Chapter 1170 The Tranquility Before the Nightmare
Rather than taking a shower, Gu Wanqiu preferred to fill the bathtub with hot water, lie in it and soak in it. She also liked lots of bubbles. Gu Wanqiu touched her belly and muttered to herself, "I'm going to the hospital for a checkup tomorrow. I hope you'll be obedient and don't move around. Just bear with it for a few more days... I know it's not easy to be reborn, but you shouldn't have been reborn into me. Li Jinxing can't be your father, and I'm not a good mother, so I can only say that you're really unlucky..."
I thought about it and decided that the best way would be to go to the hospital to have an abortion. If that doesn't work, I can buy some medicine secretly. As for creating an accident, forget it. After all, there is no such thing as a serious fall. If it's a minor one, you won't be able to walk away. If it's a serious one, maybe we, mother and son, will have to die together, and I can't leave yet. I still have a lot of things to do.
Baby, please be considerate of me. You came so suddenly. Don't make a fuss when you leave. Don't make me feel too painful. When you get down there and see your grandparents, remember to say hello for me. I'm not a good daughter. My mind is not good now, and I even forgot about them... If you don't want to, then forget it. But you must remember that in your next life, you must be smarter and not be so careless. You must see clearly that people like me and Li Jinxing... are enemies. We can't have children because of the deep hatred between us."
"I don't know your gender, whether it's a boy or a girl... but... it doesn't matter anymore. You are destined not to come to this world. It's good that you can't come in this life. The world is not as good as you think. Moreover, if you come, you will come with hatred. You may not be able to imagine that one day your mother will want to kill you.
Your father, or rather, your father killed your mother. How can a child grow up happily with hatred between parents? Do you think this is right?
So it’s good not to come to this world…”
Gu Wanqiu talked to herself for a long time. She spoke in a very low voice, her mouth opening and closing. When she lowered her head, no one knew she was talking. People just thought she was playing in the water.
The hot water in the bathtub has an automatic keep-warm function, so the water remains hot no matter how long you soak in it. This can lead to soaking for too long without you realizing it, and sometimes you may even fall asleep because it’s too comfortable, which is very dangerous.
After all, there are still cases of people drowning in bathtubs on the Internet.
Sometimes when Gu Wanqiu was too sleepy, she couldn't help but sleep. The bathtub could be set with a timer, and it would remind her when the time came. Gu Wanqiu would also set an alarm on her mobile phone.
She can't take a bath for too long, fifteen minutes at most. If she stays in the bath for too long, the skin on her palms and fingertips will become wrinkled and easily injured.
Gu Wanqiu didn't soak in the bath for too long today. She got up in less than ten minutes, wiped the water off her body and lay down on the bed.
She thought she didn't sleep well last night and didn't sleep well today. She couldn't help yawning while taking a bath just now. She felt very sleepy, but she couldn't fall asleep once she lay on the bed. Even if she was so sleepy that she had a splitting headache, she couldn't sleep well.
She seemed to have returned to the time when her insomnia was at its worst, and she needed to take high-strength sleeping pills to fall asleep. She still remembered that time when she was undergoing plastic surgery in the hospital. She was in so much pain that she couldn't sleep. She was suffering from both mental and physical torture. Sleeping pills were useless, and she needed the help of machines and hypnosis. At that time, she wished the doctor would give her an injection of general anesthesia so that she could have a good sleep.
General anesthesia is impossible as it is too harmful to the body. The only option is to be hypnotized every day. Hypnosis also has side effects, which is that it makes her brain increasingly dull and she has no energy during the day.
Maybe she would have to go to the hospital tomorrow to officially confirm the baby in her belly. This feeling of nervousness made Gu Wanqiu unable to sleep.
She was also afraid that Li Jinxing would break the window paper tomorrow and tell her directly that she was pregnant.
If she told him, what words should she say and what expression should she make? Should she be surprised first and then happy, or should she just show that she couldn't accept it?
No matter which one it is, it makes no difference to Li Jinxing. What he wants is for her to give birth to the child so that he can use this flesh and blood to control her.
Now Li Jinxing just has people secretly watching her. Once she "knows" that she is pregnant, those who are secretly watching her will be open about it, and it will not be easy for her to get rid of the child. Even if she slips and has an accidental miscarriage, Li Jinxing will find out her ulterior motives, and then she will not have to face these things.
Every step is difficult, like standing on the edge of a cliff. If you take a step back, you will fall into the abyss; if you take a step forward, you will fall into the tiger's mouth.
The safest thing for her would be to keep doing nothing and maintain the status quo for the time being, and abort the child while Li Jinxing thought she didn't know she was pregnant.
Gu Wanqiu could only close her eyes and pray silently. She thought for a long time, maybe two or three hours had passed, but she still couldn't fall asleep. Just like last night, she still covered her head with the quilt. In the middle of the night, Li Jinxing still skillfully used the key to open her door.
Lock the door and go to the bed.
After last night's discovery, Gu Wanqiu was prepared for tonight and was not so scared.
Li Jinxing still helped her tidy up the quilt. Just when Gu Wanqiu thought he was about to leave, Li Jinxing suddenly bent down and kissed her on the lips.
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