Chapter 499 Li Jingshen, you can’t let me die in vain
Zhao Qian got the takeaway and stood there motionless, his eyes flicking towards Shen Zhichu.
Shen Zhichu couldn't ignore it even if he wanted to: "What's the matter?"
Zhao Qian paused, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Miss Shen, can you go see Mr. Li? He's awake now."
When Li Jingshen was unconscious, Shen Zhichu looked at him several times at the door, but after knowing that he woke up, he never went there again.
Zhao Qian has been with Li Jingshen for too long. Before Li Jingshen loved Shen Zhichu, he often said that Shen Zhichu had a rebellious nature and the more he forced her to do something, the more she resisted.
Zhao Qian was very afraid that his mention of this would make Shen Zhichu feel annoyed.
"Boss Li, no matter what...I took that bullet for you."
Shen Zhichu's eyebrows twitched: "Okay, I'll go with you to see him."
Zhao Qian couldn't hide his happiness on his face, but he didn't dare to say anything more, for fear of offending Shen Zhichu and then not going.
People tend to become sleepy when they are sick. When Chen Zhichu left, Li Jingshen was resting with his eyes closed and his hands outside.
Logically speaking, Li Jingshen should be very tall at 1.88 meters, but when he was lying on the hospital bed, the hospital gown on his body seemed loose.
Zhao Qian stopped at the door and left space to Shen Zhichu.
Shen Zhichu walked closer step by step and looked at Li Jingshen's chest. The collar of his loose hospital gown was slightly large, revealing a small part of his chest.
There was a large burn there, which looked like it was branded by something. Through the scar, one could vaguely see the word "Chu" (first character), which occupied the entire piece of heart flesh.
Shen Zhichu should have hated Li Jingshen, but as time went by, all the resentment and unwillingness disappeared with the sound of the gunshot.
But this is not called forgiveness, it is just a compromise with time. Forget it... It is impossible for people to live in hatred all their lives. Just like Bai Qiujing said, if people keep hating, their hearts will be very tired.
She and Li Jingshen were not the same kind of people. Their fate had ended and they could only go their separate ways.
As if he had noticed that there was another person in the ward, Li Jingshen called out without even raising his eyes, "Zhao Qian, bring me some water."
Shen Zhichu looked at the water cup on the cabinet. The water inside was already cold. She poured boiling water into it to neutralize the temperature so that people could drink it.
"Can you hold it up?"
Hearing the voice, Li Jingshen immediately opened his eyes. He had never thought that one day Chen Zhichu would appear in front of him to bring him water and feed him. This was just like a scene in a dream.
No... Even in the dream, there was no such scene. In his dream, Shen Zhichu looked at him with resentment, and he couldn't even hug her once in his dream.
Shen Zhichu inserted a straw, went over, slightly held Li Jingshen's head, and fed him water.
Li Jingshen opened his mouth blankly, and only after tasting the water did he realize that he was not dreaming.
Sick people tend to have dry mouths. When drinking water, he raised his eyes and stared at Shen Zhichu without blinking, then gulped down the water with his mouth open until he finished the whole cup.
Shen Zhichu stopped and asked, "Do you want more?"
Li Jingshen shook his head and watched Shen Zhichu turn around and put down the water cup. He thought he was going to leave and quickly reached out to grab her sleeve. This action was completely subconscious and full of panic and confusion.
After Shen Zhichu put down the cup, he looked at Li Jingshen indifferently: "What's wrong?"
She pulled her hand away, but Li Jingshen's hand didn't have much strength, so she easily broke free.
"Why are you here?" When people lose their sense of security, they always want to hold something in their hands. As soon as Shen Zhichu opened his eyes, his hands were resting on the edge of the bed, empty and chattering, and even his heart felt empty.
"Zhao Qian let me see you. After all, you were injured to block the bullet for me." Shen Zhichu moved a chair aside and sat down in the back, looking at the medical equipment in the ward.
The nurse said that Li Jingshen was out of danger and was no longer in critical condition. He would recover in two or three months.
But why did she feel that the medical equipment in this room didn't look like anything special? And there were oxygen tubes.
"Is that so..." It's impossible to say that I didn't feel disappointed. I thought Shen Zhichu came here voluntarily, but I didn't expect it was Zhao Qian who reminded me.
She probably wasn't very willing to come see him this time, and she agreed reluctantly only because of human morality.
After all... he saved Bai Qiujing.
"Why did you rush out to block the bullet?"
"I didn't think much about it at the time..." He didn't want to say it because he was afraid that something might happen to Bai Qiujing and it would make her sad.
"Can you forgive me now?"
Forgive? Actually, it’s not the same as forgiveness. For her, the past is the past. She has let it go.
"So what if I forgive you?"
"Can you stay with me?" Li Jingshen asked cautiously, with a faint glint in his dark eyes, like a candle swaying in the wind.
"Li Jingshen." Shen Zhichu said softly, "There are too many lives between us... In my previous life, I had two hands and a pair of legs. I ended my life in the most painful way. You can't let me repeat the same mistake and die in vain, right?"
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