Chapter 264 After Leaving
The car was crowded and chaotic. Chen Zhichu was afraid of encountering pickpockets and didn't dare to close his eyes to rest. He bumped around for 24 hours from City A to a small town. After a simple rest for a day, he continued to take the car and drove along the route on the map, stopping and starting frequently, like a rabbit moving from one nest to another.
Two weeks passed in a flash, and she arrived at a village. The place was so blurry that it was even blurry on the map. She rented an apartment near the school.
There are both advantages and disadvantages here. The disadvantage is that transportation is inconvenient, and the townspeople all speak dialects, so language communication is a bit difficult.
Shen Zhichu has always had a strong ability to adapt, so he will be fine once he gets used to this problem.
There are many advantages. First, the prices are cheap. Second, it is difficult to find people because there are so many good and bad people. Third, you don’t need an ID card to do things or apply for a card.
After paying the rent for the house, Shen Zhichu returned to her bedroom of a few square meters. Her bed was still just a piece of wood, and she needed to buy a mattress and a quilt.
The houses in the town were not very good, but the one she rented was relatively clean and the floor was not damp. After cleaning it up, she could settle down and have a stable home.
Chen Zhichu didn't have time to rest. He prepared the pots and pans that afternoon, as well as the four-piece bedding set, toiletries, etc. in the bedroom. He spent all sorts of money and spent nearly 20,000 yuan in one go.
There are still many things she hasn't bought yet. Shen Zhichu bought a mobile phone and a SIM card. Her memo is full of things she wants to buy, including a refrigerator.
She lives alone, so she bought these appliances in small quantities. She had originally planned to buy a washing machine, but she was not sure how long she could live here.
Fortunately, summer clothes are easy to wash. The life of luxury and servants taking care of me is no longer there, and I have to rely on myself for everything.
After Shen Zhichu made the bed, he started to cry out with hunger. You can't order takeout in the town, so if you want to eat, you can either buy vegetables and cook it yourself, or go to the town to eat or buy something in the store.
She rubbed her stomach, went to town and ordered a bowl of noodles, then went to the supermarket to buy eggs, milk, bread, a can of pickled mustard, and a five-pound bag of rice.
Her fingers were weak, so she could only put the bags on her arms one by one. When she returned, both of her arms were red, with a red mark left by the squeezing, which was eye-catching.
In addition to the pain in my hands, my feet also hurt so much that as soon as I stopped to rest, the pain would shoot up from the bottom.
When Shen Zhichu took off his shoes and socks, he saw that the soles of his feet were red and his heels were covered with blisters, with bloody pus stuck to his socks.
Shen Zhichu gasped, her eyes red with pain, she gritted her teeth and carefully lifted the socks on her heels, tearing at the flesh.
Shen Zhichu was a person who was extremely afraid of pain and suffering. She sprained her ankle and took out a bottle of medicine from her backpack. She sprayed iodine on the wound. The stinging pain went from her heel to her forehead, and she almost cried in pain.
She tried to endure it, but she couldn't even bear this little pain. What should she do in the future?
Shen Zhichu's eyes were red. He sniffed and squeezed back the tears that had welled up in his eyes.
After two weeks of running around and escaping, Shen Zhichu suddenly felt dizzy. He packed up quickly and lay down on the bed wrapped in a quilt. He closed his eyes and his brain stopped working immediately. He seemed to have fallen into a coma and fell into a deep sleep.
She slept very soundly and restlessly because she was constantly nervous during the whole ride. She dreamed of running away. On the way to catch the bus, she felt dizzy as if she was on a swaying boat.
When she woke up again, Shen Zhichu subconsciously shrank inside, and her hand stretched out. The moment it fell, she was awakened by the cold.
——She has left Li Jingshen.
But his body subconsciously thought that she was still by his side, and the moment he woke up, he would want to snuggle in his arms for warmth and listen to his heartbeat.
My heart feels empty, as if it can hold a lot of things, but also as if it can hold nothing.
Shen Zhichu propped himself up in a daze, sat on the bed, hugged his legs, and rested his head on his knees.
She had something hidden in her heart and couldn't find peace. Her mind was full of Li Jingshen's shadow.
Even though that man was full of lies, deceived her feelings, and deprived her of her freedom in life, she still fell hopelessly in love with him.
She felt that she was disgusting and despicable. She could like anyone else, but she had to like a man who wanted to abort the baby in her belly.
Shen Zhichu shook her head and glanced at the phone next to her pillow. It was already ten o'clock and she had slept for a full twelve hours.
Shen Zhichu didn't plan to go to town for dinner. She bought rice yesterday and would go downstairs to buy some vegetables and cook it herself.
She had a bad stomach and had been vomiting all the way in the car while holding a plastic bag. Motion sickness was less painful for her, but the discomfort she felt came from her stomach, as if a hand was constantly clenching it.
She wanted to give up several times, but she stared at her abdomen, gritted her teeth and continued driving.
For the sake of his own stomach, Shen Zhichu made some porridge and fried some vegetables.
This was the first time Shen Zhichu had cooked since he lost his memory. Even though he had forgotten what he had learned before, the habit was engraved in his bones, and he could cook a dish without thinking.
With trembling hands, Shen Zhichu placed the dishes on a plate and brought them to the table, then he laboriously cleaned the pot.
Her hands were shaking so badly that she couldn't hold the chopsticks steadily, and the food she had picked up with great difficulty fell on the table. Shen Zhichu stared at the food on the table and remembered the scene where Li Jingshen carefully fed her.
Tears flowed uncontrollably and fell into the bowl of porridge in front of her. She didn't cry when she was applying the medicine, but now she couldn't suppress her sadness.
Li Jingshen's shadow popped up from time to time, and the uncontrollable longing seemed to destroy her mind and pierce her heart.
Shen Zhichu clinked the bowl, drinking the porridge while crying and sobbing, as if to fill his empty heart.
But no matter how hard she tried to fill it, it just wouldn't fill up. She felt like she had lost something important and was so sad that she couldn't breathe.
"Pa——" Shen Zhichu put down the bowl, raised his hand and slapped himself hard.
"You're such a bitch! He's about to abort your child, and you're still thinking about him!"
"nausea!"
"shameless!"
"It's useless... Stop crying!"
Bang!
Slap after slap landed on his face, but Shen Zhichu didn't feel any pain at all. He just wanted to slap the figure in his mind out.
In the quiet house, the only sound was her muffled sobbing as she was on the verge of collapse.
She didn't want to feel so bad. She wanted to forget Li Jingshen completely. To forget someone, she had to forget all the habits she had towards him.
She was too stupid. Not only was she deceived by Li Jingshen time and time again, but now she still couldn't forget him. She deserved it for not learning her lesson.
She once fed a hypocritical beast with a sincere heart.
During the day, Shen Zhichu went shopping for some daily necessities and bought some fresh meat to put in the refrigerator.
The landlord of the house she rented was a woman in her thirties with two children. She didn't have much contact with her, but on the day she signed the contract, she seemed very easy to talk to and had a friendly attitude.
The landlord also lives in this building. The whole building has five floors. Shen Zhichu rents on the third floor, and the landlord lives on the top floor.
When passing by Shen Zhichu's house, he knocked on the door and brought her some vegetables grown at home.
Shen Zhichu accepted it and quickly went to the refrigerator to see if there was any return gift.
The homeowner smiled and said, "No need to return the gift. These are just small vegetables grown at home and are not worth much. By the way, are you alone?"
The homeowner looked around the clean and tidy house and found it to be deserted.
"Yeah, it's just me."
Although the landlord was curious, he did not ask too many questions. After all, it was someone else's private matter. However, he thought to himself that he should take better care of her in the future. After all, it is not easy for her to be alone. Besides, she looked thin and her complexion was not good. She probably came here to get close to her and recuperate.
This kind of thing had happened to her before.
The landlord sat for a while and then went back. Before leaving, he said, "If you need anything, just come find me. You have my phone number and WeChat. If you're bored, come visit me. Although we're in a cheap part of town, the people here are really hospitable. There's even square dancing downstairs at 6 or 7 o'clock. If you're interested, I'll add you to the group."
Shen Zhichu nodded. She didn’t do square dancing, but it was naturally nice to make friends with someone leading her.
Not long after the landlord went out, Shen Zhichu received a text message on VX inviting her to join the group.
Shen Zhichu nodded in agreement. There were thirty-six people in the group, thirty-seven including her.
As soon as she entered, she was welcomed by a row of emoticons with words like "flowers blooming and prosperity flourishing".
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It is said that pregnant women tend to feel hungry easily, but Shen Zhichu didn't feel that way. In the evening, she ate the porridge left over from lunch, and then followed the landlord to go shopping downstairs and met many people one by one.
Knowing that Shen Zhichu wanted to find a job, those people were paying attention to her.
It was already difficult to find a job in rural areas, not to mention that Shen Zhichu's hands were injured and he couldn't even pick up food steadily, let alone do any heavy work.
So after looking around, she still couldn't find a job that suited her.
In the evening, Chen Zhichu followed the landlord's wife to the porridge shop to buy steamed buns, steamed buns and flower rolls, and packed them up to take home for breakfast tomorrow.
Chen Zhichu has a small appetite, so he bought a cowpea bun. Then, when he saw a yogurt sale in the supermarket, he bought a small box and put it in the refrigerator.
In the morning, she ate it with cowpea buns and yogurt. Halfway through, she almost vomited. She touched her abdomen and murmured, "I'm sorry, baby. I can only let you suffer with your mother."
Two months passed in a flash, the baby in her belly was already three months old, and Shen Zhichu began to have pregnancy reactions.
The fetus only began to take shape slowly at three months old. Chen Zhichu was too thin and her abdomen was flat during the three months of pregnancy. Only when she took off her clothes could you see any slight undulations.
The baby didn't move yet, so Shen Zhichu touched it gently with a warm smile on his face.
Being alone at home with no one to talk to, Shen Zhichu developed the habit of talking to herself, telling the baby in her belly whatever she thought of.
Prenatal education is also very important. In addition to talking, Shen Zhichu also plays music on his mobile phone, reads more books, and fills his whole day with things so that he won't always think about Li Jingshen.
The landlord recently found her a job as a cleaner, sweeping the roadside. Men do the heavy work.
The salary is not high and is unstable, but it is good for Shen Zhichu, and it is paid daily.
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