Chapter 270: Chen Zhichu is having enough fun
"Meow~"
The eight-month-old Ragdoll cat weighed ten kilograms, and its fur was kept very clean by Mrs. Zhang. Its blue eyes looked very obedient when it stared at people.
Ragdoll cats are very friendly. Even when facing Li Jingshen who has a gloomy face all day long, they are willing to get close to him, rub their heads against him, rub their cat fur on him, and then leave slowly and casually.
At this moment, Li Jingshen was flipping through his phone to look at photos of Shen Zhichu, and the Ragdoll cat looked over, jumped onto the back of the sofa, and stepped on Li Jingshen's shoulder with its paws.
Li Jingshen, who once hated pets and didn't even want to touch them, now showed no impatience when a cat stepped on him. He reached out and rubbed the ragdoll cat's head, then turned around and held the cat in his arms, pointing to the photo of "Chen Zhichu" on his phone and said, "Your mother will be back soon."
The ragdoll cat rubbed the phone and let out a soft cry.
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"Chen Zhichu, stop!"
How could Shen Zhichu dare to stop? He ran and crawled up the stairs as if there was a ghost chasing him.
She didn't dare look back, but she could feel Li Jingshen's gaze on her back like a hook, which made her calves tremble with cold.
Shen Zhichu grabbed the railing with one hand, covered his stomach with the other, and stumbled up to the third floor.
The door closed, and Shen Zhichu hurriedly unzipped the bag and looked inside. Her hand shook and the backpack fell to the ground, and the messy things inside, including money, fell all over the floor. Seeing that it was too late to pick up the things, she simply poured out everything in the backpack and finally found a key in the innermost layer.
Her hands were already crippled and not flexible, and now because of fear, they were shaking like someone with Parkinson's disease, shaking non-stop.
The key was clearly in her hand and the keyhole was right in front of her, but she just couldn't match it up. She finally managed to insert the key.
The heavy footsteps behind him knocked on Shen Zhichu's ears.
"Chu Chu, you've had enough fun outside. Come home with me." Li Jingshen's words in the silent corridor were like thunder on Shen Zhichu's head. Her mind went blank and even her breathing stopped.
After a long while, Shen Zhichu slowly regained consciousness, but she felt like she was living in a nightmare, as if she had fallen into the bottom of the sea, surrounded by darkness, and the ignorant fear swallowed her bit by bit.
Li Jingshen found her. Could she not keep her child?
Li Jingshen breathed a sigh of relief when he saw her holding her belly tightly. This proved that her memory had not yet recovered. If she remembered, how could she tolerate getting pregnant with his child?
Li Jingshen felt bitter in his heart and took a step closer to Shen Zhichu.
He moved slowly, but every light footstep seemed to fall on Shen Zhichu's heart.
Although there are no eyes on the back of the head, the feeling of being stared at from behind is real.
When Li Jingshen's gaze fell on her, it was like a dense and fine net with knives, leaving her nowhere to escape.
The key in her hand fell to the ground with a "click" and bounced at her feet. Li Jingshen approached and bent down slowly to help her pick up the key from the ground, inserted it into the keyhole and opened the door.
From behind, Li Jingshen seemed to be holding Shen Zhichu in his arms. The two seemed close, but in fact, even their clothes were not touching.
Li Jingshen said gently: "Chu Chu, I'm here to take you back."
The man looked down at Shen Zhichu's bloodless face. The sensor light in the corridor shone faintly on her, as if to cover her whole body.
Chen Zhichu frowned, her long, dark eyelashes covering her tearful eyes, and she bit her lower lip.
As Li Jingshen got closer, besides fear, there was also a strange fluctuation.
After being hurt so many times, it feels disgusting to fall for him again when we meet again.
Because there was no movement, the sensor light suddenly went out, and the abandoned corridor was pitch black, and Li Jingshen could not see his hand in front of him. He could vaguely see the figure in front of her. For a moment, he lost his scruples and greedily hugged Shen Zhichu's waist. He pushed open the door with one hand and brought her into the house.
He casually touched the wall, and when he felt a hard protrusion, he pressed it down without hesitation. The light instantly illuminated the surroundings.
The light in the room was much brighter than the sensor light in the corridor, making Shen Zhichu's pale face look even more haggard.
Chen Zhichu had to face this man. He could hide from him for a while but not forever. Hiding from him was the most useless choice.
"Li Jingshen, I won't go back with you." She looked at him with tears in her eyes, with stubbornness in her eyes, exactly the same as her previous stubborn temperament.
What Li Jingshen disliked most about Chen Zhichu was her stubborn temper and her personality, to the point where she refused to listen to advice. For example, before, she had stomach cancer but she hadn't told him about it.
Would keeping it a secret benefit her? No! Not only would it not benefit her at all, but she would also be wronged and bullied by him.
If Shen Zhichu had told him the truth earlier, perhaps they wouldn't have reached this point.
Now I have reached the edge of the cliff, and no matter whether there is sea or road below, I can only jump down.
Li Jingshen looked at her, raised his hand and stroked her face, his voice low and soft: "Chu Chu, you've been playing outside for almost three months. It's time to come back with me and have the baby aborted."
Shen Zhichu was stunned. She looked at him with uncontrollable tears. After a while, she moved her lips and whispered, "This is the child I'm four months pregnant with. I won't go back with you to have an abortion."
Li Jingshen lowered his eyes and stared at her tears. Then he held her little face in his hands and gently wiped the corners of her eyes with his thumbs. He spoke slowly, as if he was narrating something insignificant: "Without me, where would you get the child? This child is an accident. He shouldn't have existed, let alone been born by you. Shen Zhichu, I'm doing this for your own good. Please just go and get the abortion, okay? Didn't we live well without children before? Forcing this child to stay will only bring us misfortune!"
Every word Li Jingshen said sounded like thunder in Shen Zhichu's ears. Her tears flowed harder and harder, and she cried so hard that her body twitched. There was no crying tone, but tears fell coldly.
His eyes were like cracked obsidian, having lost their former luster.
Shen Zhichu's tears had a certain deterrent effect on Li Jingshen. He would feel distressed and would give in to make her happy, but this time it wouldn't work. Shen Zhichu had to abort the child.
Shen Zhichu was taking anti-cancer drugs and was about to enter the next course of treatment. Pregnancy would only destroy her life, so he had to remove the baby in her womb to save her.
"Your appearance is what brought me misfortune! You just planted a seed, what does it have to do with you? The child has been in my belly for four months, why should I give up on him just because you say to abort him? Whether he deserves to be born into this world is decided by me, the mother who conceived him. Even if the whole world doesn't want him, I won't abandon him!"
"It's not about whether you give up or not, but you have no choice in this matter!" Li Jingshen was reluctant to tell Shen Zhichu that she had cancer, fearing that she would regain her memory and leave him.
With such selfishness, it seemed ridiculous for him to say that he cared about her.
After a moment of shock, Shen Zhichu suddenly struggled like crazy. She didn't understand what Li Jingshen said or what he meant.
What do you mean she has no choice? What do you mean she has to abort the baby?
In her opinion, Li Jingshen is now a madman who has fallen into the state of demonic possession.
"Let me go, I don't want to see you, get out! Get out!" In desperation, Shen Zhichu slapped Li Jingshen hard.
She didn't know whether Li Jingshen was in pain or not, she only felt the numbness in the palm of her right hand.
The crisp sound of the slap was very loud in the quiet room. Shen Zhichu used all his strength but Li Jingshen didn't even move his face, which made Shen Zhichu even more scared.
"Have you fought enough? Have you let out enough anger?" Li Jingshen's black eyes were as dark and deep as ever, with a hint of alienation and indifference. "If you haven't let out enough anger, continue. When you have, we will go to J City Hospital. I have already made arrangements."
Li Jingshen said such cold words with great sincerity, and there was even a hint of rare affection in the depths of his eyes, which made people feel sick!
Because she was out of control of her emotions, Shen Zhichu's chest was heaving violently. She raised her hand and slapped Li Jingshen again. But that was not enough, so she started punching and kicking him, and finally she simply opened her mouth and bit his neck until it bled.
Li Jingshen stood there like a wooden stake, his brows slightly furrowed, allowing Shen Zhichu to bite him.
Shen Zhichu's strength was too weak. She was clearly the one biting Li Jingshen, but she felt unbearable pain. Tears slid down her cheeks into her mouth. She choked and felt a little nauseous.
Shen Zhichu pushed Li Jingshen away and wiped the blood from his mouth: "Li Jingshen, I hate you. If you want to take away my child, I will hate you for the rest of my life! I will never forgive you!"
Some emotions are like a table of delicious food. They are attractive at first and you don’t want to swallow them once you taste them. But once they are left for too long, even the best food will lose its original flavor. You may even get tired of it if you taste it too much. If you leave it alone, the food will start to spoil, mold and grow maggots.
Shen Zhichu had a sinister look on his face, staring at him coldly, his chest heaving and veins visible on his forehead.
Li Jingshen suddenly didn't dare to look directly at Shen Zhichu, and didn't know how to persuade her to abort the child.
It’s obviously just a “seed”, why does Shen Zhichu regard it as more important than his life?
"If you hate me enough to abort the baby, then I will. If you never forgive me, I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you."
"Li Jingshen, you are a cold-blooded animal." It is said that even a tiger will not eat its own cubs, but he forced her to abort the baby in her belly.
The taste of blood in his mouth suddenly turned bitter. Shen Zhichu pursed his lips and said, "I don't care how much time you spend making up to me. I just want you to let me go? Get out of my life completely."
"Li Jingshen, you probably haven't experienced maternal love, otherwise how could you have the heart to let a mother kill her child?"
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