Chapter 1172 Repeated Tests
They arrived at the hospital a little late, and the parking spaces closest to the hospital were full. The driver looked around but couldn't find an empty parking space.
Li Jinxing: "Just stop by the roadside. After we get off, you can find a parking space. When we leave the hospital, I'll call you in advance and you can come pick us up."
"Okay." The driver parked the car on the side of the road, closest to the hospital gate.
Li Jinxing got off the car first, stood aside and stretched out his hand to Gu Wanqiu who was still in the car.
Gu Wanqiu glanced at her hand, hesitated for only two seconds, then put her hand on it and got out of the car with the help of his arm. It was cold outside, and Li Jinxing standing in front of her happened to block the wind for her.
"Let's go."
"Yeah." Gu Wanqiu nodded and was about to pull her hand back when Li Jinxing grabbed it.
The two walked into the hospital hand in hand, and Li Jinxing continued to talk about the dream that he had not finished in the car.
"I had a dream last night. I dreamed of a little girl who was very pretty and had eyes like yours. In the dream, she called me daddy."
Gu Wanqiu looked at him quickly, like a frightened cat, and became nervous and alert.
She brought up this "dream" of having a child for no reason, and it was in the hospital. Was this to give her a shot of vaccination, to help her adapt to accepting the baby in her belly?
Her body visibly stiffened for a moment, and Li Jinxing, holding her hand, couldn't have failed to feel it. "What's wrong?"
Gu Wanqiu pulled the corners of his lips, trying to make his expression look more natural. "Why do you have such a strange dream? How could you, a grown man, dream of a little girl?"
"Is it strange? I think this might be a reminder from God, foreshadowing my future.
There might be another daughter in the future.”
"You already have two sons, and you still want to have another? Too many children will be hard to take care of and very troublesome."
"It's because I already have two sons that I want a daughter. If my daughter is as pretty as you, then my life will be complete. As for being difficult to raise, that's not the case with me. Look at Si Yan and Si Xu, aren't they very obedient and sensible? Even if I don't have time to take care of them, I have the money to hire someone to do it." Li Jinxing asked her, "Don't you like children? Don't you want a daughter?"
Gu Wanqiu paused.
The winter wind brought gusts of coldness. A wisp of wind blew towards her face, and the pores on her face seemed to be frozen and tightened. Gu Wanqiu had just walked out of the car and her body had not yet adapted to the cold. Her scalp numbed and then goose bumps appeared on her body. She shivered, and even her brain was so cold that she could not think.
"I don't like it. I've never liked children. Before I met Si Yan and Si Xu, I thought children were a nuisance. I even had a natural dislike for them. After meeting them, I realized that not all children are annoying. There are also obedient and sensible ones...
They changed my view, but I just like them. I have never thought about having a child, whether it is a boy or a girl. I can't stand the pain of pregnancy for ten months, and I don't want to experience the process of giving birth. As for taking care of the child, even if there is a nanny, there are some things a mother must do.
When a woman becomes a mother, she has to take on the responsibility of being a mother. I have never thought about this... I don't want to let giving birth to a child make me
A comfortable life has become difficult these days.”
She said it very seriously and didn't want to leave any illusions for Li Jinxing.
Li Jinxing: "You haven't even tried to accept it."
"Accept? Do you mean accept the pregnancy? Once you accept it, will there be room for regret? I really don't want children. Having Si Yan and Si Xu is enough. I will treat them as my own children." Gu Wanqiu softened her tone for fear that what she said was too absolute and would arouse Li Jinxing's suspicion.
"Besides, my body isn't suited for pregnancy. I'm covered in injuries... Pregnancy will put a strain on me. It's strange that you're asking me if I like children out of the blue... Have you forgotten what we came to the hospital for today? Polycystic ovary syndrome, which means I can't get pregnant. What you're asking is sheer nonsense. Whether you hate me or love me, I can't have children."
Li Jinxing's heart couldn't help but turn cold. He almost couldn't hold back the emotion on his face: "I was just thinking about your physical examination. I wondered if after you got better, you would want a child who is more obedient than Si Yan and Si Xu, and a girl."
Gu Wanqiu said: "No, not even if I get better."
Li Jinxing had never thought that Gu Wanqiu would be so opposed to having children. Did she dislike children, or did she hate having a child with him? This answer was probably only known to Gu Wanqiu.
"What if you get pregnant unexpectedly one day?" Li Jinxing asked tentatively.
Gu Wanqiu continued mercilessly, "This kind of accident won't happen. If it does... before I'm ready to be a mother, I'll choose to abort it."
"Even if it's your own child, you have to
Abort it?"
Gu Wanqiu didn't dare meet Li Jinxing's questioning gaze, turned her head away, and continued: "The child is my biological child, but my body is mine. I am a person first, and a mother second. As a person, I have the right to control my own body."
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