Chapter 1182: Vomiting
Since Li Jinxing knew everything, there was no need for her to act anymore and she could only use the toughest means. Now the only thing she had to do was to abort the baby in her belly and not let her give birth to it.
Gu Wanqiu made the worst-case scenario plan, even if it was like an egg hitting a stone, she was willing to do it.
Gu Wanqiu had not had time to think about the consequences, but everything that happened now was the worst development she had imagined.
She might implicate Gong Qing and cause others to be implicated, but she had no other choice.
Since Li Jinxing knew everything, then any attempt to "get along peacefully" with him would seem hypocritical. Li Jinxing, who was already very suspicious, would trust her again after this incident? It was impossible to think about it.
This "chess piece" she used for herself and Gong Qing has become a useless piece.
One wrong step leads to another. From now on, all she has to do is fight for her life, and this is based on the assumption that Li Jinxing still "likes" her.
When he "likes" her, she can give him a cold look, can get useful information from him, can take his computer where confidential documents are kept to play games, can order him around, and treat him as the chef at home and make him cook for her.
But when he "dislikes" her, will these "benefits" still exist?
If you put yourself in her shoes, it would be a blessing that she didn't kill the person directly.
In Gu Wanqiu's eyes, love has always been the least valuable thing and the least secure. It may be gone tomorrow.
There is a saying that goes, when he likes you, everything you do is cute in his eyes, but when he doesn't like you, even if you try to please him like a dog, he will still dislike your hair loss.
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Gu Wanqiu had already prepared for such a huge gap. For so long, she had been taking advantage of Li Jinxing's kindness and "love" for her. From today on, after Li Jinxing saw her true face, he would probably no longer like her. Even if he didn't like her, he would not let her go.
Half a cup of water was not enough. The pill was stuck in her throat, and there was another one in her mouth that she couldn't swallow. She had to chew the capsule in her mouth and swallow it hard into her throat. The medicine foam in the capsule was bitter throughout her mouth, making her feel nauseous. Gu Wanqiu retched and then covered her mouth tightly.
In such a short time, she took the medicine desperately, and the banging sounds outside the door and Li Jinxing's furious voice did not stop.
Because Gu Wanqiu had inserted the key into the keyhole, the key from the outside couldn't be opened, so she had to use brute force.
Gu Wanqiu looked up at the shaking door and smiled with relief.
She touched her belly and said, "My child, I'm sorry... I can't even keep myself, how can I keep you? I'm not a good mother."
She was glad that she had inserted the key into the keyhole, otherwise when Li Jinxing opened the door and came in, she would have no chance to swallow the bottle of medicine.
In less than half a minute, Li Jinxing kicked the door open from outside. He entered the room with a murderous aura, like a demon that had just crawled out of hell to take lives. There were bloodshot eyes, messy hair, and he had taken off his coat, wearing only a thin white shirt.
At this time, there were obvious signs of wetness on the white shirt. When he saw Gu Wanqiu swallow the whole bottle with his own eyes outside, he broke out in a cold sweat. In addition to the cold sweat, his hands were bleeding.
There was blood on the hem of the clothes
, which is particularly eye-catching.
He was injured by banging on the door just now. He didn't feel any pain at all. His hands were still clenched together, and he was trying hard to suppress his anger.
The door opened and Gu Wanqiu looked over. Besides Li Jinxing, there were servants who rushed up after hearing the noise, the bodyguards Li Jinxing brought with him, and Siyan and Sixu whose eyes were red with fright. It was the first time for the two children to see such a scene.
They were not very courageous. Normally, they were afraid of Li Jinxing even if he did nothing. Now they saw Li Jinxing so angry, and his hands were stained with blood, and he looked murderous.
His little face turned pale with fear and Si Xu burst into tears. As an older brother, Si Yan was also scared and wanted to cry, but the first thing he thought of was to protect his younger brother, comfort him and not let him be afraid. This is what an older brother should do.
Secondly, Siyan also wanted to protect his mother. He could feel that his father was very angry at the moment. He glared at his mother with a murderous look. He had never seen his father look at his mother like this. It was as if he was looking at an enemy who would kill him in the next second.
Murder. This was the first time Li Siyan encountered this word. He was so frightened that he was shaking all over. He wanted to step forward to stand in front of his mother, but he couldn't move. His legs seemed to be nailed to the ground.
If he went to protect his mother, he wouldn't be able to hug his younger brother. Li Siyan was only four years old and less than one meter tall. He couldn't even protect himself, so how could he protect so many people?
But he still opened his mouth and called out: "Dad..."
The childish voice diluted some of the murderous aura. In such a cold and stiff environment, the awe-inspiring power emanating from Li Jinxing enveloped the place.
The weather seemed to be affected as well. In a moment, dark clouds gathered over the sky, pressing down on it so hard that it was hard to breathe. No one spoke, and no one dared to speak.
So when Li Siyan called out "Dad", everyone around him looked at him with a slight panic on their faces.
No one expected that the first person to break the deadlock would be a four or five-year-old child.
"Dad." Li Siyan bravely called out again.
He tried to move a step towards Gu Wanqiu. It took a lot of strength to take that short step. He moved his feet under the tremendous pressure and fear under Li Jinxing's gaze. Unfortunately, he only moved one step because Sixu behind him was hugging him in fear.
He moved his lips, his eyes turned red, and his voice was choked with sobs: "Don't quarrel with Mom, okay..."
Si Yan was in a panic and fear, and her brain was unable to think. In such an occasion, she blurted out and called Gu Wanqiu "Mom".
Li Jinxing said with a cold face, "Sister Li, take them back to the room and lock them up. Don't let them out without my permission."
At Li Jinxing's command, Mrs. Li went over. The two children were scared, but they also knew that Li Jinxing would not hurt them. However, it was not known whether Li Jinxing would be so lucky with Gu Wanqiu.
As long as they are here, at least Li Jinxing won't attack them, and Mom and Dad will calm down because of their presence.
In kindergarten, the teacher told us that if mom and dad quarreled, we should stand between them and hold one hand each, so that they would not get angry and quarrel.
But before they could do anything, they were forcibly taken back by the servants.
The room was locked.
Without his two children, Li Jinxing's expression instantly became sinister, his eyes dark and deep, without any light. He walked directly into the room, closed the door with his backhand, and then grabbed Gu Wanqiu who was trembling and gasping for air.
His gaze moved from Gu Wanqiu's pale face down to her belly, and then to the unmarked white medicine bottle on the ground.
He stepped on it and asked, "What medicine are you taking?"
Tears rolled down her cheeks. Gu Wanqiu didn't know why she was crying. She decided to confront Li Jinxing head-on, even if she couldn't win. Being weak was useless. Li Jinxing wouldn't let her go just because she shed a few tears.
The brain could not control the body, the body lost control, and even Gu Wanqiu didn't know what he was doing.
The only thing she could think of was that she knew she was finished, and her condition now could no longer be described simply as "embarrassed".
Her mouth opened, and her trembling teeth knocked against the tip of her tongue. Li Jinxing's eyes darkened. A tall person must have long hands. He pinched Gu Wanqiu's jaw with one hand, rubbed her lower lip with the tip of his thumb, and forced her to speak.
Gu Wanqiu and Li Jinxing looked at each other for three seconds, then looked away and tried to turn her head to avoid his hand, but he pushed her hand back.
"Don't you know what I took? Abortion pills. I want to abort this baby. I went out today just to buy this bottle of pills. I went to the hospital to avoid Mrs. Li. I didn't go shopping at the mall at all, let alone choose a New Year's gift for you. What do you think? Are you satisfied with this answer?"
"Do you know how much abortion pills hurt your body? You took them, and you ate the whole bottle!"
"Of course I know, but who made me pregnant? Who lied to me for so long, letting my belly grow bigger and bigger, forcing me to abort the baby in such a harmful way? To put it bluntly, you are the culprit, so what right do you have to question me? Do you have the right? When I went to the hospital and was diagnosed with pregnancy, you lied to me and said I had gastroenteritis. Later, you and the hospital said I had polycystic ovary syndrome. You didn't tell me the truth about the pregnancy because you were afraid I would be upset and have the baby aborted."
Li Jinxing's expression changed slightly.
Gu Wanqiu taunted, "Look, you actually know that I don't want this child. Didn't you expect me to take medicine to abort the child?
So what are you trying to do by pretending to care about my health? If you really cared about my health, you should have told me when I was first diagnosed. You shouldn't have lied to me. The smaller the child, the lower the risk of abortion, and the greater the harm to my body. But you let this child grow bigger and bigger in my belly, and finally took shape. Li Jinxing... You are sorry for me, and even more sorry for this child. A baby of more than four months old can already feel. I killed her, but you are the culprit who made her suffer!"
Gu Wanqiu used the method of shirking responsibility to the fullest extent and easily put all the blame on Li Jinxing.
She said this with confidence and didn't even feel that she had done anything wrong.
Didn't Li Jinxing want to hear her? Then she would let him hear enough.
"I gave you a chance.
Not long ago, you took me to the hospital for a checkup. On the way, you tentatively asked me what would happen if I had a child. I told you very clearly that I didn't want or didn't like it. It was such a long journey and took a whole day to go for the checkup, but you still chose to hide it. Li Jinxing, you are a selfish person at heart, only considering your own feelings. Now that the child is dead, it is also partly your responsibility. The more you look forward to her arrival, the faster she will die. People like you don't deserve to have children.
Gu Wanqiu understood this point very early on. Take the birth of Siyan and Sixu for example. After he knew that she was "dead", he still chose to do in vitro fertilization, so that the two children were born without a mother and could not get maternal love. However, he had been working for many years and paid very little attention to the two children.
He was strict in disciplining his two children, making them fear and respect him.
"People like you are not worthy of me bearing your child!"
If Li Jinxing hadn't pinched Gu Wanqiu's jaw, he would have almost clapped his hands. He said a short sentence, and Gu Wanqiu responded to her with more than ten sentences, with an unyielding look on her face, as if she was not afraid of him and didn't take him seriously at all.
"You've said everything, good or bad, and whatever. Gu Wanqiu, you haven't changed at all. You're still the same, eloquent and distorting right and wrong. You're better than anyone at shirking responsibility."
Li Jingshen's eyes were cold, and the corners of his mouth were raised, seemingly with a smile, but in fact his eyes were cold, without a trace of warmth, and even his hands were cold.
“You want to put the blame on me
, you want me to think that I killed this child, and you want me to feel guilty because of this child's death? Then you really think too much... This child can't die. The more you don't want her to be born, the more I want her to live well in your belly. I want you to see if I can be a good father. "
She has already taken the medicine, which is a very high dose and a dangerous one. It will take an hour to get to the hospital from here. If she can delay a little, the child will definitely not be saved and whether the child can be kept depends mainly on the mother.
After all, the child is in her body, and her daily eating, drinking, activities and emotions will indirectly affect the child in her belly.
How can Li Jinxing be sure that this child will be able to stay?
The next second, Li Jinxing took her directly to the bathroom and turned on the faucet.
Gu Wanqiu didn't know what he was going to do, but she had a hunch that it was very dangerous. She wanted to escape, but Li Jinxing held her down on the sink.
There is a huge difference in strength between people. Gu Wanqiu used all her strength, but Li Jinxing easily controlled her with one hand.
Then he used his other hand to hold the cup to collect water directly, and with the other hand he pinched her mouth to force her to open it, pouring cup after cup of water directly into her stomach.
Gu Wanqiu's stomach was slowly stretched, and she was in great pain. Tears flowed out of her eyes due to the stimulation. She had no strength in her body and her hands were shaking. If Li Jinxing hadn't held her body and controlled her on the sink, she would have collapsed.
Her hands supported the sink, and Li Jinxing took the hot water. Because of Gu Wanqiu's struggle, there was a lot of water.
A little bit of it spilled out and she spit it out, so her collar and chest were wet.
Seeing that it was almost full, Li Jinxing inserted his index and middle fingers into Gu Wanqiu's slightly open mouth. His long fingers easily reached her throat and pressed against the base of her tongue.
He circled Gu Wanqiu's entire body from behind, put one hand into her mouth to press and stir, and with the other hand pressed her stomach while protecting her lower abdomen
Under such stimulation, the body would spasm, nausea and vomiting would occur. Li Jinxing was inducing vomiting for her to vomit out the medicine she had just taken.
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