Chapter 1173 Game
Whether it is from Gu Wanqiu's words or from the details in her expression, it can be felt that she really does not like children. She is an extremely "selfish" person. Once her own interests are involved and her existing comfortable life is destroyed, even if she just thinks about it, she will feel disgusted and try to escape.
But did she really dislike children, or did she dislike Li Jinxing? Because she didn't like him enough, she didn't want to have children with him. Even though she already had a child in her belly, she was thinking about aborting it.
Could Gu Wanqiu really be as heartless as she said? If she could feel the new life in her belly moving one day, would she remain indifferent? Could she be so heartless as to say something like abortion?
People often say things they don't mean, and what they do is often different. It's common for people to be fickle, and it's a bad nature that exists in people's bones. As their mood changes, they may think one thing today and another thing tomorrow.
Li Jinxing tries to change Gu Wanqiu.
He was also feeling upset at the moment, and it was impossible for him not to feel blocked, but he did not show it. He did not show his emotions on his face, and he was still gentle to Gu Wanqiu.
He knew how to "protect" the baby in Gu Wanqiu's belly. At least, he didn't want to let Gu Wanqiu have big emotional fluctuations. A stable mentality was the most important thing.
Every word and action between two people is like a game, a silent contest that often hides "murderous intent". If you are not careful, it is very likely that you are already dead in the other person's heart.
"Are you angry?" Gu Wanqiu's hand shrank in Li Jinxing's warm palm, and her tone was cautious.
Li Jinxing pondered
After a moment, she said, "I'm not angry, but I am disappointed. I like you very much and want to have a child with you, just for the two of us. And I really like girls. After being with you, I often fantasize about this. I can be a good father. If you don't want me to worry about the child's education, then you shouldn't worry about it. I can also take care of the child myself in the early stages. I won't let you get tired, let alone postpartum depression. For this, I even made a schedule and drafted it countless times in my mind... But since you don't want it... I don't have much to say. After all, your health is the most important thing. You're right, only you have the final say over your health."
Li Jinxing was as eloquent as ever, his words were so sweet, but he hadn't gotten her pregnant, flattering her, saying she was in charge of her own body. So why didn't he tell her about the pregnancy right away when they were in the hospital? And why did he hide the pregnancy from her? From three months to four, the baby was growing bigger inside her belly. Didn't he know that the risk of abortion increased with the size of the baby?
No... Of course he knew that he had colluded with the hospital to deceive her, simply to wait for the child to grow slowly in her belly until it could no longer be aborted.
He wanted her to give birth to the child, so as to test her "loyalty" with the child and make her unable to leave him.
Invisibly, he set up a cage for her, trying to trap her and prevent her from getting out.
Li Jinxing doesn't want a lover, he wants a dog that is loyal to him.
Gu Wanqiu thought sarcastically, but she didn't show it on her face, with a generous and gentle smile: "You can
Just think that way for me. Let's not think about children right now. It's too far away for me. We can talk about it later. Anyway, I don't want them right now. Having Si Yan and Si Xu is enough for me. If we don't have children, the difficulties you're thinking about, such as raising a child and postpartum depression, will not happen. The source will be eliminated..."
Li Jinxing listened to her until they entered the hospital. Li Jinxing took out his cell phone and called the doctor. He had made an appointment two days in advance. Dr. Liu had cleared out this day to see Gu Wanqiu alone.
After the two people go in, they don't need to queue up. They just need to make a phone call and go directly for the examination. Doctors and nurses will accompany them all the way through each examination.
"Let's do the checkup first. Let's not talk about the baby."
Gu Wanqiu nodded "hmm". She felt a little uneasy facing the doctor. She remained silent all the way and followed Li Jinxing closely.
There are many examination items, including blood test, urine test, and B-ultrasound.
Taking advantage of her lack of knowledge, Li Jinxing took her through several maternity tests, including high-risk pregnancy factors, blood pressure, body mass index, fetal heart rate, blood test, urine test... liver and kidney function, electrocardiogram...
Gu Wanqiu was still the one undergoing the examination inside, and the doctor was communicating with Li Jinxing behind her back.
"The baby in her belly is healthy. She's had a good rest this month, and her early pregnancy hormones have stabilized."
Li Jinxing asked: "Can we tell the sex of the fetus now?"
Asking about the sex of the fetus is not allowed in the hospital, but Li Jinxing has no such permission.
The doctor replied, "It's a girl."
Li Jinxing was startled, then relaxed naturally.
His eyes were pitch black, and his long eyelashes blocked his eyes, making it impossible to feel the emotional fluctuations in his eyes. But when he heard the doctor say that the baby in Gu Wanqiu's belly was a girl, his eyelashes trembled, and a hint of imperceptible warmth briefly revealed from the gaps.
The dream he told Gu Wanqiu was real. He did dream of a little girl calling him dad. She looked very much like Gu Wanqiu when she was a child. She was wearing a white princess dress and stood obediently in front of him, calling him dad. When he woke up, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.
It turns out that the dream was an omen. The baby in Gu Wanqiu's belly was really a girl. If she was born, would it be just like in the dream?
Many things cannot be explained by science, just like this dream.
But when I thought about what Gu Wanqiu said when she entered the hospital, the beautiful dream scenes in my mind were slowly shattered.
Gu Wanqiu would not keep the child. She was so determined and cruel that Li Jinxing didn't know how to tell her that she was pregnant.
He chose to conceal it because he guessed that Gu Wanqiu would not want this child. At that time, his relationship with Gu Wanqiu was not stable, and she had not left Gong Qing yet.
He thought of taking it step by step, waiting for her to leave Gong Qing, waiting for him and her to develop feelings for each other, waiting for her to accept him, then he would slowly reveal to her that she was pregnant, and perhaps she would be able to accept it... and the longer the child stayed in her belly, the easier it would be for them to develop a bond of family affection.
Li Jinxing has been gambling, and he bet that Gu Wanqiu would leave Gong Qing and be with him, but he didn't
If the bet is won, Gu Wanqiu can accept the child.
What Gu Wanqiu said was definitely not just casual talk. He knew her too well. If he told her that she was pregnant now, she would definitely abort the child and would also hate him.
The warmth in Li Jinxing's eyes came and went quickly, as if it was just an illusion. Before the doctor could sense it, it was gone.
When he raised his eyes, they had become extremely cold and sharp: "Can this child be aborted?"
"Ah?" The doctor didn't react for a while. Why did he suddenly mention abortion?
Judging from Li Jinxing's various behaviors, he definitely likes this child, otherwise he would not have gone to so much trouble to create a fake case.
"This child is very healthy, why do you want to abort it?" asked the doctor.
After finally going to the hospital for a pregnancy checkup, the doctor tells you to abort the baby after finding out its gender? The doctor quickly assumes the worst, like they're favoring boys over girls, or that they'll mercilessly abort the baby after finding out it's a girl, without any regard for the mother's health.
If this is an abortion, does it have to be concealed from the pregnant woman? She doesn't even know she's pregnant, so she has to have an abortion?
The doctor was lost in thought when Li Jinxing in front of him said, "Because she doesn't like it, she can't accept this child and wants to abort it. That's why I'm asking you, will an abortion harm her body?"
"So that's how it is..." But the last sentence is pure nonsense, just like slapping someone and asking them if it hurts.
"Abortion is naturally very harmful to the body. I told you before that Miss Gu is in poor health. This child was hard-won. Her uterus is actually much thinner than that of a normal person. This child is also
She is not a child anymore, so an abortion will definitely require a curettage and dilation, which will cause her uterus to become thinner, making it more difficult for her to get pregnant in the future.
Surgery also carries significant risks, such as heavy bleeding. More seriously, it could trigger other complications, necessitating a hysterectomy. That would mean you'd be unable to have children for the rest of your life. Mr. Li, I urge you to clarify this with Miss Gu. You should also try to persuade her. The child already looks great. This is her nose and eyes. Based on your and Miss Gu's genes, the child will definitely be a beautiful girl."
The doctor patiently advised Li Jinxing and handed him the phone to look at, which showed the B-ultrasound image.
Li Jin couldn't help but look over, and the image of the little girl became clearer and clearer in his mind.
"I'm afraid she will still insist on having an abortion. Let's prepare for the worst. If it really comes to that, nothing else matters except ensuring its safety." Li Jinxing still chose to compromise. Just like Gu Wanqiu said, she has the right to decide about her own body. If he forces her to keep the child, he's afraid that if he pushes her too hard, she will use more extreme methods to get rid of the child.
By then, it won’t be as simple as hurting your body or not being able to conceive.
Li Jinxing had a headache and was a little unsteady on his feet. His face was also pale.
"The baby is already four months old. It would be such a shame to abort it. It would really hurt her body."
He knew all this and didn't need the doctor to remind him repeatedly.
Li Jinxing now regrets that he and the hospital had concealed the fact that Gu Wanqiu was pregnant. If he had told her at that time that Gu Wanqiu had chosen to have an abortion, at least the risk could have been minimized.
Gu Wanqiu doesn't know about her four-month-old baby now, and she has no feelings at all. Instead, he is full of reluctance. Thinking back to the time when he was pregnant with Gu Wanqiu, he suffered from pregnancy-associated syndrome and had to see a psychiatrist. Even now, he is not completely recovered.
He was the only one involved in the entire process of Gu Wanqiu's pregnancy.
The doctor asked, "Mr. Li, are you planning to tell Miss Gu about her pregnancy today?"
Li Jinxing was hesitant, always feeling that today was not the right time. He needed to sort out his emotions, let go of his obsession with this child, and then face Gu Wanqiu calmly.
Sometimes he really wished he could be as heartless as Gu Wanqiu and not care about this child at all.
Li Jinxing: "Don't tell her today. Wait until I figure out how to tell her before telling her." He just hopes that Gu Wanqiu won't hate him so much by then.
What's coming will eventually come. Now we're stuck in a dilemma. What do you call this? This is called shooting oneself in the foot.
"Go in and check on her first. If you go too late, she might start to overthink it."
The doctor also had a headache. Even as a bystander, she felt tired. How could a relationship and pregnancy turn out like this?
…
Gu Wanqiu inside didn't know what Li Jinxing was talking about with the doctor outside, but she could guess that he was probably talking about the baby in her belly and thinking about how he would lie to her later.
Gu Wanqiu glanced at her belly and pretended to know nothing.
When the doctor was doing the ultrasound for her, he still did it with his back to her so that she couldn't see the screen. She actually wanted to get up and look several times, but she held back.
She is afraid
After seeing this, I couldn’t bear to abort the baby. So… I just treated the baby in my belly as an extra piece of flesh, so that it wouldn’t be so painful to give it up when the time came.
When the doctor went out, Gu Wanqiu was thinking about how to deal with this matter.
Fortunately, the child was very quiet today and did not move around. She reached out and touched her belly, thinking about what to do next.
She secretly decided that if she was lucky enough to meet Li Jinxing on a business trip, she would secretly go to the hospital to have an abortion first. After returning, she would create an accident to give people the illusion of an accidental abortion and deceive Li Jinxing.
This may be the best way to reduce harm to the body.
If you are unlucky, you can only buy medicine secretly.
When the doctor came in, he saw Gu Wanqiu putting her hand on her belly and stroking it gently. From this action, he thought she knew she was pregnant.
The doctor said, "Ms. Gu."
"Ah...you're back." Gu Wanqiu came back to her senses and realized that her action of touching her abdomen was a little inappropriate. She withdrew her hand and asked, "How is my health? Am I feeling better?"
"Not yet, but it's not a big deal. I still need to continue taking the medicine."
"Okay then." The more you say, the more mistakes you make. Gu Wanqiu didn't want to arouse suspicion, so she responded quickly, then stood up, straightened her clothes and put on her coat.
As I was about to leave, the doctor casually asked, "Ms. Gu, Mr. Li just talked to me about your problem. You said you don't like children and don't want them. If you don't want them... then why are you so anxious to treat your uterus? When I told you that you had polycystic ovary syndrome, you were very uneasy and subconsciously asked me if you had...
If you have polycystic ovary syndrome, you can't have children. This shows that you really care about having a child of your own."
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