Chapter 1180 In Progress
At this moment, Gu Wanqiu was like a person stuck in a quagmire trying to save herself, desperately trying to grab every straw beside her. She was tired of persisting in asking for help for a long time. She wanted to give up, and hoped that someone could persuade her to give up.
"Since you are so determined, I can't try to persuade you anymore. Your body is your own, just think it over. I can prescribe medicine for you privately, but you have to learn to control the dosage yourself. Too little can't cure the disease, and too much can be dangerous. You must go to the hospital in time. Don't take your life lightly. Even if you don't care, some people will." The doctor looked at Gong Qing on the side.
"I understand." Gu Wanqiu lowered her eyes and nodded again, "I understand everything."
The doctor sighed.
After discussing with the doctor, Gu Wanqiu immediately called Mrs. Li. Fearing that it was too late, Li Jinxing went to ask Mrs. Li about her.
The call was connected and Mrs. Li picked up the phone, "Ms. Gu, I..." She stuttered and it was not difficult to hear that her tone was filled with unspeakable guilt.
In fact, she had softened her heart and wanted to let Gu Wanqiu wander around outside. As long as she could contact her to go home within three hours, she would pretend that her sneaking out to the bathroom today never happened.
But who knew that Li Jinxing would take the initiative to call her to ask about Gu Wanqiu's situation, and the desire to lie was instantly extinguished.
Faced with Li Jinxing's intimidating questioning, neither she nor the driver had any way to lie and could only truthfully explain what had happened.
While confessing to Li Jinxing, Mrs. Li silently apologized to Gu Wanqiu in her heart.
Gu Wanqiu sneaked out to go shopping alone, which was not considered a
What? But for servants like them, it is an unexpected disaster.
Although Gu Wanqiu said that she would take responsibility for everything, make things clear to Li Jinxing, and not make things difficult for them, is the truth really that simple?
Li Jinxing likes Gu Wanqiu, but he only likes her and not the servants like them. So if something really happens, they will be the ones to suffer. Sister Li doesn't dare to gamble whether Li Jinxing will let them go because of Gu Wanqiu's plea.
First of all, the fear she felt when facing Li Jinxing was not something that ordinary people could overcome, so when Li Jinxing asked what Gu Wanqiu was doing, Mrs. Li confessed everything.
What else can Gu Wanqiu say at this time?
"Li Jinxing just called me. He asked me to contact you and go back together. I'll send you my location. You and the driver can come here to pick me up."
"Okay." Mrs. Li quickly agreed, then hesitated for a moment before saying, "Miss Gu, I'm so sorry..."
"It's okay, it's not your fault. You did nothing wrong. You don't have to say sorry to me. I also know you tried your best, otherwise it wouldn't have taken so long for Li Jinxing to contact me. If I really have to blame someone, it's that he took control too quickly, causing me to lose my freedom and even simple happiness." There was a sense of ease in his words, but his voice could not hide the bitterness.
"Ms. Gu, Mr. Li is just worried about you, not restricting your freedom. If you want to go shopping or have fun, you can ask him to accompany you. Being with the person you love, even ordinary walks and meals can be enjoyable."
Gu Wanqiu held her breath, feeling restless and uncomfortable, and blurted out subconsciously: "But I'm not happy..."
Her angry tone caused
She caught the attention of the doctor and Gong Qing beside her. Gong Qing shook his head at her, signaling her to calm down.
Gu Wanqiu pursed her lips, closed her eyes and breathed calmly.
I don't like that person in the first place, so I am not happy doing anything with him.
There was no sound from Mrs. Li, perhaps she was also frightened by her sharp tone.
Gu Wanqiu knew that she shouldn't vent her anger on someone irrelevant to her, but she couldn't help it. "Okay, no need to say anything. I'll send you the address."
After saying this, she hung up the phone. Gong Qing came to her side and pressed her stiff shoulders: "Calm down."
"I know." Gu Wanqiu would not resist Gong Qing's touch, but now, she dodged Gong Qing's hand with a flick of her shoulder.
The doctor also prescribed some medicine, which he picked up himself. It was in a white bottle with no markings on it.
Gu Wanqiu remembered that when she and Li Jinxing went to the hospital, she was found to be pregnant, but Li Jinxing colluded with the hospital to lie to her that she had polycystic ovary syndrome. Those hormonal drugs that were said to treat polycystic ovary syndrome were actually all pregnancy-maintaining drugs, but he had changed the bottles.
It was obvious that my belly got bigger because of pregnancy, but he said it was because I gained weight from taking medicine.
"What are you thinking about?" Gong Qing asked.
"Nothing." Gu Wanqiu took the medicine from the doctor. "How should I take this medicine? Take it forty-eight hours before going to the hospital. Don't take it all at once. If you don't feel any contractions, take another pill the next day. If you see blood, you must come to the hospital."
"What if he gets to the hospital and is saved?"
"Don't worry, it can't be saved. So once you take the medicine and bleed, there will be no room for regret. You must think carefully." Doctor
He said with a sigh.
Gu Wanqiu nodded: "Okay."
She looked at the medicine in her hand and told herself in her heart that there was nothing wrong with aborting the baby in her belly. Her body was her own. Even if she couldn't get pregnant in the future and it hurt her body, she would still have to abort it. The road ahead was still long, and she couldn't get stuck here.
If she can't get pregnant in the future because of abortion, she should be happy.
If she got pregnant accidentally the first time, she might get pregnant the second time. If she couldn't get pregnant for the rest of her life, Li Jinxing would not force her to lie to him anymore.
This situation only needs to happen once. Once bitten, she will be afraid of ropes for ten years. She should learn her lesson.
So what she should do is not to think about whether she will regret it later, but to think about how to prevent the problem from happening again.
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Gu Wanqiu held the medicine bottle and wondered if she should take it now. The longer the night, the more dreams there are. Taking more at once would not only make it work faster, but also hurt her body more and make it even more difficult for her to get pregnant.
Gong Qing looked at the medicine in her hand and suddenly said, "If you suddenly have a miscarriage, it might be a little unnatural. It would be best to create an accident and put the blame on Li Jinxing, making him think that he accidentally killed the baby in your belly. This way, not only can you clear the suspicion of aborting the child, but he will also feel guilty and treat you better and trust you more."
Gu Wanqiu's train of thought was interrupted by Gong Qing's words. Her brows were furrowed, like a tightly twisted hemp rope that couldn't be loosened.
She had thought about what Gong Qing said a long time ago, but Li Jinxing had been on business trips recently, so she couldn't find a suitable opportunity.
"I know what to do." What to do was something she should think about, not something Gong Qing should tell her.
Gu Wanqiu always felt that Gong Qing shouldn't be like this.
Sample.
As if sensing Gu Wanqiu's strange mood, Gong Qing asked, "Qiuqiu, are you blaming me?"
"No, I know you are thinking about me and considering me... thinking of a better solution that will benefit me..." I just feel that you no longer love me.
She had always known that Gong Qing would stop loving her sooner or later, but she had not expected it to come so soon, and it was not as difficult for her to accept as she had imagined.
However, Gong Qing has always been a good person in her heart. Even if he no longer loves her, he will still treat her well and feel sorry for her. He will comfort her and apply medicine to her when she is hurt, wipe her tears, and ask her if she hurts.
But now... the image of Gong Qing in her mind has become increasingly vague, and gradually become a stranger. She doesn't want Gong Qing to become like this.
"I've thought about what you said a long time ago, but I just haven't found the right opportunity." Another big reason is that she is afraid of pain. An accident is easier said than done.
He was not her and could not understand her fear.
After Gu Wanqiu got the medicine, she couldn't stay in the hospital for too long, so she sent her location to Mrs. Li. Soon, Mrs. Li said that she and the driver were on the way.
Gu Wanqiu put the medicine into the lining of her down jacket, and the location she sent to Mrs. Li was a nearby shopping mall.
Gong Qing offered to take her there but she refused. The reason was naturally that she was worried that he would run into Mrs. Li and the others when he took her there, and she would not be able to explain herself even if she had a thousand mouths.
She also didn't want to embarrass Sister Li by lying for her, not to mention whether Sister Li was willing to lie for her. If something really happened, she couldn't bear the responsibility. Besides, if she owed too many favors, she would be
She can't pay it back.
Gong Qing listened to her and only sent her to the hospital entrance, then reminded her: "Qiuqiu, if you find anything wrong, give Li Jinxing the medicine I gave you, don't forget."
"Okay, I'll remember that."
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Gu Wanqiu arrived at the entrance of the mall and waited there for less than ten minutes before seeing a familiar car.
When Gu Wanqiu walked over, the car door had already been opened from the inside.
"Ms. Gu." Mrs. Li was sitting in the back seat.
Gu Wanqiu nodded, bent down and sat down. Seeing that she had nothing in her hands, Mrs. Li couldn't help but ask, "Miss Gu, didn't you buy anything?"
"I was planning to take my time browsing and carefully selecting things, but now... my good mood is gone, so what else can I buy?"
It's a bit unreasonable that I haven't bought anything in such a long time.
But Mrs. Li felt guilty towards Gu Wanqiu and didn't dare look at her. "Miss Gu, I didn't plan to tell Mr. Li about this. I wanted you to go shopping alone, but who knew... Mr. Li called me to ask about you, and I couldn't lie to him."
"I know. I also said it's not your fault." Gu Wanqiu sighed, "Don't think too much. Just work hard. I asked you to keep it a secret for me, and it really made things difficult for you. You receive your salary from Li Jinxing. As your boss, you really shouldn't lie to him for me."
Mrs. Li heard that Gu Wanqiu really didn't blame her, so she breathed a sigh of relief.
The car fell into silence all the way. When Mrs. Li turned her head to look at Gu Wanqiu again, she saw that she was leaning her head against the car window with her eyes closed, and she seemed to be asleep.
Gu Wan
Qiu did not sleep. His emotions fluctuated too quickly in a short period of time. Once he was in a quiet space, his brain would relax and automatically think that he was safe and no longer nervous and alert. At this time, people would suddenly become very tired and want to close their eyes and sleep for a while, but after really closing their eyes, they found that they could not fall asleep.
Gu Wanqiu closed her eyes, squinted for a moment in the middle, looked outside to see where she was, roughly calculated the time, opened her eyes, and sat up straight with her limp body.
We're here.
They arrived home before Li Jinxing. Gu Wanqiu got out of the car, and Mrs. Li got out from the other door. The driver also got out after parking the car.
The two opened the trunk and took out the things they bought from the supermarket one by one. Most of them were selected by Gu Wanqiu, and they bought a variety of snacks.
Considering that the children at home need to eat, she has checked the ingredient list of snacks and found no messy additives.
Gu Wanqiu also went to help. How could Sister Li dare to ask her to help? "Miss Gu, just go home. We can take these."
"How did you carry so many things?"
"It's right outside my house. Just run a few more times. Don't lift these heavy objects with your hands..."
"I don't lift heavy things." Gu Wanqiu looked around and finally chose something lighter. "Let me take this. It contains pastries and it's not heavy."
Mrs. Li weighed the matter with her eyes and finally agreed.
Gu Wanqiu took this thing back, and when they heard the sound of the car, Si Yan and Si Xu ran over, because they knew in advance that Gu Wanqiu was going out to buy New Year's goods. In short,
Just buy some delicious food, so they are particularly looking forward to it while waiting at home.
When Gu Wanqiu saw them coming out to greet her, her originally gloomy mood improved a little, but when she thought that Li Jinxing would be back soon, her mood instantly sank again.
"Auntie Gu, what delicious food did you buy outside?"
Gu Wanqiu opened the shopping bag in her hand and took out two cakes and a cheese stick, one for each of them: "Eat."
"Can we eat it?" Si Yan asked, but his hands couldn't help but pick it up.
"I bought these especially for you. If you don't eat them, are you going to throw them away? Eat them. These are dairy products, not junk food. Eating one or two won't make you taller. Even if your dad sees, he won't say anything."
In this way, they felt relieved. Siyan happily unpacked the pastry, handed the unpacked pastry in his hand to Sixu, and then picked up the unpacked pastry in Sixu's hand and started unpacking it.
The two children sat on the sofa in the living room and ate obediently without dropping any cake crumbs.
Gu Wanqiu stared at the clock on the wall, feeling uneasy. The later the time went, the more nervous she became.
Gu Wanqiu reached into her bag and touched the bottle of medicine. Are we going to do it today?
She could lose the child through an accident, but to be on the safe side, it would be better to have a clean miscarriage and take medicine. For example, she could fake a fall after taking the medicine. This is the safest way and will not cause much harm to the body, but she has to control the time.
The doctor told her that everyone's physical condition is different.
It's different. Some people will feel the effect soon after taking the medicine, while others will take several hours to feel the effect.
She didn't know which category she belonged to. When she thought of what the doctor said about contraction pain, Gu Wanqiu seemed to feel it in advance and felt very uncomfortable in her stomach.
"Auntie Gu, why are you frowning and looking unhappy? Are you feeling unwell?"
"No."
It is better to get pain early than late. It is better to take the medicine today to avoid more trouble at night.
Gu Wanqiu was just about to get away from her two children and a room full of servants to take medicine when she heard the sound of a car outside. Li Jinxing had returned.
The two children haven’t finished the cakes in their hands yet...it’s too fast.
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