Chapter 1192 Li Jinxing, please don’t be so cruel
After Li Jinxing found that he could not change Gu Wanqiu's mind, he took Si Yan and Si Xu with him, thinking that there was strength in numbers. After all, Gu Wanqiu was softer on the two children than on him.
At least when Si Yan said that he liked his sister, Gu Wanqiu did not refute him, nor did she say anything about aborting the child.
Gu Wanqiu examined Li Jinxing's words from beginning to end, and smiled sarcastically after a while.
What does it mean that when you are pregnant, one day is happy and one day is unhappy? Then why can't you happily carry a child and accept her existence calmly?
Only an unrelated bystander could say such things.
"You talk about ease, but you're not the one who's pregnant, and you're not the one who's giving birth. Are you happy? I'd be happier if I had an abortion. Put aside your selfish desire for a daughter, Li Jinxing, have you ever thought about how hard it is for me to carry a big belly? Do you know that giving birth is like walking through the gates of hell for women? You also know I'm afraid of pain. You've seen me curled up in bed eating bone soup in the winter, so cold? Do you know how many levels of pain there are in childbirth? The most painful level can reach level 10. Do you know what level 10 pain means? It's like having 20 ribs broken at the same time.
Li Jinxing, I know how painful it is to break a bone. I have broken my hands and feet before, and they have become old injuries that cannot heal. Therefore, my bones will ache when the weather gets cold. After breaking my fingers, I can't do many things, I can't paint, I can't play the violin, and sometimes I can't even eat properly. My legs are often unable to walk normally because of the cold weather. People like me, to put it bluntly, are useless and can't even find a simple job.
And now, you actually want me to get pregnant and give birth to a child,
It hurts so much for me, even more than breaking off my arms and legs. Li Jinxing... could you please not be so cruel?" Gu Wanqiu's voice was hoarse, and a sour feeling rose in his throat after he choked with sobs.
She said this from the bottom of her heart, with all her heart. Her eyes were red, and she was also affected. She was indeed afraid of pain. She had never been strong enough and was too weak.
"You're afraid of pain, but you can still take a whole bottle of pills to have an abortion?"
"Inducing labor is always better than giving birth, which is much more painful and dangerous."
Li Jin was able to take action for a few seconds, but it was broken in an instant. Gu Wanqiu was good at acting.
"I'll give you a caesarean section. You won't feel any pain once you're in the operating room. After the anesthesia, I'll give you painkillers and a pain stick so you don't experience level 10 pain. I'll take care of the baby after it's born. I heard breastfeeding hurts for women, so if you don't want to, I won't force you."
Seeing that Li Jinxing refused to give in even after she said so much, Gu Wanqiu seemed to be really determined.
What Li Jinxing was thinking was, he saw Gu Wanqiu and Si Yan and Si Xu getting along today, she was so soft-hearted towards two children who were not her biological children, she would be even softer-hearted after the baby in her belly was born, soft-heartedness was a weakness for Gu Wanqiu, it meant she was reluctant to let go, once she had this emotion of "reluctant to let go", she would not always think about leaving.
Maybe, her love for the child will slowly transfer to him. He doesn't need too much, just a little bit will be enough to keep a place in Gu Wanqiu's heart.
Whenever Gu Wanqiu had the thought of aborting the child, her abdomen would move, as if the baby in her belly was struggling, responding to her that she didn't want to die.
Gu Wanqiu said coldly
Staring at his stomach: "Are you so afraid of death?"
My stomach moved again by coincidence.
Gu Wanqiu touched her abdomen and smiled. Who doesn't fear death? She was afraid too. Even though life was so difficult, she wanted to live well. After all, there were many beautiful things in the world that she had not seen.
She said Li Jinxing was cruel, but in fact she was cruel too.
Just as Li Jinxing said, the fact that the child is still alive proves that she is very tenacious. She tries hard to survive in order to come to this world to seek beauty, but she wants to deprive her of her life because she "doesn't want to take responsibility."
How could I have such a strange idea?
Gu Wanqiu held up her forehead and smiled, thinking that she might have been brainwashed by Li Jinxing.
For a four or five-month-old embryo, being alive is just luck; it has no brain to think.
Gu Wanqiu's hospitalization lasted from one week to half a month. During this period, she did not look at her mobile phone. Her only entertainment was watching TV and listening to books.
It was Li Jinxing who read to her. The books were all about family love and "maternal love". Sometimes Gu Wanqiu's head hurt because of his noise, as if two bees had flown into her ears, buzzing and eating her brain, making it impossible for her to concentrate.
Being stared at by Li Jinxing the whole time, Gu Wanqiu couldn't get her cell phone back, and it was even more impossible for her to contact Gong Qing.
Did Gong Qing know she was in the hospital? Would he be worried about her?
If you knew that she failed to abort the child, would you blame her in your heart?
How could she have such an idea? She simply thought Gong Qing was a bad person. Gong Qing had always been very good to her. How could he blame her for not aborting the child?
When a person is locked up in a closed space for a long time, his thoughts will become more and more extreme.
Commonly known as, getting stuck in a rut.
Now Gu Wanqiu is stuck in a dead end, with nothing to do. She lies in bed all day long, thinking about all sorts of things.
The doctor noticed that Gu Wanqiu was in a bad mood, gave Li Jinxing some advice, and then gave Gu Wanqiu a full body examination.
After lying in the hospital for fourteen days, she felt much better. Fortunately, during these fourteen days, her two children often came to the hospital to visit Wanqiu, talk to her, and make her happy, so as not to let her fall into depression.
It was also because these two children came to talk to her belly every day that she gradually became less averse to the children in her belly, and the babies became stable.
During the Chinese New Year, the hospital became deserted. Patients who could be discharged tried their best to be discharged and taken home by their families to celebrate the New Year.
Gu Wanqiu almost spent this New Year in the hospital.
Because she was in the hospital, Li Jinxing took care of her and there was no one to take care of the children at home, so Li Jinxing postponed his vacation time. In order to make up for Mrs. Li and the others, Li Jinxing decided to give them overtime pay and a big red envelope.
As for annual leave, they will be given it after Gu Wanqiu is discharged from the hospital, and it will be extended from the original fifteen days to twenty days.
Everyone is very satisfied with the result and even hopes to come more often. Not only is their vacation time extended, but they are also given overtime pay. What a great treatment.
Not only can you rest better, but you can also make more money.
Therefore, the housekeeper in charge took the initiative to find Li Jinxing and said that since Gu Wanqiu was sick, the house would not be good without someone to take care of her. As for the annual leave, not everyone had to spend New Year's Eve or Spring Festival. Everyone could adjust their schedules, and one or two servants would still have to stay at home.
Responsible for cleaning and cooking, otherwise Li Jinxing would be too busy.
All the servants in the house knew that Gu Wanqiu was pregnant.
They had long noticed that Gu Wanqiu and Li Jinxing had a special relationship, and they treated Gu Wanqiu the same way they treated the hostess.
But hearing that she was pregnant still felt a little strange. After all, Gu Wanqiu had been in the villa for so long, and they had all seen it. Gu Wanqiu seldom got close to Li Jinxing, and it was always Li Jinxing who stayed close to her. Moreover, the two of them slept in separate rooms, so nothing should have happened... But if nothing happened, how did this child come about?
And that day when Li Jinxing got angry at Gu Wanqiu, could it be that...Gu Wanqiu had someone else outside? The child was someone else's!
But the child belongs to someone else, and Li Jinxing would not be so soft-hearted towards Gu Wanqiu and let her keep the child.
No one could understand what happened here. They just felt that the way Li Jinxing and Gu Wanqiu got along was very strange. They were fine a few days ago, like a loving couple, but then they got angry and quarreled for no reason. Now Gu Wanqiu looked at Li Jinxing as if he were an enemy.
But no matter what, Gu Wanqiu did not leave, and the two young masters in the family also changed their way of calling her mother. This proves that Gu Wanqiu is indeed with Li Jinxing. It may not be long before Gu Wanqiu's wedding is prepared and she will officially become the hostess here.
With Li Jinxing's status, he would surely hold a grand wedding for Gu Wanqiu.
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Gu Wanqiu was discharged from the hospital just before the New Year. Li Jinxing asked someone to handle the formalities, and he took Gu Wanqiu out of the hospital directly.
When she was discharged from the hospital, the two children came to pick her up.
The car is very big and can easily accommodate two children and two adults in the back seat.
Li Jinxing ran over to sit in the back seat, and Gu Wanqiu let him go, but she asked the two children to sit in the middle to separate her and Li Jinxing.
She leaned against the window, staring blankly outside. It was the New Year holiday, and many people who worked away from home had returned. Chengdu was a good place, with a strong atmosphere of fireworks and crowded streets and alleys.
During the fifteen days she was in the hospital, the whole city had changed. The roadsides were hung with red lanterns and the trees were decorated with colorful lights. Supermarkets were holding promotions and the flow of people was much greater than before. There were also street snacks. Even before dark, vendors came out on their snack carts to sell midnight snacks.
Gu Wanqiu kept looking outside. After being hospitalized and isolated for so long, she always felt out of place in such a bustling place and couldn't fit in even if she wanted to.
She looked outside, and the two children sitting next to her also poked their heads out to look outside, wanting to know what Gu Wanqiu was looking at. They often looked at this street when they were riding in the car, so it was nothing new and they were already familiar with the road section.
But when they looked more closely, they found many differences, something familiar yet a little strange. The two brothers looked and pointed, "Mom, look, there's a giant panda over there. We haven't seen one there before."
Gu Wanqiu looked over and paused. She saw the giant panda that Si Yan was pointing at, and also saw Gong Qing next to the giant panda. She leaned on the car window, and her hands on the window sill clenched into fists.
Gong Qing...Gong Qing...
Gong Qing stood there, seemingly on the phone, and the car started
When passing by, Gu Wanqiu tried to open her eyes wide and look carefully, and she seemed to see Gong Qing frowning.
She called out anxiously in her heart, and as if he sensed something, Gong Qing raised his eyes and glanced at her. Their eyes met through the glass, and the car drove past and disappeared in an instant.
Gu Wanqiu's eyes were still fixed on the outside. Because she was pressed too tightly against the car window, a layer of white mist formed on the glass as she breathed. Her clenched hands gradually felt cold, and after they lost their strength, they slowly loosened their grip.
"Mom, what are you looking at? Staring outside?"
Gu Wanqiu was a little confused. She shook her head and said, "Look at the giant panda you mentioned. I've never seen one before. It should have been released during the Chinese New Year."
Gu Wanqiu lowered her head to answer them and did not notice Li Jinxing on the other side.
Gu Wanqiu's every move was in his sight. She was not looking at the giant panda just now, but clearly saw Gong Qing.
She could easily fool the two children, but she couldn't hide it from him.
What's more, he has good eyesight and is used to observing the surrounding environment. When Si Yan said there was a giant panda ahead, he saw Gong Qing.
Li Jinxing directly broke Gu Wanqiu's fantasy: "This is anti-peep glass, you can't see inside from the outside."
Li Jinxing suddenly said something. The two children didn't understand, but Gu Wanqiu understood it all at once. She knew that Li Jinxing had just seen her looking at Gong Qing outside.
She turned her head to look at Li Jinxing, and Li Jinxing's face was extremely sour.
She has been exposed now and will no longer be with Li Jinxing
When acting out the "loving" scene, I naturally won't try to make him happy like I did before.
Gu Wanqiu remained silent. When she thought of Gong Qing, her heart felt as if it was being tightly grasped by a hand.
She now has an inexplicable feeling towards Gong Qing, but overall, she still hopes that she is well.
Because he cares about Gong Qing, Li Jinxing always finds a way to control her.
It was a good day for the Chinese New Year. When I returned to the villa, I found that it was beautifully decorated by the servants. Red lanterns were hung and big red couplets were posted. It was full of the excitement of the Chinese New Year.
But when Gu Wanqiu got out of the car and went in, she felt it was deserted, there was no New Year's excitement at all.
The only way to feel lively is to be with the people you like.
Here, no one can make her happy except her two children.
Gu Wanqiu went in. The chef had gone home to celebrate the New Year. It was Mrs. Li who cooked at home. Mrs. Li went out to buy vegetables early in the morning. They wanted to celebrate the New Year in a festive manner, with fish and meat, filling the table from start to finish.
As soon as they entered the house, they could smell the fragrance. The two children happily took Gu Wanqiu's hand and went in, shouting that they were hungry and wanted to eat.
The food cooked by Sister Li is not as delicious as that cooked by the chef, but it has more home-like taste. They are all common home-cooked dishes. Sister Li is a local. Chengdu likes spicy food, and she can also eat spicy food. Considering Gu Wanqiu's poor health, she cooked very light dishes on the table, only adding chili peppers to the boiled fish. If the boiled fish is not cooked too strongly, it feels like the fishy smell cannot be suppressed.
Si Yan and Si Xu ate the dishes on the table happily, and did not forget to take care of their mother. They all knew that Gu Wanqiu liked to eat shrimp, so they simply took over Li Jinxing's work and cooked it seriously.
He peeled the shrimps and put all the shrimps on Gu Wanqiu's plate so that she could eat more.
Li Jinxing also picked up some vegetables and peeled some shrimp for Gu Wanqiu and put them on her plate. She didn't touch a single thing with her chopsticks. She only ate the shrimp that Siyan and Sixu peeled for her, then drank a bowl of chicken soup. She took a little bit of each dish and put it down when she was full.
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