Chapter 485 Recovering Memory
Shen Zhichu remembered the string of candied haws he had when he was seven or eight years old, while Bai Qiujing remembered the little crybaby lying on his back, chewing the candied haws and talking.
"Big Brother said on TV that if you can't repay someone for saving your life, you should marry them. If Chuchu can't get married in the future, can you marry me?"
He thought it was funny at the time, what was this kid looking at all day long?
"You can't even find your way home, do you know what it means to be married?"
Shen Zhichu gently hooked her hands around his neck and said softly, "You are the first person who has bought me candy since I was a child. No one has ever been nice to me. They say on TV that if you want to get married, you should marry someone who treats you well."
"Then I'll think about it carefully."
"Then it's settled. When I grow up, I'll find you and marry you!"
He was carrying Shen Zhichu on his back at the time. The summer that year was not hot at all, and the wind blowing on his body was very comfortable, something that people would remember for a lifetime.
He didn't agree verbally, but he had already acquiesced in his heart. He wanted to wait until the little crybaby grew up. If she still remembered him and didn't mind being the son of a servant, he would take care of her for the rest of her life.
But he forgot her, twice.
How could he forget that person? She was the one who had been at the top of his heart since he was a child.
During the sixteen years when his memory was blank, Shen Zhichu married Li Jingshen, suffered bullying, and finally died in a fire on Christmas Day when she was 27 years old.
He knew how afraid of pain and how much she loved to cry. If she got lost and fell in the playground, she would cry for a long time. He coaxed her for a long time before she stopped crying.
How painful it was for Shen Zhichu, who had grown up, to wait for death in the fire. No one comforted him when he was in pain, and no one wiped the tears from his face, which were dried by the fire.
Nine-year-old Li Huaian likes Shen Zhichu.
Twenty-five-year-old Bai Qiu loves Chen Zhichu.
Thirty-three-year-old Bai Qiujing is deeply in love with Chen Zhichu.
Her calling him "Big Brother" made him remember it for the rest of his life. No matter how many times he lost his memory, he would always like her at first sight.
Bai Qiujing felt heartbroken. He had vowed to protect her from the beginning, but he forgot about her and let her be hurt again and again.
Watching her being taken away by Li Jingshen, watching the criminals pierce her ten fingers with steel needles, watching her fall to the ground and vomit blood...
Bai Qiujing held up his forehead and buried his face, not letting anyone see the tears on his face.
He should have remembered it earlier, he should have remembered it when he went to the orphanage to verify who Bai Qiu was.
He should have remembered it from the series of dreams he had after the car accident.
He should have remembered it the first time he saw Shen Zhichu.
But he didn't. What's funny is that he became jealous of himself, treated himself as his own substitute, and even pulled out a canine tooth.
Shen Zhichu said that she could not forget "Bai Qiu". Bai Qiu was himself. The person Shen Zhichu always remembered and liked was him.
Bai Qiujing suddenly laughed out loud, crying and laughing at the same time, and took off his hat to cover his face. If you looked closely, you could see tears hanging on his chin.
He couldn't wait to go back and see Chen Zhichu and tell her that he was Bai Qiu, also the older brother surnamed Li, the one who used candied haws to coax her and carried her home when she was a child, and the one she entrusted her life to when she was a child.
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Sitting in the front row, Chen Xiuli felt an inexplicable chill on his back. He didn't dare look back, but he couldn't help but wonder, why is Bai Qiujing Bai Qiu? Why didn't he die? Why did he become a movie star? Why did he have an untraceable background?
All these questions filled his mind and made him feel even more dizzy. Shen Xiuli pursed his lips and couldn't help but think that it would be great if Shen Zhichu was not dead.
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More than ten hours were enough time for Bai Qiujing to think about many things. He began to sort them out one by one, checking if he had any lost memories.
He was shot in the chest and fell to the ground, losing consciousness. No one knew how he got to the Bai family.
Judging from the Bai family's attitude towards him, he should be their son. It is useless to go into details about what happened here. He just wants to ask why they hypnotized his memory, made him forget Shen Zhichu, and forced him to add a memory that did not belong to him, causing him to misunderstand Shen Zhichu.
And Shen Zhichu, if she knew he was Bai Qiu, she would be happy, right? But if...
Bai Qiujing looked in the direction of Shen Xiuli. If she knew that he was the one who chopped off her brother's hand, would she be afraid of him? Dislike him? Hate him? Stay away from him?
People always like to think of the worst possible outcome. Bai Qiujing began to panic. He couldn't eat the meals prepared on the plane and was counting the time.
He took out his cell phone and looked through the chat records between him and Shen Zhichu, reading them one by one to pass the time.
Because he wanted to go back and give Shen Zhichu a surprise, Bai Qiujing didn't tell her about his flight today.
So Shen Zhichu thought he was filming, and at the end of the text message she sent, she asked him to pay more attention to rest and film well.
My phone was in airplane mode, so texting myself was impossible.
He and Shen Zhichu chatted via text messages every day, but he finished reading this one so quickly.
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