Chapter 258: Shen Zhichu collapses, four weeks pregnant
Lies can be good or bad, and Shen Zhichu didn't think that Li Jingshen made up a white lie.
She gave a faint smile, but the smile did not reach her eyes. There was a desolate look in the depths of her eyes. Her smile was uglier than her cry.
"You love me, so you want to make me a fool?" Shen Zhichu's eyes were misty with tears. "You are so afraid that I will regain my memory, how can you let me let go of the past?"
She shook her head and staggered back step by step. She could no longer find any humanity in the man in front of her. He was a demon whose head crawled out of hell.
"I just want to ask one last question now. Who is Bai Qiu?"
When Li Jingshen heard the name, he panicked and lost his mind. The thing he feared most was approaching him step by step, and he had no way to retreat.
Seeing Li Jingshen's panic-stricken look, Shen Zhichu seemed to understand something. The arc of her mouth deepened, revealing an extremely bitter smile.
"Is he dead?"
No one says anything, which means it's the default.
"He must be very important to me, otherwise why would I dream about him so frequently?" Shen Zhichu muttered to himself in a hoarse voice.
She intuitively felt that Bai Qiu was very important to her, even more important than Li Jingshen, because just thinking of this name made her feel so painful that she couldn't breathe.
It felt like what I breathed into my lungs was not oxygen, but thousands of steel needles, piercing my lungs and causing pain everywhere.
"He's dead. He said he would carry me home."
Shen Zhichu's eyes were sore, and tears could not stop falling again: "Li Jingshen, you must know who Bai Qiu is. Tell me everything about him, and I will beg you..."
This was the first time Shen Zhichu begged him after losing her memory, and it was for another man.
He was jealous, angry, and even more heartbroken. He didn't understand why Li Huaian had stayed in Shen Zhichu's heart after so many years.
It was just that he had saved her once and carried her home on his back more than ten years ago. If it were him, he could do it too.
He and she have been married for so many years and have known each other for eight years, but he is no match for a dead person. A cuckoo in the magpie's nest is always an intruder.
Li Jing took a deep breath: "I won't tell you who he is. Don't even think about remembering him in this life..."
The spark of hope in Shen Zhichu's heart was extinguished by his cold water, and he fell into the darkness of despair.
"Li Jingshen, you really make me feel sick!"
Li Jingshen said with difficulty: "I know." He had always known.
The look in Shen Zhichu's eyes when he looked at him returned to the way he looked at him before he lost his memory, full of hatred, pain, helplessness and dead silence.
He didn't know what to do with her, nor did he know how they should move forward. The four months of companionship seemed like a dream, and now that the dream was over, it seemed they couldn't go back.
Shen Zhichu felt as if her heart was hit hard by something and kept contracting. She covered her heart, but her stomach began to hurt again.
She could only bend forward in pain, the words Bai Qiu said to her in the dream echoing in her mind.
Don't like Li Jingshen, he is not worthy of her love.
Shen Zhichu suddenly covered her mouth and retched, but in the end she couldn't help but vomit out the food she had eaten at noon, and blood.
Shen Zhichu's lips were lotus green, and the blood on her lips looked like lip glaze, making her face look even paler.
She couldn't help but fall backwards, and the whole world was spinning.
"Chen Zhichu!" With a roar, she fell into a warm embrace. Shen Zhichu tried to open her eyes wide but could not see anything. She felt so uncomfortable and painful.
Shen Zhichu suddenly vomited blood and fainted. Ji Shiyan hurried over to see what was happening. Seeing that Shen Zhichu looked pale as if he was holding his breath, he immediately felt that something was wrong.
"Hurry and get him to the hospital."
On the way, Ji Shiyan asked Li Jingshen: "What should we do now? She already knows."
"Can you still hypnotize me?" Li Jingshen hugged Shen Zhichu tightly, as if he was holding a fragile and precious object, afraid of breaking it by accident.
Ji Shiyan shook his head in embarrassment: "She already knows about hypnosis, but it doesn't work on her and the effect is not very high."
"What about the prescription?"
"Do you really want to turn her into a fool and a mentally retarded person?"
"I don't want her to become stupid, but I don't want her to leave me even more!" Li Jingshen was like a trapped beast, struggling in vain.
Ji Shiyan frowned and looked at him. After a long while, he said calmly, "Sometimes I don't know what you're thinking... You said you didn't want Shen Zhichu to leave you, but you turned her into a soulless shell. Is she still herself like that? Think about it carefully. Can you really face a fool like Shen Zhichu?"
Li Jingshen's heart was broken, and his hands holding Shen Zhichu were shaking: "Then what do you want me to do? What should I do? Tell me what I should do?"
He kept repeating the three words "what should I do" and his voice had already broken into tears. Ji Shiyan looked at the tears on his face and pursed his thin lips.
"Only you know what to do. I just don't want you to regret it. I only know that if you truly love someone, it won't be a morbid bondage like you."
Chen Zhichu vomiting blood and fainting again was not a good sign at all. Ji Shiyan only felt a throbbing pain in his eyebrows.
After being sent to the hospital, a series of examinations revealed extremely shocking results.
Shen Zhichu is four weeks pregnant.
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