Chapter 1185 I Want to Force It
Gu Wanqiu has her own ideas, and once she makes up her mind, she will not change it easily.
If a beam of light appears in the darkness, then that beam of light will become salvation. In Gu Wanqiu's heart, Gong Qing is that beam of light.
When she was most desperate, it was Gong Qing who saved her. The relationship of these six years cannot be easily changed. Why should she believe Li Jinxing's words?
Li Jinxing said Gong Qing had lied to her, so was he really lying to her? Without any evidence to show her, everything would be in vain.
What's more, the person who actually deceived her was Li Jinxing. He concealed her pregnancy and lied to her that she had polycystic ovary syndrome. These were facts right in front of her.
So why should she believe Li Jinxing, the man who deceived her?
"Just because Gong Qing saved you, you believe everything he says?"
"Yes." Gu Wanqiu stared into his eyes, then turned her head away, not wanting to talk to him.
But Li Jinxing didn't want to let her go: "What if I was the one who saved you, would you believe everything I said?"
"There's no such thing as an if. Besides, you and Gong Qing are two completely different people. Don't forget how many times you've lied to me, hiding my pregnancy from me, repeatedly deceiving me with the United Hospital, installing cameras in my room to monitor my life, disrespecting my privacy, sneaking into my room in the middle of the night... Li Jinxing, have you ever heard the story of 'The Boy Who Cried Wolf'? You don't deserve to be compared to Gong Qing!"
People are selfish and often look at things from their own perspective. Gu Wanqiu said that Li Jinxing cheated on her, but how many times had she cheated on Li Jinxing?
There is a popular word called "double standard"
Gu Wanqiu blindly
If she believed in Gong Qing, she would suffer a great loss sooner or later. Perhaps she had already noticed the changes in Gong Qing, but she was unwilling to believe it.
Li Jinxing felt tired. He felt like no matter how much he gave, he would not get any response from Gu Wanqiu. Since even trying to please her couldn't keep her, why should he continue to be so humble? It would be better to try a more direct method. After all, he had to stay with someone, and he didn't have to make Gu Wanqiu fall in love with him.
Li Jinxing frowned. "I really doubt whether you have lost your memory or been brainwashed. How many drugs did Gong Qing give you to make you trust him so much? Maybe he was a good person before, but he has changed a long time ago. I don't believe you haven't noticed this."
Gu Wanqiu remained silent. Li Jinxing was like an annoying fly, constantly talking about Gong Qing beside her. She wanted to cover her ears.
"Do you still think Gong Qing loves you very much? If he loved you, he wouldn't have chosen the J City bidding and given you to me. If he loved you, he wouldn't have let you use self-harm to abort the child..."
"That's enough. At least he loves me more than you do. I don't want to hear you say these divisive words..." Gu Wanqiu paused halfway through her words, as if Li Jinxing had touched a sore spot. She looked dazed for a moment, "He's not good to me? How good have you been to me? You forced me to do things I didn't want to do and threatened me to stay by your side. You locked me up like a bird. You already thought of Yan and Xu, so why did you ask me to give birth to a child?"
Even if Gong Qing was using her, at least she was willing and able to endure it. But what about Li Jinxing? ...
During the five years she had been with Gong Qing, they had known each other well enough. As long as she knew Gong
As long as Qing likes her and is willing to marry her, that's enough.
If only Li Jinxing hadn't appeared, she would have accepted Gong Qing's proposal and married him on the Spring Equinox. Because of Li Jinxing, her relationship with Gong Qing couldn't survive this winter.
Thinking of this, Gu Wanqiu's eyes were filled with sadness, and she hated Li Jinxing.
"I don't want this child. I told you clearly in the car that day that if I get pregnant, I will have an abortion. Can Li Jinxing not have this child?" Gu Wanqiu tried to persuade Li Jinxing.
"Why do you have to abort this child? She has been in your belly for such a long time and can already move. I don't believe you don't feel anything. Gu Wanqiu, touch your belly carefully and feel her presence. She is a girl, did you know? The hospital found out her gender last time. Can you really bear to give her up? If you abort this child, you may never be able to get pregnant again." Li Jinxing grabbed Gu Wanqiu's wrist, trying to make her accept this hard-earned child.
Gu Wanqiu lowered her eyes, and her slender hands gently placed on Li Jinxing's wrist, removing his hand: "Li Jinxing, do you know how terrible and cruel you are? Do you think giving birth to this child is good for her? Have you ever thought about what she will face?
Her parents are full of hatred and cannot love each other. Her mother always wants her father to die. She lives in the quarrels between her parents. Her parents may not be able to manage her growth at all. When she asked why she didn't have a grandfather, how should I tell her that her grandfather was killed by you? When she asked why she didn't look like her mother at all,
How should I tell her that I had plastic surgery to avoid you? Can you explain it clearly?
If this child is going to face misfortune when she is born, why give birth to her?
An unexpected pregnancy is irresponsible to the child, but Li Jinxing still wants her to give birth to the child. This is not only a misfortune for the child, but also for her.
Let’s talk about Gong Qing’s changes.
If Li Jinxing had not appeared, her relationship with Gong Qing could have been fine. She would have found a leisurely job and slowly come into contact with the outside world, living an ordinary and normal life. She did not need to know about the hatred of the past, and there was nothing wrong with living in amnesia for the rest of her life. For her, being ordinary was the most precious thing.
"Li Jinxing, you've never thought about these questions. Why do you want me to give birth to her? Is it just to satisfy your false desire to be a father, or do you think this child is just a chain to tie me down? I tell you, even if I give birth to her, I will still hate you, and I will hate this child too. As long as there is a chance to leave you, I will still leave."
"You think too much."
Gu Wanqiu said so many things, but all she got was Li Jinxing's indifferent "You think too much"
It was as if she was being unreasonable.
Li Jinxing looked at Gu Wanqiu's ugly face and continued, "Gu Wanqiu, I didn't kill your father. Many things are not as Gong Qing said. You have lost your memory and your judgment. This child is not bad, and the future is not as terrible as you think. Why do you deny everything without even trying?"
Gu Wanqiu was on the verge of collapse. At this moment, she no longer suppressed the
Furious, he yelled at Li Jinxing, "It's not bad, but you think it's not bad. I don't even dare to think about it. Why should I try? So many people say that death is a relief, so should I try death too? For many things, there is no second chance after trying, and there is no room for regret."
"But what if I insist on trying?"
Gu Wanqiu's pupils shrank and her face was stunned. She knew that she couldn't explain this to Li Jinxing.
Li Jinxing said she was stubborn, but wasn't he stubborn too? The two of them had surprisingly similar personalities, and both had the mentality of not turning back until they hit a wall.
It is impossible for two people like this to coexist peacefully. Even if they are locked in a small space, they will only hurt each other like hedgehogs.
"You really are a lunatic..." He built everything he wanted on the suffering of others.
Gu Wanqiu's eyes were hot, and she didn't know if it was because of her excessive emotions, or because the medicine she took was taking effect. The pain in her abdomen was like a needle prick, and it gradually became more and more painful. In the end, Gu Wanqiu couldn't bear it anymore and curled up her body. She stretched out her hand to her lower abdomen, wanting to press it but not daring to use too much force.
Gu Wanqiu's face was already pale, and now it was covered in cold sweat, like wet rice paper. Li Jinxing noticed her abnormality the moment she frowned, and his expression tightened. He hugged her in his arms regardless of her resistance, and then said to the driver in front, "Drive faster!"
The middle baffle was blocked, so the driver could only hear the sound but could not see what was going on inside. The conversation between the two people reached his ears to some extent, and it was difficult to ignore it.
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The driver could only focus on driving. Suddenly, he heard Li Jinxing shouting, and his heart tightened. However, he recovered very quickly. He stepped on the accelerator and drove the car to the maximum, and ran through a red light in front.
The car sped along the road, and the original half-hour journey was shortened by half.
When they arrived at the hospital, Li Jinxing opened the car door and carried Gu Wanqiu out of the car.
Gu Wanqiu was not obedient in his arms. Even in this state, she still wanted to push him away. She gasped for breath and said, "I don't want to go to the hospital... I won't go..."
Seeing the medical staff pushing the stretcher, she grabbed the one closest to her and said, "Doctor, I'm here for an abortion. I don't want this child... I have the final say over my own body... Please abort the baby... Please..."
The nurse whose hand she grabbed had a look of obvious surprise in her eyes. She had seen pregnant women being pushed into the hospital crying out for the baby, but she had never seen one begging the doctor for an abortion as soon as she came in.
It seems that she has been working in the hospital for too short a time and has not had enough experience.
The nurse was stunned for a moment, ignoring Gu Wanqiu's pleas, and followed her colleagues to hurriedly push the stretcher in.
When they first received the call, they were here to pick up the pregnant woman for a full-body check-up to save the baby, not to have an abortion.
Gu Wanqiu grabbed the hand of the nurse beside her. As her stomach hurt more and more, her hand lost strength and gradually softened.
Gu Wanqiu's condition was quite urgent, and she was pushed directly to the emergency room as soon as she entered the hospital.
In addition, Li Jinxing's identity was there, and the hospital was completely
Not daring to delay, the emergency room was arranged long ago, and the doctor who examined Gu Wanqiu was the top gynecologist in the hospital.
Li Jinxing followed all the way, and when he heard that the first thing Gu Wanqiu said when she entered the hospital was to beg the doctor to abort the child, his face suddenly darkened.
He didn't say anything more and didn't stop until Gu Wanqiu was pushed in and he was stopped outside.
"Mr. Li, you can't go in."
"I know." Li Jinxing followed the scene with his eyes until the door of the emergency room closed.
The nurse handed Li Jinxing the agreement form that had been prepared long ago. Li Jinxing signed it in a few strokes. As he signed, he said to the director next to him: "She took the abortion pills. Will it affect the baby?"
"Of course there is. How long have you been eating it? Is it a lot?"
"I ate it half an hour ago. As for the time, there's a small bottle."
The chief physician's face changed slightly. "This medicine, just take one or two to abort the baby, and wait for the medicine to slowly take effect to cause uterine contractions and deliver the baby. Contractions are not pleasant, and medicine is three-quarters toxic. Not to mention Gu Wanqiu swallowing the entire bottle directly. Wouldn't it be excruciatingly painful? No wonder her face was so pale."
"I induced vomiting and saw the medicine coming out, but I'm not sure if it was all vomited out."
The doctor breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this, but she internally complained to Li Jinxing that he couldn't finish his words directly, which startled her. "Fortunately, she induced vomiting, but we still need to see her condition first. I don't think her condition is good. Whether she can save the baby is a problem. The main thing is that she doesn't want it...Mr. Li, be mentally prepared.
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It's not impossible to keep the baby, but the key is that Gu Wanqiu doesn't want to. Can she keep it for a while or for the next few months? Gu Wanqiu has all kinds of ways to get rid of the baby in her belly. She dares to take a bottle of medicine directly. What else is there that she dares not do?
Li Jinxing thought about this result, and even when the doctor told him directly, he still couldn't accept it. He said that he wanted Gu Wanqiu to give birth to this child, so he must make her give birth to it.
This may be the only way to keep Gu Wanqiu by his side.
"If she has a miscarriage this time, will she be able to have another child in the future?"
Gu Wanqiu is a special "patient" here. Everyone in the hospital knows about her situation. Li Jinxing is a difficult person to serve. Every time he comes, he causes all kinds of trouble, and they have to deal with them one by one.
The chief physician reviewed Gu Wanqiu's physical examination report in his mind: "Difficult."
Since she said it was difficult, it was likely that Gu Wanqiu would never be able to get pregnant again.
As soon as I saw Li Jinxing's thoughtful expression, I knew he was up to some shady idea again.
"Gu Wanqiu will definitely ask you the same questions when she comes out. I want you to tell her that there's nothing wrong with her body. Even if there is, she can be cured with current medical technology. If she really loses the child, she can have another one in the future. It won't affect her ability to conceive."
"Why do you say that? Is it to take care of Miss Gu's feelings?" The doctor asked in confusion.
"No reason. Just follow my instructions and give the same answer to everyone she asks." He had only one goal, to make Gu Wanqiu
She was afraid and wary of him. He wanted to let her know that if she lost this child, he would have plenty of time and means to make her pregnant with a second one. If she didn't want to have one, he would let her have another one if he killed the one she had. It sounded perverted, but this might be the only way to scare Gu Wanqiu.
"Okay, I understand." The doctor didn't ask any more questions. After thinking quietly for a while, he seemed to have figured something out.
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