Chapter 206 The Diary is All About Him
His fingertips trembled as he touched the dried blood on it, and Li Jingshen's face showed a look of near-death collapse.
Li Jingshen has always had a good memory. Looking at the date at the top of the diary, he saw that Chen Zhichu had just returned from the hospital after being diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer.
Her face was very pale. He still remembered how he scolded her that day, asking her why she didn't answer his call, why she came back so late, and why her face was as pale as a ghost.
He knew nothing about what happened to Shen Zhichu, and the only person he was thinking about was Xia Mingyue who was in the hospital.
That day he grabbed Shen Zhichu's hand and forcibly drew 600 ml of blood.
On the day Shen Zhichu was diagnosed with stomach cancer, he actually dragged her to the hospital to give Xia Mingyue a blood transfusion...
The calm and self-controlled man could no longer bear the pain in his heart. He clutched the notebook against his forehead and burst into tears.
This diary has a total of 102 pages, and every page, every sentence, and every word is about him, Li Jingshen.
I don’t know what I felt in my heart, it was like a lake that had been frozen for a long time was suddenly broken open by a huge rock, causing ripples to appear.
Shen Zhichu's feelings for him seem shallow and trickle, but only those who really fall in love with him know how deep her love is.
During those years, Shen Zhichu loved him with all her heart, so much so that she actually lost her life in the end.
He always thought that no matter what happened, Shen Zhichu would not abandon him. However, Shen Zhichu was still by his side, but he lost the living Shen Zhichu in the diary.
The notebook that had been kept for six years, with yellowed paper, recorded Shen Zhichu's pain, mottled tear marks and bloodstains from illness. Li Jingshen raised his hand and carefully stroked the words, trying to touch Shen Zhichu's past.
——"If there is another life, we will part ways and live happily ever after."
Li Jingshen forced himself to smile awkwardly, but as he smiled, big tears began to fall.
Li Jingshen lowered his head and choked up as he said, "Chen Zhichu, wait for you to wake up, I will never lose you again."
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At dusk, the setting sun enveloped the entire hospital, and the windows were shimmering with golden light. Li Jingshen sat on a chair, holding the half-unraveled scarf in his hand. He had been in this position for the entire afternoon, sitting there motionless, with empty eyes and a pale face.
Winter is coming, the windows are closed tightly, and his blurry figure is reflected on the glass. He looks at it blankly as if he is looking at a stranger.
It really snowed this winter as Shen Zhichu had imagined. There were white dots outside the window. This was the first snow of the year.
Snowflakes fell on the edge of the bed. Li Jingshen stood up, and just a light breath caused a layer of hazy white mist to form on the glass.
It rarely snows in Chengdu. He has been in Chengdu for seven years and has only seen it snow twice, including this time.
The snow in the south is too small and disappears in a flash when it falls into the palm of your hand.
Shen Zhichu's health condition is very poor. She is in a vegetative state and has stomach cancer. She relies on intravenous drips and oxygen tanks to survive every day. If she is not careful, she will disappear without a trace like this snowflake.
Li Jingshen grabbed the scarf and covered Shen Zhichu's hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'll wait for you to come back this winter to re-knit this scarf..."
Li Jingshen touched her rough fingertips, his throat blocked, he forgot that Shen Zhichu's hands could no longer do such delicate work.
"...I'll just weave it myself."
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