Chapter 1183 Are You Still Human?
Li Jinxing hugged Gu Wanqiu tightly from behind, protecting her lower abdomen with his left hand and reaching into her mouth with his right hand to press the root of her tongue. Her body was out of control and reacted to the stimulation. Her throat opened and her stomach twitched. She vomited out all the water she had just drunk, along with the medicine she had taken not long ago.
Vomiting caused Gu Wanqiu's body to spasm uncontrollably, her eyes were red and tears were flowing, and even the tip of her nose was red. She looked at the pill in the washbasin with disbelief and fear. She struggled even harder, and Li Jinxing tied her tighter.
He continued to dig at her throat, forcing her to vomit, until her stomach, which had just been swollen and painful, shrank little by little and she could not vomit no matter how much her stomach twitched. Only then did Li Jinxing let her go, but he only took his hand out of her mouth.
There was blood on Li Jinxing's fingers. It was from Gu Wanqiu who bit them when he was trying to induce vomiting. She bit them hard, as if she wanted to bite his fingers off.
In addition to his own blood, there was also mucus from Gu Wanqiu's stomach and mouth.
Gu Wanqiu's vomiting caused her stomach acid to react, and her throat felt a burning pain. Her mouth was filled with a variety of tastes: sour and bitter, bloody, and even medicinal...
His legs were trembling and his lifeless eyes were looking at the white capsules in the vomit.
Because it is a capsule, it is still intact after being spit out and has not softened in the stomach.
Her tears fell heavily, and she didn't know whether it was out of reluctance, fear, or fear of the future that she could not control.
Maybe both.
Li Jinxing also saw the capsule in the wash basin: "It seems that all the hands have been vomited out."
Li Jinxing did not feel the pain in his hand
This little pain is nothing compared to the immense pain in his heart.
Gu Wanqiu thought she understood him well enough, but in fact, she didn't understand him at all...
He liked her in the way that he wanted to grow old with her.
He had thought about using the child to keep Gu Wanqiu by his side forever.
Although Gu Wanqiu has always been by his side and very close to him, in his eyes, Gu Wanqiu is more like a misty and ethereal cloud, which can be seen but not touched and will disappear as soon as he gets close to her. He loves her, loves her cautiously, loves her fearfully, and loves her to the point of having no sense of security at all.
He loved her so much that he lost his mind. He knew what kind of person Gu Wanqiu was better than anyone else, but he deceived himself and thought that as long as time was long enough, he could soften Gu Wanqiu's heart. He also believed what Gu Wanqiu said about giving him a chance, living in peace with him, and growing old together.
He knew clearly that Gu Wanqiu had no good intentions and that she stayed with him only for Gong Qing, and that she never told the truth, but he still wanted to take a chance and believe her.
After confirming that she really didn't want a child, he decided to fulfill her wish. He wanted to tell her everything after he was done with this busy period. If she thought about it seriously and still wanted to have an abortion, he would arrange the best doctor and surgery for her.
The main reason why he was so busy these days was to find a doctor, because he wanted to prevent Gu Wanqiu from getting hurt as much as possible. He did all these things himself, and he chose the doctor who was familiar with this kind of surgery, so he was more at ease than anyone else.
But unexpectedly, although he cared so much about Gu Wanqiu's health, Gu Wanqiu herself didn't care. She actually went to the hospital to buy medicine secretly and took so much at one time.
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Gu Wanqiu called him today and pestered him to go out.
When he opened the door, Li Jinxing noticed something was wrong. He knew that it was not good to monitor Gu Wanqiu. If she found out, they would definitely have a fight.
But sometimes Li Jinxing couldn't help but want to see what was going on with Gu Wanqiu.
During breaks, he could also call Gu Wanqiu and video chat with her, but he found that Gu Wanqiu always lied. Instead of facing her lies, he might as well watch the surveillance video with his own eyes.
He knew that Gu Wanqiu often hid in the bedroom to call Gong Qing, and he also knew that Gu Wanqiu had not slept at all for several nights.
Gu Wanqiu knew that he had entered her room in the middle of the night, and she chose to pretend to be asleep. He then pretended to know nothing and even developed a malicious desire to play a trick on her.
So when she was trying to pretend to be asleep, I touched her face and kissed her mouth. After leaving the room, I watched the video of her tossing and turning in anger.
It is impossible for Li Jinxing to stare at Gu Wanqiu 24 hours a day, and most of the time Gu Wanqiu is not in the bedroom. During the day, she will accompany the two children, go for a walk outside, go downstairs to bask in the sun and read a book.
Li Jinxing didn't know at first that Gu Wanqiu went out today to meet Gong Qing.
When he agreed to let Gu Wanqiu go out, his eyelids twitched violently and he felt uneasy, always feeling that something bad was going to happen.
Li Jinxing would not ignore this warning. He could get to where he is today thanks to his caution. Just like his name, he was cautious in what he said and did, and thought carefully about every step, so that he could go further and stand higher.
So he sent text messages to Mrs. Li and the driver, asking them to accompany Gu Wanqiu.
Keep a close eye on her when you go out.
At noon, Li Jinxing did not call Gu Wanqiu, but asked Mrs. Li what Gu Wanqiu was doing.
Only then did he realize that Gu Wanqiu had left Mrs. Li and the others and ran away secretly.
Li Jinxing's long-term living conditions made his alarm bells ring, and he did not immediately call Gu Wanqiu to ask her where she had gone.
He was afraid that he was just overthinking... Calling to always ask about Gu Wanqiu's whereabouts and meddling in her affairs would only make her upset and rebellious.
At that time, Li Jinxing still chose to believe Gu Wanqiu, and really thought that she was just bored and wanted to go for a walk alone.
But a voice in his heart kept ringing, telling him that this was impossible... Gu Wanqiu was not that honest. If she really wanted to go shopping alone and buy something, she would tell Mrs. Li in advance and explain it to her, or call him. He would not refuse to agree to such a small thing.
She chose to run away secretly and asked Mrs. Li not to tell him, which only meant that she had something to hide. She knew that if she told him, he would definitely not let her go.
So what kind of thing would make Gu Wanqiu feel guilty, and she would choose to sneak away at such a great risk and not dare to face him.
Suddenly I thought of something bad...
Li Jinxing was smart and quickly guessed that this matter was related to Gong Qing.
Therefore, the first thing Li Jinxing did was to ask the people who were watching Gong Qing to report Gong Qing's whereabouts today and where he had gone.
Gong Qing is still in Rongcheng, Li Jinxing can't help but be on guard against him. He knows Gong Qing's hostility towards him and has no good intentions. Facing such a not-so-weak enemy
Li Jinxing would usually give special treatment, such as having someone secretly watch them.
It's better to be safe than sorry.
What's more, Gong Qing has a lot of contact with Gu Wanqiu. He had reminded Gu Wanqiu before not to try too hard to seek benefits for Gong Qing. Gong Qing's feelings for her had long deteriorated. Now, for Gu Wanqiu, interests are definitely more important than love.
Such a man is no longer worthy of being his love rival.
The so-called love rival must be equally matched, whether in terms of his own conditions or his feelings for Gu Wanqiu, he must be equally matched to become a love rival. Someone like Gong Qing is no longer qualified for Li Jinxing.
Ever since Gong Qing took over the J City project from Gu Wanqiu, he had become a complete spendthrift in this relationship, and Li Jinxing even looked down on him.
After completely handing over the J City project to Gong Qing, Li Jinxing arranged for people to keep an eye on Gong Qing's whereabouts.
This was the first time he took the initiative to call and ask about Gong Qing's whereabouts.
Soon he got the news that Gong Qing went to the hospital.
Why go to the hospital for no reason?
Gong Qing did not go to the hospital alone. He went to a shopping mall first and finally picked up a woman from there.
They didn't know who the woman was.
After all, Li Jinxing did not bring Gu Wanqiu out to meet them, and even if they had seen Gu Wanqiu, it would be difficult for them to recognize her.
In winter, Gu Wanqiu changed her figure by wearing a bulky down jacket. Her hair was loose, covering most of her face. She also wore the hood of the down jacket on her head and a mask on her face, revealing only a pair of eyes. Except for Li Jinxing, she could see
Apart from the one I recognized at first glance, there should be no one else in the group.
Li Jinxing recognized Gu Wanqiu not because of her appearance, but because of that feeling. To put it in a more mysterious way, it was telepathy, which is difficult to explain.
But this is indeed what attracted him to Gu Wanqiu.
There is no doubt that Gong Qing took Gu Wanqiu to the hospital.
The hospital was a private one, and Gong Qing knew the doctor there. Because he had informed them in advance, the hospital kept it confidential.
But this did not pose a problem for Li Jinxing. In just ten minutes, he found out the answer through the information he received over the phone.
Gu Wanqiu went to see a gynecologist.
Li Jinxing had guessed this before investigating, but when the results were placed before him, he was still uncontrollably angry.
Gu Wanqiu and Gong Qing went to the hospital to abort the baby. How could she dare to go to such a place with Gong Qing?
He called Gu Wanqiu, and he could tell from her tone that she was very nervous. Even at this time, she was still lying to him that she was just shopping in the mall, using "breaking up" and "running away from home" to confront him.
But how could Li Jinxing, who already knew everything, believe what she said?
He directly told Gu Wanqiu that she had to come home within an hour. In an hour, surgery could not be performed in the hospital, but she might be able to take medicine.
So he brought a doctor back to do a blood test on Gu Wanqiu.
After hanging up the phone, Li Jinxing started to check the surveillance video and quickly found the scene of Gu Wanqiu staying alone in the bedroom. The volume in the surveillance video was not loud enough, so he turned the volume to the lowest setting.
There was a lot of noise, and Gu Wanqiu spoke very softly, so it was difficult to hear what she was saying... Fortunately, the picture was clear enough, and after zooming in and looking at her lip shapes, I could roughly understand what she was saying.
Gu Wanqiu had known for a long time that she was pregnant.
When she contacted Gong Qing, she talked most about the baby in her belly. She wanted to abort it secretly and didn't want Li Jinxing to know.
Why didn't he know? Most likely because they thought he wouldn't agree.
Li Jinxing also guessed one thing. If Gu Wanqiu secretly aborted the child in the hospital and then came back to create an accident, you know, pretending to be pitiful is Gu Wanqiu's forte. If she is lucky, she can put the blame of the "accidental miscarriage" on Li Jinxing.
Li Jinxing believed that he had accidentally killed the baby in Gu Wanqiu's belly, and he felt extremely guilty. He would be more cautious when facing Gu Wanqiu and would give her whatever she wanted.
This is a matter of "taking advantage of people's hearts"
Human hearts are very complicated, and it is most convenient to take advantage of them.
Gu Wanqiu failed to create an accident to blame Li Jinxing for the miscarriage, and Li Jinxing even saw her swallow a bottle of medicine with his own eyes.
Even though the facts were right in front of her, she still insisted on being stubborn and tried to shift the blame onto Li Jinxing, asking him to take the responsibility.
If Gu Wanqiu had not taken this bottle of medicine, perhaps after today, Li Jinxing would have been able to let go of his anger today. Considering that Gu Wanqiu was a pregnant woman, he would not say much to her and just pretend that what happened today had not happened. Maybe he would even coax her and take her out for a walk.
Then, when he is not around, he will arrange for someone to watch her 24 hours a day.
When she was outside, someone would watch her, and when she was in the bedroom, someone would watch her through the camera, not missing any of her moves.
As long as Gu Wanqiu didn't find out, he could keep an eye on her for the rest of his life.
No, even if Gu Wanqiu found out, he could still secretly stare at her like this for the rest of his life.
At the beginning, Li Jinxing was afraid that Gu Wanqiu would dislike him, so he restrained his actions and tried hard to control his possessiveness.
But now, looking at Gu Wanqiu's eyes full of hatred in the mirror, her hatred for him has never subsided. No matter in the past or in the past, her feelings for him have always been the same, and she has never treated him sincerely for a moment.
After he was deceived by her once, he was deceived by her a second time.
And this second time he was cheated, it would definitely not end up like the first time.
After all, people have to have memories. If this relationship must have a winner and a loser, then he must be the winner this time. After all, he gave in to Gu Wanqiu once the first time.
He won't give in this time.
He finally realized that he couldn't keep Gu Wanqiu by being soft-hearted and gentle. Since she still hated him so much, what difference did it make whether she hated him more or less?
The more you hate someone, the more you might remember him/her.
He originally planned to let Gu Wanqiu decide whether to keep the child or not. If she really didn't want to stay, he wouldn't force her, but now he regretted it.
It was as if he was competing with Gu Wanqiu. He insisted that Gu Wanqiu give birth to the child so that she could see how he was a good father.
Gu Wanqiu tried every possible way to abort the child, even if it hurt her body. Perhaps she was thinking that if she gave birth to this child,
After she comes, she will become attached and unable to leave.
In this case, it is even more impossible for him to let the child disappear. He wants Gu Wanqiu to give birth to the child.
Besides the heavy breathing, the only sound in the bathroom was the sound of running water.
The faucet was kept running, flushing away all the vomit and the capsules in the sink, leaving nothing behind.
Li Jinxing pinched Gu Wanqiu's chin and asked her to look in the mirror: "Gu Wanqiu, take a good look at yourself. Do you still look like a human being?"
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