Chapter 1204 Do you have any impression of Mrs. Liu?
The road was a bit narrow, so Li Jinxing let Gu Wanqiu walk in front, and he watched her carefully from behind to prevent her from stepping on something and falling.
After getting in the car, Gu Wanqiu asked, "Where is my old home? Is it still there? If it is, I want to go and see it."
"It's still there. If you want to see it, let's go now. It's not far from here." Li Jinxing was concentrating on driving in front, and it was impossible for him not to talk along the way.
When talking about where Gu Wanqiu used to live, the two children also had an impression of it and were particularly familiar with this road.
"Where is the house where my mother used to live?" Si Yan looked at the road outside the window. "Why does this road outside look familiar to me?"
Li Jinxing had taken his two children to the Gu family in North City before, but he never told them that that was where their mother lived.
He felt that since the two children were born without a mother, he should try not to mention these two words in front of them.
Sixu also followed her brother and looked outside: "Is this the way to North City? Is that house where Mom used to live?"
The little guy reacted quickly. When Gu Wanqiu heard Sixu's words, he immediately thought that Li Jinxing must have taken Siyan, Sixu and others there often before.
Gu Wanqiu also looked out the window and felt a sense of familiarity in her heart.
"Gu Wanqiu, do you want to remember?"
Gu Wanqiu wanted to remember it now, but she would not tell Li Jinxing the truth: "Let it be. If you can remember it, remember it. If you can't remember it, forget it."
"I've noticed that your hostility towards me isn't as strong after you came to Haicheng."
Gu Wanqiu glanced at him coldly: "After all, we have to get along for such a long time. If we keep carrying hostility, it will be very tiring.
Yes, just because I don’t show hostility towards you now doesn’t mean I don’t resent you in my heart.”
"Heh." Li Jinxing scoffed, "I thought you had noticed something was wrong with Gong Qing and started to doubt him."
"I wouldn't doubt him."
"I've heard that for people who've lost their memory due to an accident, encountering familiar people and things can stimulate their nerves, and slowly bring back memories from that familiarity. The deeper and more important the impact, the more effective it will be in restoring your memory. Who knows, you might even be able to remember something after returning to a place you once lived in."
"Just because I don't think of it now, does that mean you're not important to me at all?" Gu Wanqiu retorted directly.
Li Jinxing was stunned by Gu Wanqiu's words, but he didn't get angry at all: "That also means that Gong Qing was not important to you in the past."
This wasn't true. The brain was inherently complex, and there were various reasons why she couldn't remember. "I also heard that the reason you can't remember your hand is because your brain is protecting itself and doesn't want to remember it because the past was too painful. Li Jinxing, can you honestly say that you really didn't do anything to offend me in the past?"
Li Jinxing didn't answer. He exerted a little more force on the steering wheel. "Have you ever thought that Gong Qing also did something wrong to you in the past?"
"Why won't you answer my questions directly? Every time I ask you, you use Gong Qing as a shield? Forget it, I know it even if you don't say it. Avoidance is concealment, and concealment is equivalent to the truth. It's not difficult to imagine how we got along before, given the way we get along now. It must not be much better."
"But if
You regain your memory and find that both the past and present Gong Qing have been hurting you, what will you do? "In his opinion, Gong Qing is not much better than him. More than ten years ago, Gong Qing gave up Gu Wanqiu for the sake of the Gong family.
Now Gong Qing is also using Gu Wanqiu for his own status and position.
Li Jinxing asked casually, not expecting Gu Wanqiu to answer, but when he glanced at the rearview mirror, he found that Gu Wanqiu had a serious face, as if he was thinking about this question seriously.
After a while, she said, "What else can I do? Of course I will leave and start a new life, go to a very far place, a place where none of you can find me, and live an ordinary life." This was already her greatest wish.
This was definitely what Gu Wanqiu was thinking. Li Jinxing said, "I thought that because he saved you, took you to the doctor and had plastic surgery, and did all these things, you would think about her all your life and would never leave him."
"I will leave him, but I will also leave you. Even if what I did in the past is really as you said, and I was the one who wronged you first, I think I have paid back what I owe. I don't owe anyone of you. My body is free. I can go wherever I want, and none of you can interfere." Gu Wanqiu answered seriously with determination in his eyes.
Freedom is not easy to come by. Ever since Gu Wanqiu got involved with him, she was destined to be unable to be free. Also, if she wants to leave Gong Qing, it depends on whether Gong Qing is willing to let go.
The two children listened to their parents' conversation in the carriage, Gu Wanqiu speaking and Li Jinxing speaking. The two children looked around, sometimes at their mother beside them, and sometimes at their father sitting in the front.
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The atmosphere became increasingly serious, and both children found it difficult to adapt.
They couldn't understand their parents' conversation: amnesia, who was wronged by whom, who was Gong Qing? And why did their mother want to leave? They couldn't understand any of it.
Usually when the two of them talk about these things, they avoid talking to the children. After all, the topic is sensitive and they don’t want the two children to worry about the adults.
So this was the first time that the two of them said these things in front of the children... For a moment, it was as if they had forgotten the existence of the two children.
So Si Yan spoke weakly: "Mom and Dad, what are you talking about? Has Dad ever hurt Mom before? Did you do something to Mom that caused her to lose her memory?"
Li Jinxing's heart tightened, as if being gently grasped by a small hand. "That's not true. Don't overthink it."
Gu Wanqiu also came back to her senses at this time and talked to Li Jinxing. She was so immersed in herself that she ignored the existence of the two children. These words should not be said in front of the two children.
Gu Wanqiu looked at the two children. Both children had unnatural expressions. They were originally happy today, but after hearing what they said, they looked lost and sad.
When I was in kindergarten, the teacher said that every child is the fruit of parental love, and they represent the evidence of their parents’ love. But listening to the conversation between their parents...they don’t seem to be among them.
"Mom, have you and Dad ever been in love before?"
"Why is a child asking these questions? Aren't you ashamed?" Gu Wanqiu responded quickly, hoping to divert this sensitive topic.
But Siyan and Sixu were not ordinary people.
Tong is a smart and stubborn kid, usually very obedient, but today he suddenly became serious and wanted to get to the bottom of this matter.
"I just want to know if my brother and I came into this world because you two love each other."
Gu Wanqiu moved her lips slightly, not knowing what to say. Li Jinxing, who was driving in front, answered for her: "If you are not in love, how can you be together? Okay, don't ask anymore. We're almost there. I need to concentrate on driving."
In fact, there are still many questions that Si Yan wants to ask. He is a little afraid of Li Jinxing. After hesitating for a while, he slowly approaches Gu Wanqiu while Li Jinxing is driving and whispers in her ear: "Mom, after you regain your memory, are you really going to leave? Don't you even want to see us? If you leave, will we never see each other again in our lives?"
Gu Wanqiu's throat was badly blocked, and she still didn't know how to answer. She couldn't bear to leave her two children, as they were the only relatives she had left in this world.
Unless absolutely necessary, who would be willing to leave a familiar place, go to an unfamiliar place, and re-adapt to the surrounding environment?
It takes a lot of courage to go to a place where no one knows you.
Siyan once thought that if his mother was unhappy here, she could leave. He was very open-minded and knew that some things could not be forced. It was not like he would never see his mother again even if she left. There were so many days in a year that he could always see her a few times. As long as his mother lived nearby, he and his brother could go to see her at any time.
But just now... listening to the conversation between my parents, my mother seemed to mean that if she left, she would be gone and go to a very far and unfamiliar place.
, so that no one can find it.
If Dad can't find her, then he and his brother may never see her again in their lives.
He was very sad, so sad that his eyes turned red and he could hardly hold back his tears. He didn't want to cry, because crying children are the most annoying to adults.
Mom, don’t you want me and my brother anymore?
This sentence was suppressed in my heart, and I didn't dare to ask it out loud, for fear of hearing Gu Wanqiu's cruel "yes"
Gu Wanqiu didn't say anything, but held the two children in her arms. Because she was pregnant, she didn't dare to hold the two children too close.
She just hugged them without saying anything, which undoubtedly made the two children more nervous.
Although they are young, they are not ignorant. They can just answer a very straightforward question directly.
Choosing silence means that this question is difficult to answer because you are afraid of hurting their feelings.
The two children didn't have time to think about it, the car had already arrived in the north city.
The North City Villa is quite old. Although Li Jinxing hires a housekeeping company to clean it regularly, it can't stand the traces of time. The walls are yellowed, and the decorative furniture inside is obviously not what young people like today.
But this sense of age also has a unique beauty. When Gu Wanqiu came here, she suddenly felt a sense of familiarity, and some fragments of memories emerged in her mind.
She looked at the yard and the balcony upstairs, and seemed to see a beautiful girl in a princess dress, playing the violin, dancing, and drawing... That girl was undoubtedly herself.
In addition to herself, there was a vague figure that always accompanied her, that was Li Jinxing.
Gu Wanqiu still didn't remember everything.
There are only some unimportant fragments, no key points at all.
After getting off the car, Si Yan and Si Xu looked at Gu Wanqiu nervously, afraid that she would remember something.
Before, they hoped that their mother would recover her memory and remember them, but now, knowing that their mother might leave after recovering her memory and they would never see her again, they don’t want her to remember them and just hope that they can stay like this forever.
They don't understand why their parents don't love each other even though they gave birth to them, and why their mother doesn't like their father and wants to leave, even though their father has never done anything to let their mother down.
He stared at the expression on Gu Wanqiu's face, and when he saw that there was no obvious change in her expression, he knew that she didn't remember it.
The brothers breathed a sigh of relief.
But in fact, the further Gu Wanqiu walked in, the stronger the sense of familiarity became. Even the shadow of Li Jinxing became familiar to her. Suddenly, she looked at Li Jinxing's face and saw a not very obvious scar at the left corner of his eye.
Li Jinxing saw her suddenly looking at him, "What? Did you remember something?"
Gu Wanqiu shook her head: "No."
Her brain had suffered severe damage. If she could remember it, she would have remembered it long ago and would not have lost it for six years.
These blocked memories are like locked doors, security doors at that. If you want to remember them, you have to pry open the locks on the doors one by one.
"Do you have any impression of Sister Liu?" Li Jinxing told Gu Wanqiu that Sister Liu was her real name. To Gu Wanqiu in the past, Sister Liu was one of the few people who treated her kindly.
She was clearly an unrelated person, but she treated Gu Wanqiu like her own daughter. It was a pity that she died in pain.
, she was in a car accident and became a vegetable. Her daughter finally pulled out the oxygen tube and she died in the hospital bed.
The car accident was also caused by Liu Sao's daughter Liu Ying. It was her boyfriend, a gangster, who wanted to obtain it through illegal means after knowing that Liu Sao had a high-value insurance.
He learned from Liu Ying that a rich young lady left a huge sum of money to Mrs. Liu when she passed away, so he set his sights on this huge sum of money, thinking that when Mrs. Liu died, the money would be inherited by Liu Ying, and then he would cheat the money from Liu Ying.
Who knew that he would become a vegetable after the accident, and also knew that the money would not be easily obtained.
After Li Jinxing found out about this, he immediately dealt with Liu Ying's boyfriend. However, he didn't expect that Mrs. Liu would lie in bed for five years and eventually die at the hands of her own daughter...
All the troubles started with the money given by Gu Wanqiu. The man was innocent, but he was guilty of possessing a treasure. It was because this "cake" was too tempting and eroded some of his humanity.
If Gu Wanqiu knew that the money she gave casually caused the death of Mrs. Liu, who had always loved her, how would she feel?
"Mrs. Liu?" Gu Wanqiu slowly pronounced these two words. It seemed as if a lock had been pried open, and a sudden pain came from her mind. She covered her head, frowned and closed her eyes.
Seeing her obvious reaction, the father and his two sons couldn't help but become nervous.
Siyan looked at his mother worriedly and looked at his father resentfully.
He didn't know why his father was trying to provoke his mother to remember. Wasn't it clear enough when he heard it in the car just now? If his mother remembered the past... she would leave and never see him again.
It’s not here anymore, so don’t even think about it.
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