Chapter 119 Progress in Cancer Research
She has not been in a good mental state these past few weeks, and has been living in a confused hallucination most of the time, looking at her dead father and the unborn child.
Every time she thought of these things, she felt heartbroken, and she even wanted to die when she was receiving psychological treatment.
All these pains were brought to her by Li Jingshen. She originally wanted to use the remaining year of her life to take revenge on Li Jingshen, but this man was an iron wall. Even if her heart was as hot as iron, it was difficult to melt his three feet of ice.
She overestimated herself and also underestimated Li Jingshen's hard-heartedness. She wanted to warm his heart with her hands, but after reaching out her hands, she found that Li Jingshen had no heart at all.
"Li Jingshen, I don't owe you anything. Or rather, I've already paid back what I owed you, including the principal and interest."
Li Jingshen pretended not to hear and said, "I know you resent me in your heart. I will make it up to you. Apart from divorce and Xia Mingyue, I will agree to anything you want as long as I can do it."
It looked like Chen Zhichu didn't want to pay attention to him. He leaned against the headboard with his eyes closed, as if he was about to sleep.
Li Jingshen waited for a while, and when he was about to rock the bed down, Shen Zhichu spoke: "I want to be discharged from the hospital and go home."
"good."
Shen Zhichu continued, "I want to talk to Su Miao alone before I leave."
Li Jingshen hesitated for a moment. Su Miao, this woman, had a baby face and seemed honest but actually had bad intentions. Who knew if she would say something to bully Shen Zhichu in his ear.
"You don't agree?"
"I'll go call her right away." I had just promised Shen Zhichu, I can't go back on my word in the blink of an eye.
Su Miao received a call and came after seeing the patient. She drove Li Jingshen out and closed the door to block out the noise. The two of them talked heart to heart.
"Are you well already?"
"Yeah." Shen Zhichu forced himself to stay alert. "I'm awake now, but my reaction is still a little slow."
"That's normal. You have just recovered. What are you going to do next?" Su Miao asked with concern.
What else can we do? Of course, we should just wait and see.
Shen Zhichu said: "The only regret I have now is that I was in so much pain that I couldn't speak on the day of the abortion. Otherwise, I would definitely ask you to help me remove my uterus."
Su Miao frowned, "You should still care about that child."
How could she not care? Although she was prepared to abort the child, when the accident happened, she realized how reluctant she was.
"I thought I didn't care, but the moment he disappeared from my belly, I felt so painful that I wanted to die with the child." This proved what Qin Mo said before. Having a child gave her something to rely on. Although she rejected it with her mouth, she silently accepted the child in her heart.
"During that time when I was in a daze, I would occasionally hear the child crying. He asked me to hold him, but when I reached out, I saw him disintegrate into a pool of blood." Shen Zhichu gently placed her hand on her abdomen, which would never respond to her again. She murmured bitterly, "This pain is enough once."
She thought so, but Li Jingshen would not do as she wished. Her uterus was not damaged yet, and Li Jingshen would definitely let her get pregnant as he said before, and she would not be able to give birth to the child. She could only watch the children die one by one. Thinking of this, Shen Zhichu was trembling with fear.
Su Miao changed the subject: "I have good news for you. Qin Mo has made new progress in his research abroad."
"Well, that's a good thing." Shen Zhichu's face didn't show much joy.
In fact, Su Miao was not quite sure how far the research had progressed. After all, Qin Mo and the others had signed a confidentiality agreement and could not disclose any information to the outside world.
But the other party told her that there has been progress, which presumably means that the spread of cancer cells has been stabilized. If it can be stabilized, the life of the cancer patient can be prolonged. With more time, is the distance to completely curing the cancer patient still far?
"I have been prescribing medicine for you during the time you were sick, and Li Jingshen didn't notice anything unusual." Su Miao said as he took out a blood collection needle from his pocket.
"I need to take some of your blood and send it to Qin Mo. It's already been delayed this month."
Shen Zhichu stretched out his hand: "You smoke it."
Su Miao drew five needles in total and pressed the needle hole with a cotton swab to stop the bleeding. She did not leave until the blood dried.
Li Jingshen took advantage of this time to complete the discharge procedures. When he came back, Su Miao and Shen Zhichu had just finished talking. He went in and didn't find anything unusual.
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