Chapter 299 Live Well and Don’t Dirty My Road of Reincarnation
"Li Jingshen, are you afraid that I will suddenly disappear?"
"Are you afraid that I'll disappear without a trace?"
"Are you afraid that when I go to the hospital again, you'll receive a death certificate instead of a critical illness notice?"
"And when you see me again, I'll just be a black and white photo?"
"Li Jingshen will remember your words and live a lifetime of madness. I wish the two newlyweds a long and happy marriage and a long life together."
Li Jingshen had a very long dream. Shen Zhichu was struggling in a sea of fire. The scorching flames licked her feet. She rolled on the ground in pain and slapped the floor-to-ceiling window hard.
His ten fingers were stained with blood, and the glass windows were covered with bloodstains, which were the traces of Shen Zhichu's struggle before his death.
Li Jingshen wanted to rush over to rescue Shen Zhichu, but he couldn't even get close to her because there was a transparent barrier separating them.
In the dream, a blanket of heat blew on his face. He looked up at the sky, and the pure sky seemed to be dyed red with blood. He knelt on the ground and cried heart-wrenchingly, as if he wanted to shed all the tears in his body.
He stretched out his hand to grab Shen Zhichu, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't grab Shen Zhichu's hand. He could only watch the fire burn her whole body.
Shen Zhichu looked at him with empty eyes and a dull expression.
Li Jingshen said with tears in his eyes: "Chen Zhichu, please don't leave me, God, I only want one Shen Zhichu, she is all I have left... Please give her back to me, okay?"
In his dream, God answered him.
"Perhaps this life is the next life you prayed for in your previous life."
The person you failed to cherish, the person you have been torturing, the person you once despised, may be the person you wanted but could not get in your previous life and you silently prayed to God in your heart that you want to get in this life.
It's a pity that you got her and lost her again.
"I always thought you wouldn't leave. You have Nian Nian, you're worried about Mrs. Zhang, you've recovered your memory and remember Qin Mo, Su Miao, and your brother... I thought you wouldn't leave with so many concerns..." Li Jingshen reached out to her, tears rolling out of the corners of his eyes.
Shen Zhichu curled up in the sea of fire, his eyes falling on Li Jingshen through the glass, his eyes lifeless and without a trace of emotion.
Li Jingshen felt great pain in his heart, and he had no place to vent his sadness. At this moment, his body felt like it was being cut into pieces, and he was shaking with pain.
He could do nothing in reality, and he could do nothing in his dreams. Even hugging her became a luxury for him.
"Chen Zhichu, can you talk to me? Even if you scold me, it's okay."
Shen Zhichu raised her eyes with empty eyes and looked at him. The firelight around her was so bright, but it did not illuminate her eyes. Her dark eyes reflected Li Jingshen's embarrassed appearance.
She said softly: "The world is good, but because of you, I won't come..."
As soon as Shen Zhichu finished speaking, his body gradually became transparent, flickering in the firelight, as if it was about to disappear before his eyes.
"No!" Li Jingshen's eyes were filled with fear. He rushed over and wanted to hug her tightly, but what he hugged was just a ball of air.
He stared at Shen Zhichu in front of him. He was clearly very close, yet it seemed as if there were thousands of mountains and rivers between them.
The hand stretched in the air was trembling so much that he couldn't touch Shen Zhichu.
Shen Zhichu smiled with relief. She slowly disappeared before his eyes. How cruel.
"Chen Zhichu, don't go! I'll give you whatever you want, even if you want me to die! I beg you not to disappear in front of me, please don't!"
He tried desperately to win back Shen Zhichu, but her body became fainter and fainter, gradually merging with the fire behind her.
When he disappeared, he heard Shen Zhichu say in a hoarse voice: "Li Jingshen, you must live well. If you die, it will only pollute my reincarnation path..."
Li Jingshen woke up suddenly, all he saw was white, the smell of disinfectant floating around him, medicine hanging above his head, an IV tube connected to the back of his hand, the room was very quiet, so quiet that he could hear the sound of dripping water.
His face was wet, even the pillow was wet. Thinking of the dream he had just had, Li Jingshen suddenly propped up his upper body. The piercing pain in his stomach reminded him that this was reality.
"Mr. Li, are you awake? How do you feel? Are you feeling unwell? Would you like some water?" Zhao Qian was holding a thermos in his hand. When he saw Li Jingshen sitting up, he hurried over to support Li Jingshen.
"Mr. Li, you've been unconscious for several hours and haven't eaten. I ordered some stomach-nourishing soup. Would you like to drink some?" Li Jingshen had a mild stomach problem and would feel pain if he drank too much. His stomach was fine when he had a normal routine, but two months ago, Shen Zhichu took a bottle of pesticide and had sequelae, and his stomach pain was intermittent.
"Where is Chen Zhichu?" Li Jingshen's face turned pale. He gripped Zhao Qian's hand with such force that it seemed as if he wanted to crush his hand bones.
Zhao Qian felt a little pain, took a breath and said quickly: "Madam, in the morgue..."
Li Jingshen let go of him, got out of bed and ran out without even putting on his shoes. Zhao Qian sighed and chased after him with his shoes.
The morgue was quite secluded and difficult to find for those who didn't know the route. Li Jingshen was like a headless fly, running around everywhere. The only sound in the quiet corridor was his panting. His face was already pale, and now the daylight in the corridor shone on his face like the wall behind him.
His eyes were bloodshot, and they were wet again after crying in his dream.
"Boss Li, over here. I'll take you there. Put on your shoes first."
Li Jingshen is now like a robot with a program. His instruction is "Chen Zhichu". He does whatever Zhao Qian says. When he heard that he was going to take him to find Shen Zhichu, he quickly put on his shoes.
"Where?"
"This way." Zhao Qian walked in front, opened a door, walked through a dim corridor and came to the door of a room.
Li Jingshen looked at the tightly closed door. He raised his hand and placed it on the door handle. He pushed the heavy door open with confusion, uneasiness, and helplessness.
The cold air coming from the floor made him shiver uncontrollably. There were many beds inside, but only one was covered with a white cloth and nothing could be seen. However, Li Jingshen knew that it was Shen Zhichu.
Li Jingshen walked over, and when he reached the bedside, his already aching heart felt like a cat had crawled in and was scratching his heart with its claws.
He tasted the blood in his throat again, and his hand, which he had raised unconsciously, stopped and trembled in mid-air. Only when it became stiff and numb did he carefully lift the shroud.
As expected, Shen Zhichu was sleeping on it. The undertaker had obviously tidied her up. Her hair was no longer as messy as before, but neatly trimmed. The burns on her body were bandaged with gauze, and she had changed into clean clothes.
The undertaker could not repair the half of the face that was burned no matter how much makeup he put on, so he put on a half-face mask to cover the cheek that was burned by the fire.
Li Jingshen looked at her infatuatedly: "Chuchu, don't cover your head with a white cloth next time you sleep. You will scare me like this."
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