help clean up, wipe the table and sweep the floor.
There is no one living in the house, so it is not dirty, just a little dusty.
Two or three bowls and plates were washed quickly, and Gong Qing came out of the kitchen in less than five minutes. As soon as he came out, he saw Gu Wanqiu dividing the medicine one by one and preparing to take it.
Gong Qing did not disturb her while she was taking medicine, but just stood aside and watched quietly.
Gu Wanqiu took a lot of medicine, and he couldn't tell what it was from the bottles. He searched online and found that it was medicine for treating polycystic ovary syndrome, and there were also some health supplements mixed in.
Rather than taking health supplements, Gong Qing prefers diet therapy. He eats whatever nutrients his body lacks and slowly regulates his body through simple diet therapy. Although recovery is slow, it is healthier.
Gong Qing saw Gu Wanqiu take another pill. Gong Qing recognized the medicine bottle without searching on the Internet. It was just ordinary vitamins.
This vitamin is available at home. This brand is from the United States. His mother takes it often. He remembers that the pills don't look like this.
Gong Qing was suspicious, could it be that the packaging had changed recently?
Gong Qing's first instinct told him that things were not that simple.
Gu Wanqiu fell ill and was hospitalized, with Li Jinxing by her side. Once the matter was related to Li Jinxing, it would not be as simple as it seemed.
What are the symptoms of polycystic ovary syndrome? The early symptoms are irregular menstruation, disrupted menstrual periods, and finally cessation of menstruation. Then, endocrine disorders can be diagnosed through examination.
Gong Qing did not study medicine, and knew nothing about women's diseases. He only learned a lot of things by searching online, including diseases like polycystic ovary syndrome.
Gong Qing thought polycystic ovary syndrome was already very serious, but Gu Wanqiu
I thought it was just a minor problem and there was no need to tell him.
Seeing Gu Wanqiu finish all the medicine, Gong Qing asked, "When you were diagnosed with polycystic ovary syndrome, was Li Jinxing also with you?"
"Yes, he took me to check for gastroenteritis, and later did a simple physical examination. The doctor showed me the test report and told me that I have polycystic ovary syndrome."
"Were the results immediately available on the same day of the inspection?" Gong Qing continued to ask.
Gu Wanqiu shook her head: "I will come out the next day."
Gong Qing's heart sank. He knew the source of the problem. Generally speaking, this kind of disease can be diagnosed directly. Even if it is a full body check, no matter how inconvenient, with Li Jinxing around, it is impossible to delay getting the results for a day.
Why was there such a long delay? Gong Qing had a hunch that something was hidden.
Seeing Gong Qing frowning in thought, Gu Wanqiu became a little nervous. "What's wrong? Is there a problem?"
Gong Qing didn't want to scare Gu Wanqiu. Many things were just his guesses and he wouldn't say them directly unless they were confirmed.
He shook his head. "Nothing. I'm just concerned about your health. Since you were diagnosed with polycystic ovary syndrome, have you had difficulty taking medication recently? Do you have any other symptoms?"
"No, if I don't take medicine, I don't feel sick at all. Apart from missing my period, I don't have any other symptoms."
"Think carefully again, what has changed about you recently that is different from before?"
"I've been sleeping better lately, feeling sleepy easily, and my appetite has improved. I've also gained a few pounds. Do you think I look better than before you left?"
It is indeed better, not just a little bit,
He noticed a lot of them at first sight, which is why he felt unhappy.
Because Gu Wanqiu's improved condition was not due to him.
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