Chapter 1189 Are you afraid of ghosts knocking on your door at midnight because of something bad you did?
Seeing her frightened expression, Gu Wanqiu knew in her heart that she was probably afraid of Li Jinxing.
Gu Wanqiu didn't embarrass her anymore and nodded: "Okay, I won't ask anymore."
She was about to leave the room when she heard a noise outside the door. Li Jinxing walked in with his phone: "Are you done with the inspection?"
The doctor replied, "Well, it's over."
"Let me see." Li Jinxing grabbed Gu Wanqiu, who was about to leave, and forced her to the screen to look at the B-ultrasound image on it.
While explaining, Dr. Liu pointed at various parts of the fetus with his fingers. Li Jinxing could understand it. After all, it was not his first time seeing it. From this picture, it can be seen that the fetus is currently safe.
"Look, she is so cute." Li Jinxing had a smile on his face, feeling the freshness of being a father for the first time.
It was indeed the first time that he was so looking forward to the birth of a child. He wanted to look at the ultrasound picture every day, watch the fetus slowly change, and then touch Gu Wanqiu's belly to feel the movement inside.
When Si Yan and Si Xu were around, he didn't care so much. Maybe it mainly depended on who was pregnant.
Gu Wanqiu didn't want to take another look: "What's so good about a four-month-old fetus? Its facial features are blurry. It might be deformed when it's born."
Is there any mother who would say this about her baby? Judging from Gu Wanqiu's cold expression, it doesn't seem that she cares about this child at all.
It seems that she really doesn't want this child.
She has worked in this hospital for so many years and has performed ultrasounds on at least a hundred pregnant women, but this is the first time she has seen a mother like Gu Wanqiu.
Li Jinxing was a little angry and laughed. He didn't want to be with Gu Wan.
Qiu was entangled in this issue. He knew that Gu Wanqiu had many dissatisfactions, and saying unpleasant words was just a way to vent his inner resentment.
Forget it, just let her vent. If she keeps holding it in, it might make her sick.
The doctor beside her smiled awkwardly: "Miss Gu, you are exaggerating. You and Mr. Li are both good-looking, with good facial features. The baby you give birth to will definitely be good-looking. Moreover, if there is a deformity, it can be seen here. Look, the child is very healthy..."
"It's only been four months, and there are still many months to go. How can you be sure she won't grow crooked? Also, ultrasound can't reveal everything. For example, can you see things like mental retardation or deafness?"
This cannot be done.
Gu Wanqiu looked like she wished the child would be born with a defect, leaving the doctor speechless.
But she felt a little dissatisfied in her heart and wanted to force Gu Wanqiu to correct her attitude: "Ms. Gu, how can you have such thoughts? Think about it on the bright side. Isn't every pregnant mother looking forward to the birth of the child?"
Gu Wanqiu looked at the doctor in front of him who was speaking righteously, and pulled up the corners of his mouth, revealing a disdainful smile.
What right did these bystanders have to lecture her? She had always respected the profession of doctor, but the doctor in front of her was so eager to show off in front of Li Jinxing that she felt uncomfortable.
After all, the profession of a doctor is to save lives with joy, but this hospital colluded with Li Jinxing to fabricate medical records to deceive patients, which in itself violates the professional ethics of a doctor.
The doctor in front of her, Dr. Liu, who had performed B-ultrasounds on her many times, was the one who lied to her the most. It was obvious that he was on Li Jinxing's side.
How could she possibly like it? Therefore, every word she spoke was more stinging than the last.
"Then I might have to break your idea. Not every woman wants to be a mother, and not every mother loves her child. Think about it, you're pregnant with a murderer's child. Can you still be happy?"
"this……"
"Can't you tell?" Gu Wanqiu glanced at Li Jinxing coldly, "So don't impose your ideas on me. I really don't like this child at all. If you hadn't colluded with Li Jinxing to deceive me, I wouldn't be living such a difficult life now. I can't even control my own body."
"But Miss Gu... isn't Mr. Li good enough to you? He's been taking care of you personally since you were sick and hospitalized for so long. We can all see that he likes you very much."
"Okay?" Gu Wanqiu couldn't help but laugh out loud while holding her stomach. She turned her head to look at Li Jinxing, who had a cold face, and reached out to pat his arm. "Li Jinxing, you always say that my acting is good, but in fact, you are the best actor, who can fool so many people."
Li Jinxing frowned and said nothing. They talked about him to his face, but he acted like an outsider, listening quietly, or rather, watching Gu Wanqiu vent quietly.
"Doctor Liu, what you call good, is it just taking care of you in the hospital for a few days? Don't you think this kind of goodness is too cheap? If he really treats me well, I won't want to abort this child. If he treats me well, he won't hide my pregnancy from me like I did!"
"Ms. Gu, when you were first diagnosed with pregnancy, your body..."
"Shut up!" Li Jinxing, who had been silent all the time, finally
Yu interrupted Dr. Liu.
His eyes held a dangerous warning, and Dr. Liu suddenly came to her senses. She almost caused a disaster. She was too easily affected by Gu Wanqiu's emotions.
Once she tells the truth about Gu Wanqiu's poor health, she and her colleagues will face unemployment. In addition to unemployment, the hospital may also go bankrupt.
In a short time, a layer of cold sweat appeared on Dr. Liu's back. She quickly lowered her head to prevent others from seeing her frightened expression.
Doctor Liu stopped talking midway, and Gu Wanqiu didn't hear clearly what she was saying.
Seeing her head lowered, he thought she was reflecting. "You haven't experienced what I've endured, so you have no right to advise me or speak well of Li Jinxing. I hope you know one thing: don't try to be kind to others without experiencing their suffering. It's great that you can uphold your professional ethics as a doctor, but it's a pity that you can't even do this basic thing."
Dr. Liu had no words to express her grievances. She wanted to tell Gu Wanqiu everything, but did she dare to?
Gu Wanqiu said she had no right to criticize her, but at the same time, she had no right to say she lacked professional ethics. Put yourself in her shoes and think about it. If you put yourself in her position, facing the risk of losing your job, trying to keep all the employees and patients in this hospital, facing all the factors... how much can you do? There is no such thing as having the best of both worlds in this world.
She said so much to Gu Wanqiu because she wanted to persuade her to be with Li Jinxing. Only when the two of them were doing well, others would not suffer.
Another thing is that she said Li Jinxing was good to Gu Wanqiu.
It's sincere.
Accompanying and caring for someone is a small thing, but there is a saying that goes, "There will be no filial son by the bedside of a patient for a long time." Even family affection can be eroded. She has worked in this hospital for many years, and it is really rare to see someone who can patiently take care of patients all the time.
She thought it was quite good that Li Jinxing, with his status, could still devote himself to doing these things.
Plus one more thing... Gu Wanqiu didn't know the specific truth. The last time they went to the hospital for a check-up, Li Jinxing knew that Gu Wanqiu had always wanted to abort the child, so he asked them whether they could do an induced abortion with risks. He wanted to follow Gu Wanqiu's wishes and bear the pain of aborting the child.
But for some reason, Li Jinxing changed his mind after just a few days.
There must have been some misunderstanding between them, which prevented Li Jinxing from telling Gu Wanqiu the truth.
Gu Wanqiu stayed in the hospital for three days. The doctor told her to rest well during the hospitalization, pay attention to her emotions, stay calm and avoid too much fluctuation.
But she couldn't do it. The long-term suppression made her explode at this moment.
She knew that the whole incident actually had little to do with the hospital, and was mainly caused by Li Jinxing. The hospital had only two choices: one was to help Gu Wanqiu and her become victims together, and the other was to protect itself and become an accomplice.
They chose the latter to protect themselves.
Sacrificing Gu Wanqiu can save the entire hospital. There are so many staff members and patients in the hospital.
It was nothing for Gu Wanqiu to be alone, and she was just pregnant. Making a fake medical record to help Li Jinxing deceive her was nothing... At least in their eyes, Gu Wanqiu had not suffered any loss.
Loss is not considered harm.
Their choice was not wrong, but they could not avoid Gu Wanqiu's blame.
Gu Wanqiu thought quietly in the hospital for three days. She felt like she was abandoned by the whole world and no one cared about her.
Gong Qing, who she thought would always love her, actually took advantage of her. The doctor who saved the dying and the wounded helped Li Jinxing deceive her...
These days, she really felt that there was no one she could trust.
In just one night, she lost everything, and the only one left by her side was Li Jinxing, whom she hated the most.
Gu Wanqiu is used to touching her belly. This is what she often does when she is alone. She will talk to herself in front of her belly and stare at the bulging belly, as if she is looking at the fetus inside through the layer of skin and flesh.
"Have you vented enough?" Li Jinxing asked.
How could it be possible? Gu Wanqiu couldn't vent the resentment in her heart. It had accumulated too much in her heart, and it felt heavy. She had a lot to say, but when she opened her mouth, she suddenly lost the desire to argue.
She moved her lips and said calmly, "Isn't it said that people who do bad things will be punished? Even if it doesn't happen to you, it will befall the next generation. Li Jinxing, aren't you afraid?"
"What am I afraid of? I'm not superstitious."
"Your heart is truly strong. I'm not like you. I'm afraid every night. As soon as I calm down, I can't help but think too much. Sometimes I even dream of my father. He pinches my neck and asks me why I got pregnant with your child, bringing shame to the Gu family. He says I'm not worthy of being his daughter..."
"You dreamed about your dad?
What's coming?"
"I can't remember. My head hurts when I try to remember. I dreamed of my dad, but I couldn't see his face clearly. His features were blurry, and I forgot everything as soon as I woke up." Gu Wanqiu said self-deprecatingly.
Gu Wanqiu went to bed early every night and got up late during the day. The hospital was very quiet and had everything, but like this... There was still a dark circle under Gu Wanqiu's eyes, his face was pale, and he looked depressed.
After listening to what Gu Wanqiu said, Li Jinxing thought about the past and found it a little funny: "Gu Wanqiu, you may not know that the relationship between you and your father is not as good as you think. Apart from being rich, the Gu family has no other advantages worth mentioning."
Li Jinxing and Gu Wanqiu have been together for so many years and have lived in the Gu family for ten years. Gu Wanqiu's father has a bunch of mistresses outside and only comes home to accompany his daughter a few times. There is also no housekeeper in the family who cares about Gu Wanqiu.
Of course, Gu Wanqiu's feelings for Gu Chaodong only appear close on the surface, and it is not certain whether they have a deep father-daughter relationship.
If the matter was really serious, he would not have been tempted by a few random provocations to prescribe a drug to his own father that would make him infertile.
Before his death, Gu Chaodong's greatest wish was to be a good father.
Gu Wanqiu found out later and may have regretted it.
After losing her memory, Gu Wanqiu was brainwashed by Gong Qing, who believed that she had lived in a happy family before. Gong Qing was very good at making up beautiful dreams for people, making them fall into them unknowingly.
The more beautiful the dream, the crueler the reality, and the deeper Gu Wanqiu hated him.
What did Li Jinxing say?
Gu Wanqiu didn't believe anything, including these words... Gu Wanqiu ignored Li Jinxing.
After the physical examination in the morning, Gu Wanqiu had plenty of time in the day and stayed in the ward. Now she can move normally and has fewer stomachaches.
He ate and drank by himself, without letting Li Jinxing help.
She would also feel that Li Jinxing was an unnecessary existence and wanted him to get out, but Li Jinxing had his luggage sent over, as if he planned to live here permanently.
In the hospital, not only Gu Wanqiu had a bad rest, but Li Jinxing too.
Gu Wanqiu couldn't look at her cell phone, so the only way she could pass the time was by watching TV, and sometimes she would stare out the window in a daze.
Li Jinxing didn't disturb him. He worked in the ward while observing Gu Wanqiu's movements.
The baby in Gu Wanqiu's belly is not out of danger and may be miscarried at any time due to some minor accident.
Therefore, rest is even more important. In addition to rest, she also needs to get injections of progesterone and heparin. When she got the injection for the first time, Li Jinxing held her and lifted up her clothes. As she watched the tiny needle pierce into her bulging belly, Gu Wanqiu shivered in pain and tears came out.
Wouldn’t such a long needle hurt the child inside?
Gu Wanqiu didn't have time to think about it. She still didn't want to get the injection the second time and used the restraint belt.
The third time, Gu Wanqiu knew she couldn't hide anymore, so she simply lifted up her clothes herself.
People cannot get used to pain. No matter how many times she gets the injection, she will be afraid of it. She is terrified of the needle tip piercing her skin. Even if it doesn't hurt, just looking at it is scary.
The doctor comes on time every day
He took the needle and before he saw anyone, he just heard the footsteps coming from outside, and Gu Wanqiu's heart was lifted up, and the blood color on his face quickly faded.
Just after getting the injection today, Mrs. Li brought Siyan and Sixu to the hospital.
Li Jinxing had mentioned to Gu Wanqiu in advance that the two children would come to the hospital to visit her.
"No matter how much resentment you have in your heart, don't take it out on your children. They don't know anything and they come here because they truly care about you. Don't hurt their feelings."
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