Chapter 518 Shen Zhichu Gets Married
Shen Zhichu had said that she would not give Li Jingshen any chance to interfere.
She had been entangled with Li Jingshen for nine years, and she paid the price with her death, and she didn't want to die again.
Death is so painful. Even now, Shen Zhichu still remembers the heart-wrenching pain when the fire burned her body.
But if she were to return to the situation in her previous life, she would still choose to "commit suicide"
Compared to the pain of death, being "imprisoned" by Li Jingshen is extremely painful and worse than death.
Everyone thought she had let go of the past, but only Shen Zhichu herself knew that a shadow is a shadow, just like a scar that will never heal. It will not scab and will always be excruciatingly painful.
For someone like her who has died once, the thing she fears most is repeating the same mistake.
Shen Zhichu had long wanted to take out his household registration booklet and marry Bai Qiujing, but Bai Qiujing had been ill and hospitalized for recuperation, which delayed him for a long time. After he had finally recovered, something bad happened to the Bai family at this critical juncture.
"If you really want to propose, you can do it now. I don't need a rose or diamond ring, nor do I need a grand ceremony to be seen and admired by others. As long as you are in front of me and ask a simple question, I will answer you."
The two were still in the car with the door open. The wind outside was very cold and blew on their faces, but Bai Qiujing's face was red with heat. He jumped out of the car without saying a word, knelt on one knee, and the light in his eyes flickered.
"Chu Chu, will you marry me? Even if the Bai family goes bankrupt and I have nothing."
"What does it matter if you go bankrupt and have nothing? I like you. I liked you even when you were a little fool in an orphanage. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't like you even if the Bai family hadn't gone bankrupt and inherited billions of assets. Bai Qiujing, have you heard the words you said to the priest at the wedding? No matter rich or poor, no matter healthy or sick, no matter the ups and downs of life, or rich or poor, I will never leave you." Shen Zhichu finished speaking word by word, she got out of the car and walked towards Bai Qiujing. She lowered her head and looked at Bai Qiujing's raised hand, but didn't immediately take it but asked again.
"The Bai family fell into a financial crisis because of me. Li Jingshen once told me that as long as you give up on me, the Bai family will return to its original state. Are you willing?"
"You can earn money again if you lose it, but there is only one you in this world." Bai Qiujing did not hesitate at all, he took the initiative to grab Shen Zhichu's hand.
"Then marry me. After we get the marriage certificate today, we will be a couple protected by the law."
She wanted to be selfish for once. In her previous life, he always gave without giving anything away, and she never had the chance to possess anything.
She will hold Bai Qiujing's hand tightly in this life, even if she becomes penniless, as long as he is by her side, it will be fine.
It was almost time to get off work, and the Civil Affairs Hall was very deserted. I looked inside and saw only staff members.
They were indeed the last couple to log in today.
The staff gave them a marriage application form, and both of them signed and filled it out at the same speed and frequency, raising and lowering the pen at the same time.
The two looked at each other, and Bai Qiujing smiled at her sideways, with a canine tooth revealed at the corner of his mouth, just like when they first met.
Twenty minutes later, the two walked out of the hall. Shen Zhichu stared at the small red notebook in his hand, his bright eyes unblinking.
They got married just like that. Shen Zhichu was a little dazed, as if he was in a dream, and it felt a little unreal.
She looked up at Bai Qiujing beside her, only to see the man flipping open the marriage certificate and looking carefully at their wedding photo on it. He rubbed the outline of the photo carefully with his fingertips, looking so cautious, as if he was handling a priceless treasure.
This moment is worth it.
From this moment on, she and Bai Qiujing officially became husband and wife, and had the closest relationship with each other.
Sensing Shen Zhichu's fiery gaze, Bai Qiujing turned his head to look at her, and asked with red eyes, "What's wrong?"
“I just feel it’s too difficult.”
Time is silent, but it can always give people the most complete answer. Watching Bai Qiujing carefully put the marriage certificate into his pocket and cover it with his hand, Shen Zhichu suddenly felt that the light thing in his hand suddenly became heavy.
This was not her first time in such a place. Nine years ago, she and Li Jingshen signed a marriage agreement and hurriedly obtained a marriage certificate.
She still remembered that it was raining heavily that day and there were not many people in the Civil Affairs Bureau. Those who came were not there to get married but to get divorced, and the whole hall was noisy.
It was in that environment that Shen Zhichu and Li Jingshen took their wedding photos and obtained their marriage certificate.
After going out, Li Jingshen casually threw the marriage certificate into the mud puddle on the side of the road, as if he was throwing away a piece of garbage.
At that time, Xia Mingyue was still recuperating in the hospital. After getting the marriage certificate, Li Jingshen hurriedly drove back to the hospital, and she stood behind him and kept looking at his figure.
I watched him get into the car, which drove farther and farther away until his shadow disappeared from view.
She still remembers that the weather was 12 degrees Celsius that day, it was raining heavily and the wind was cold. She stood in the heavy rain and reached out to pick up the marriage certificate from the mud. After wiping off the dirt with her clean sleeve, she carefully put it in her pocket.
Are you willing? Of course not, and even a little regretful. Later, Shen Zhichu always comforted himself.
One day, Li Jingshen will understand how good she is and who loves him the most.
She was also waiting... waiting for him to change his mind, waiting for him... to regret.
Keren can't stand loneliness and pain the most, and she is so afraid of pain.
Later, Shen Zhichu thought again that when she was tired one day, if someone reached out to her before Li Jingshen treated her well, she would give up him and find someone who loved her.
Unfortunately... she didn't wait for Li Jingshen to change his mind, nor did she wait for someone to reach out and help her up, because she got stomach cancer.
Her marriage certificate with Li Jingshen had been soaked in mud. Even though she had wiped the outer layer clean, the inside was still dirty no matter what she did, and it could never be restored to its original state.
Li Jingshen casually bought a thirty-yuan ring on the street. She wore it for four years until it finally became loose and fell off her finger. She never put it back on.
——Emotions are like this too.
Shen Zhichu likes the phrase "putting oneself in someone else's shoes". Some people treat her well, some people treat her badly. I will treat her well, and it depends on whether you are worthy of me.
Is Li Jingshen suitable?
She changed her body, and this body covered up all her past sufferings. Unfortunately, the body can be changed, but the memory cannot.
Bai Qiujing grabbed her wrist and responded, "Yeah, it wasn't easy. It took me so long to catch you."
"We still have a long way to go, and I just hope we can keep going like this until the end."
On this day, Shen Zhichu suddenly felt fortunate that God had given her a chance to start over and let her meet Bai Qiujing, allowing her to taste the feeling of being loved from beginning to end.
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In a villa located in the city center, the living room was in a mess at this time, with coffee tables, tables and chairs, flower pots, decorative ornaments... all lying on the ground.
Li Jingshen lay on the sofa, his face pale and coughing muffledly. It was obvious that his lungs were rotten, but his heart ached so much that it almost made him ignore the pain in his lungs, which could not be relieved even after taking medicine.
After learning from his subordinates that Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing had gone to the Civil Affairs Bureau, Li Jingshen went crazy.
He was like a madman out of control, picking up things and throwing them on the ground. Zhao Qian tried to stop him, but he failed and was almost beaten.
Li Jingshen roared, "Chen Zhichu is married to someone!"
When Li Jingshen thought about how Chen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get their marriage certificate so quickly, he felt that the oxygen in his chest was getting tighter and tighter, making it hard for him to breathe.
He kicked the coffee table far away, but still not satisfied, he grabbed a chair and smashed it against the wall, breaking the flower pots and smashing the ornaments in the room.
His eye sockets were red and bloodshot, and the pain in his chest spread through the blood to every corner of his body, even his temples were throbbing with pain.
His hands were numb from the shock and he had no strength left, but he still felt a surge of anger in his body, as if his body was nailed by dense nails, but he was helpless and couldn't help himself at all.
"Ahem...why didn't you stop her and Bai Qiujing...ahem..."
Zhao Qian saw him slumped on the sofa coughing. After he gradually calmed down, he walked behind him, paused and persuaded him, "Boss Li, stop it. Those who want to stay can be stopped naturally, but those who can't stay can't be stopped no matter what."
Hearing this, Li Jingshen clenched his hands.
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