Chapter 1205 Li Jinxing Sleeps on the Sofa
"Mom." Si Yan Si Xu suddenly cried out in fear.
Gu Wanqiu's body swayed slightly, and Li Jinxing supported her in time. "Are you okay? Do you have any memory of it?"
Li Jinxing was concerned about Gu Wanqiu, but after asking this question, he felt a little ridiculous and laughed at himself... In Gu Wanqiu's heart, he was not as important as a servant.
Gu Wanqiu reacted so strongly to Mrs. Liu, but to him... he was just a stranger at the time. Even when he went to Qiule Manor and saw her father's photo at the cemetery, he didn't react much.
Gu Wanqiu shook her head. The pain made her speechless for a short time. She closed her eyes, her brain froze, like a TV with a gray screen without a signal. Tinnitus and buzzing in her ears also appeared. She frowned and covered her head with one hand.
"Dad..." Seeing that calling mom was useless, Si Yan grabbed Li Jinxing's clothes and pulled them. Li Jinxing lowered his head and saw the worried eyes of the two children.
Didn't he know what his own children were thinking? When he was in the car, he could feel the tension of the two children.
It is even worse now. They are all afraid that Gu Wanqiu will remember something and leave this home without them. After all, Gu Wanqiu said that she was going to a deserted place where no one could find her.
The family was finally built, and the two children finally found their mother... They seemed to be getting happier and happier, but this happiness was like an illusory dream, as if they would wake up in the next second.
They didn't want their mother to remember him, and they didn't want her to leave.
For Li Jinxing, Gu Wanqiu thought of or
It doesn't make any difference if I don't think about it... Because no matter before or now, Gu Wanqiu hates him and wants to leave.
Do they think that Gu Wanqiu doesn't want to leave now?
She always wanted to leave, and her restless heart never stopped.
If he had to choose between the two, Li Jinxing would rather Gu Wanqiu regain her memory and let her know that what he said was not wrong, and it was Gong Qing who was wrong, and the person who lied to her the most was Gong Qing.
Gu Wanqiu recovered his memory, and he also knew who had kidnapped her and tortured her into that state.
The two children's worries were unnecessary. Li Jinxing had no way to comfort them now. He could only talk to them properly when Gu Wanqiu was not around.
Even if Gu Wanqiu left, he would be able to find them. There was no way she could hide in a place "where they couldn't find her".
He could even be more ruthless and prevent Gu Wanqiu from even leaving the door.
Gu Wanqiu turned pale with pain. The headache lasted for a minute or two, which she could bear, but it was intermittent and uncomfortable.
Gu Wanqiu shook her head, which meant that she still hadn't remembered it. Li Jinxing felt a little disappointed, but the two children were indeed relieved.
Although it was a bit selfish, they really didn't want to lose their mother.
After Gu Wanqiu recovered, she slowly walked inside.
"Who is Mrs. Liu?" she asked.
"She's just a servant, hired by me. I originally asked her to look after the house and clean it if it got dirty. Then, after you came back, you lived here with her for a while. Maybe we developed feelings for each other during that time. Mrs. Liu is a good person."
"Then where is she now?" Gu Wanqiu asked again
, she would react just by hearing her name, and maybe she would be able to remember her completely if she saw her.
The doctor said that it is best not to stimulate memory recovery and just let it take its course. In Gu Wanqiu's view, this is just letting nature take its course. She has slowly gained the feeling that she can remember everything.
Li Jinxing felt a slight blockage in his throat when he thought of Mrs. Liu, who was emaciated and died on the hospital bed. In the end, he chose not to tell Gu Wanqiu the truth.
"After you left, she left too. After so many years, I don't even know where she is."
"Can you find her?"
"I can't... After all, she's not an important person to me."
Gu Wanqiu lowered her eyes, her eyelashes trembling slightly to hide the loss in her eyes.
But she was a little curious. She wasn't on guard against the servant Li Jinxing hired, and they actually had a good relationship. How could this have such a big influence on her...
The further Gu Wanqiu walked in, the stronger the sense of familiarity in her mind became. The fragments of memory were very small, not enough for her to remember everything. The second floor was her room. The balcony was very large and there was a rocking chair. Gu Wanqiu walked over and sat directly on it, stretching her legs and rocking. The rocking chair was old and a little rusty, and it creaked when it rocked.
There are special piano rooms, painting studios, and dance studios... Gu Wanqiu went in one by one to look. It seemed that she could do everything before. She could play the violin, the piano, dance... and paint. In the painting studio, there were portraits hanging on the walls, and they were all well kept.
Gu Wanqiu walked into the studio, and the softest part of her heart was touched, and she felt a tingling sensation. She reached out and touched the oil painting on the wall, as if she could still feel the moisture of the paint.
Her hands... her fingertips were trembling and a little painful. Her favorite thing in the past should be painting. After all, she had painted so many. Her favorite things to paint were boys and flowers. She looked at the boy on the canvas. There was a mole on his left eye. She thought of Gong Qing. Gong Qing also had a mole in the same position at the corner of his eye. So she had liked Gong Qing since she was a child. Gong Qing did not lie to her about this.
But for some reason, the boy on the canvas didn't look like Gong Qing to her.
So many paintings... Did she draw from her imagination, or look at photos, or did she have a model?
If someone was her model, then that person was undoubtedly... Gu Wanqiu turned her head to look at Li Jinxing not far away. He was also looking at the painting on the wall. The scar at the end of his left eyebrow was illuminated by the light and became more and more obvious.
Coming here was not a complete failure. At least Gu Wanqiu found a sense of intimacy here.
"Can I come and live here in the future?"
"Sure, you can move here whenever you want. It's just that this place is not very convenient. It's in the old city."
Gu Wanqiu nodded. She had just discovered this problem while in the car. There was no big supermarket nearby, so she could only go to the nearby vegetable market to buy vegetables. The hospital was also far away, and there were only small clinics and pharmacies nearby. There were many restaurants, but they were all small restaurants and roadside stalls.
"Mom, if you want to live here, my brother and I will live with you." Si Yan quickly expressed his opinion. He wanted to be closer to Gu Wanqiu and behave better, so that Gu Wanqiu would like him more and more, and maybe in the future, she would give up the idea of "leaving".
"Okay, then
We'll come live together later."
After the Chinese New Year, Gu Wanqiu decided to move here. She would hire one or two nannies, clean the place carefully, and buy some new furniture.
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After the New Year holiday, the vernal equinox was getting closer and closer, but Li Jinxing did not give up the idea of helping Gu Wanqiu recover her memory.
In Gu Wanqiu's eyes, he was a villain before and after, there was no difference, but why should Gong Qing, a villain, be a good guy? He didn't want Gu Wanqiu to be kept in the dark.
On the other hand, Gu Wanqiu always felt that he was the one who wronged her first... He wanted to know how she would feel after she regained her memory and knew that she was the villain from the beginning. In addition, he also wanted to explain her father's death to her and tell her the whole truth. He didn't believe that Gu Wanqiu would be so cruel and unmoved by him.
He even felt a little regretful. Why was he so determined to take revenge on Gu Wanqiu? Why didn't he tell her the truth? If he hadn't been so cruel and had been kinder to her, would they not have ended up in this situation?
Unfortunately, there is no if.
No matter how much Li Jinxing thought about it, he couldn't change it. The past was irreversible.
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In the blink of an eye, Gu Wanqiu's belly was already six months big. During this period, Li Jinxing found some old photos of Gu Wanqiu from somewhere, hoping that Gu Wanqiu could find some memories from the photos.
Memories accumulate little by little, and one day she will be able to remember them.
Unexpectedly, Gu Wanqiu saw her previous photos and was directly stimulated to have a stomachache, and was finally sent to the hospital.
The fetus was kept in the hospital for a few days.
She didn't remember her previous memories. She thought of the memories of her plastic surgery period, which were the most depressing memories that remained in her mind: doctors holding various scalpels, cutting bones and faces, wrapped in gauze, and a face that was completely disfigured.
As beautiful as she was before, that plastic surgery period was painful. It would be great if she could just forget about this memory.
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The belly of a six-month pregnant woman is compared to that of a five-month pregnant woman. Although there is only one month difference, the sizes are not on the same level. The six-month pregnant belly directly flattens the belly button, and the round belly is like a big watermelon. Stretch marks also appear, and the black lines are very obvious, and they will not go away even if you apply medicine.
Gu Wanqiu is also a person who loves beauty, but she has seen herself at her ugliest, so the stretch marks on her belly are nothing to her. It is better to have them on her belly than on her face.
But it is impossible to say that she doesn't care at all. She would rather not have this child... If she hadn't had this child in the first place, she wouldn't be suffering from a bulging belly and having to look at the wrinkles on her belly.
Her belly was nearly seven months pregnant, and the fetal movements were getting stronger and stronger. The baby girl in her belly was very active, punching in her belly every day, which always managed to push her belly up a bit. The force was not small, and every time the fetus moved, Gu Wanqiu would feel pain for a while.
She could feel the vibrant life in her body more and more. She was her daughter, a human being. Gu Wanqiu asked herself, could she still go to the hospital and abort the child without distraction?
After Gong Qing took her away, the child was more than seven months old. A seven-month-old fetus can be born. If it is aborted, what is the difference between that and strangling a person to death!
The closer it got to the spring equinox, the more Gu Wanqiu struggled. She felt extremely distressed and restless. She even had nightmares at night. She dreamed of a bloody fetus standing in front of her, staring at her with a pair of skull eyes, asking her, "Mom, why don't you want me?"
Gu Wanqiu couldn't rest assured to take care of her pregnancy in the hospital, and her condition even became more and more serious. Especially when she saw the medical staff in white coats, she could already imagine the scene of lying in the operating room waiting for an abortion.
Li Jinxing carefully asked the doctor how to solve Gu Wanqiu's situation.
The doctor replied and explained that Gu Wanqiu was suffering from prenatal anxiety.
The due date is still two months away. Why is she experiencing prenatal depression so early?
Pregnant women are naturally sensitive. This month, there is not much for them to do. Taking care of the baby cannot save them from sitting or lying quietly. They even have little time to go out for a walk. With nothing to do, it is easy for them to think a lot.
In addition, Gu Wanqiu has always been somewhat repulsed by the baby in her belly.
There are many factors that lead to prenatal anxiety, the most common of which is body anxiety.
Li Jinxing thought about it carefully and realized that Gu Wanqiu seemed to often stare at her stomach in a daze.
After staying in the hospital for a few days, Li Jinxing took Gu Wanqi back home.
Gu Wanqiu has now moved to the Gu family in North City, where she will live more comfortably, so Li Jinxing arranged for three or four servants to take the two children with her.
Moved in.
When Gu Wanqiu was six months pregnant, Li Jinxing successfully entered Gu Wanqiu's room and slept in the same bed with her.
She was pregnant and had difficulty sleeping every day. She was often thirsty at night. If she drank too much water, she would have to get up to go to the bathroom, which made it inconvenient for her to move around. So Li Jinxing used this as an excuse to enter Gu Wanqiu's room.
Gu Wanqiu's bedroom is very large, with a large sofa inside. Li Jinxing sleeps on the sofa at night.
Gu Wanqiu dared to let the wolf into the house because she knew that she was pregnant and Li Jinxing would not do anything to her.
And it was indeed much more convenient with Li Jinxing around. Gu Wanqiu didn't dare to trouble others with these little things. She had servants around her, and she seldom asked them for help.
But Li Jinxing was different. After all, he had been the one taking care of her in the hospital, which had made her accustomed to him, and... a dependence that she herself was not even aware of.
Li Jinxing slept lightly all night, and he would always get up the moment Gu Wanqiu felt unwell, help her turn over, bring her tea, and then carry her to the bathroom.
The two of them were in the same room, extremely harmonious.
Li Jinxing looked up prenatal anxiety on the Internet and learned more about it. He began to talk to Gu Wanqiu about the topic of having children from time to time.
When he saw Gu Wanqiu staring at her belly again, Li Jinxing said, "After you give birth, I'll take you to the hospital to get these stretch marks removed."
Gu Wanqiu's movements became very slow. After sitting for a long time, her stomach seemed to press on her chest, making it difficult for her to breathe. Her spine also hurt a lot.
She could only slowly prop herself up and try to turn over. Seeing this, Li Jinxing quickly helped her. He bought a very long pillow, which was just right for her to put her belly on when she lay on her side, which would make her much more comfortable.
Gu Wanqiu lay on her side, hugging the pillow in her arms as she said, "You haven't forgotten our agreement, have you? After I give birth, we'll go our separate ways and have nothing to do with each other anymore. By then, I'll have left this place, so why would I need you to take me for stretch mark removal surgery?"
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