Chapter 256 Who is Bai Qiu
Li Jingshen heard the scream in the bathroom and rushed in immediately. When he saw Shen Zhichu lying on the ground, he felt as if his soul had been severely hit by something.
Before his brain could react, he had hurriedly picked up the person and rushed him to the nearest hospital.
The test results were not optimistic. Shen Zhichu's health had always been poor. She tried to act normal but in fact her stomach was deteriorating step by step. Even the world's top anti-cancer drugs could not cure it and could only alleviate the symptoms.
This string of candied haws almost cost her life as she was allergic to hawthorn.
Li Jingshen recalled the past. Shen Zhichu liked candied haws, but he had never seen her eat them.
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Shen Zhichu was lying in bed and had the same dream as that night. This time the scene in the dream was clearer and she could hear the man's voice.
The man in the white shirt walked up to her with a candied haws, "Little crybaby, I'll give you some candied haws. Don't cry after you finish eating it..."
She heard it clearly, it was not Li Jingshen's voice.
Who is the man in the dream?
In her daze, the scene in her dream changed. This time, the man fell in a pool of blood and said to her, "I can't carry you home this time."
Shen Zhichu woke up crying. Who was that person in her dream? Why did she feel so heartbroken just thinking about it? Was it really just a dream? Why did she feel as if she had experienced it in another world, just thinking about it?
Shen Zhichu has confirmed that she has lost very important memories, which have nothing to do with Li Jingshen, but she subconsciously dares not tell Li Jingshen.
So when Li Jingshen nervously asked her what was wrong, she chose to lie and just said that she had a nightmare and dreamed that she was about to die.
The worry on Li Jingshen's face was real, and in her opinion, it was even a little too much, as if she was really about to die.
After Shen Zhichu lay down, she stayed in the hospital for a few more days. Li Jingshen took her back only after the doctor said she could go back to recuperate.
She still took the medicine on time, but she secretly did not swallow the evening medicine.
Li Jingshen was obviously more nervous about the small white pill she took at night, and he would always watch her take it.
Shen Zhichu threw the medicine into her mouth and quietly pressed her tongue against the back of her teeth before drinking water. While Li Jingshen was away, she immediately spit out the medicine and flushed it into the toilet, then rinsed her mouth until the bitter taste in her mouth was gone.
She always wondered what medicine she took at night. It was clearly said to treat nerves and help her restore her memory, but the more she took it, the more dizzy she became, her reactions became slower, and she often forgot things.
She even got angry with Li Jingshen and said that she didn't want to take medicine at night, but Li Jingshen disagreed. He coaxed her but was obviously forcing her to take the medicine.
Even though she said she could live like this without recovering her memory, Li Jingshen still urged her to take the medicine every day.
What kind of medicine is this? Shen Zhichu has no idea. The white pills are in a bottle without any label. She can't find out anything even if she wants to check.
Ever since she secretly vomited the medicine, Shen Zhichu found that her brain did not feel any discomfort and her spirits were better than before, and her dreams every night became clearer and clearer.
——"Can I call you Chuchu?"
——"Chuchu, I don't feel any pain at all. Don't feel sad for me, and don't like Li Jingshen. He is not worthy of your love..."
The sharp sound of gunfire exploded in his mind. Shen Zhichu opened his eyes and blurted out: "Bai Qiu!"
Her mind was in a mess and her heart stopped. She slept in Li Jingshen's arms. The man was very warm in his arms, but she could not feel any warmth.
"Whose name were you calling just now?"
A hoarse voice came from above her head. Shen Zhichu opened her eyes wide, her eyes were sore and uncomfortable, even her nose was sore and she couldn't breathe. She looked at Li Jingshen's jaw blankly, her ears seemed to be deaf and only heard buzzing.
Li Jingshen asked again, "What did you dream about?" The hand around her waist suddenly tightened, like a giant hunting clamp, making it difficult for her to breathe.
Shen Zhichu murmured, "I forgot, did I just shout again?"
With a "click", Li Jingshen stretched out his hand to turn on the balcony lamp. The orange light immediately illuminated the entire room and also illuminated Shen Zhichu's face.
Shen Zhichu's face was still confused, his eyes were misty, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead because of the nightmare.
Shen Zhichu looked into Li Jingshen's eyes and said, "I forgot what I dreamed about just now. I seemed to dream of a dead person. And you just said that I was talking in my sleep. Did you hear what I said clearly?"
Her face was filled with confusion, and she didn't seem to be lying.
Li Jingshen brushed away the sweat-soaked hair on her forehead: "I didn't hear it clearly either. It doesn't matter if you don't remember it. It was just a nightmare."
Shen Zhichu nodded and forced a smile. She took the initiative to put her arms around Li Jingshen's strong waist, then snuggled into his arms like a cat, found a restrained position, and closed her eyes.
Li Jingshen looked at her peaceful sleeping face in the dim light, and Shen Zhichu's anxious "Bai Qiu" echoed over and over in his mind.
He couldn't help but hugged Shen Zhichu tightly again, wanting to rub him into his bones and blood.
Shen Zhichu was not asleep. She was still trapped in that dream. This dream was the clearest since she quietly stopped taking the medicine, and she even called out a name.
Who was "Bai Qiu"? Why did she have no memory of him except in dreams? Why did her heart ache so much just thinking about this name?
She had a hunch that Bai Qiu was someone very important to her, and was the dream real? Just thinking about it made her want to cry.
She couldn't cry, and couldn't let Li Jingshen find out.
In fact, even Shen Zhichu didn't know why she didn't want Li Jingshen to know what kind of nightmare she had and whose name she called out.
She leaned against Li Jingshen's left chest, listening to his heartbeat, and for the first time she couldn't calm down.
She clenched the bracelet on her left wrist. She had never taken it off since Li Jingshen put it on her. To unlock the bracelet, she needed the key from Li Jingshen. Once the lock was opened, the bracelet opened automatically.
She grabbed the lock on the bracelet and felt that what was on her wrist was not a bracelet, but shackles that had been handcuffed. She could not untie it or break free. If she wanted the bracelet to disappear, she had to cut off her arm.
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Li Jingshen was restless all night and couldn't sleep at all. He controlled Shen Zhichu's memory but couldn't control her dreams. Shen Zhichu had been having nightmares during this period, and today's dream was particularly "terrifying and frightening" to him.
No matter how you look at it, it's not a good sign. He's afraid that Shen Zhichu will fall into a dream and recover his memory from it.
What should he do when Shen Zhichu regains his memory? Can she really keep her promise that she will never leave him even if she regains her memory?
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