Chapter 538: There is no chance that you, Mr. Li, will be dumped
Not eating, being hungry often and having irregular diet will cause stomach problems. Chen Zhichu has had this and has also suffered from stomach cancer.
Li Jingshen was now saying that he was afraid that she would feel pain, that she would feel uncomfortable, and that she would have a stomachache like before, but he forgot that he was the one who made her feel the most pain and discomfort.
The perpetrators probably don't even think of themselves as perpetrators.
Li Jingshen is as his name suggests, he is more and more fierce. He can make you uncomfortable and even more uncomfortable.
The conversation went around in circles and returned to the starting point. Li Jingshen knew that if this continued, Shen Zhichu would quarrel with him.
It’s better for Shen Zhichu to eat something than not to eat at all. Li Jingshen was silent for a while and then changed the subject: “If you don’t want to eat, then don’t eat. Don’t get angry and hurt your body.”
"You also know that anger can damage your body? You've done many things that made me so angry that I vomit blood." Chen Zhichu threw the bowl and stood up, his eyes red with anger.
"Li Jingshen, you really don't care about me at all. The reason you're tying me up like this is nothing but your pride. In your life, Mr. Li, you can only dump others, how can you be dumped by others? Now seeing the toy you used to kill living happily with another man, don't you feel very unbalanced?" She didn't want to get angry, but when people are on the edge, they can't control themselves. Like a trapped beast in a desperate situation, they can only rage helplessly.
Li Jingshen didn't say anything. He sat there quietly, listening to Shen Zhichu's words, and the chopsticks in his hand trembled a little.
He held the chopsticks with his right hand, but for some reason his left hand hurt so much that the scar on his palm, which had long since healed, seemed to be torn open.
The three most obvious lines on the palm are the money line, the love line, the career line, and the life line. Shen Zhichu's knife hit the palm right in the middle, cutting off all three lines.
Those who push it away with their own hands have no right to regret it.
Chen Zhichu lowered his eyes. "Li Jingshen, you always do things that leave me baffled. What are you trying to do? Are you really doing this for my own good? To prove that you're right? Or are you trying to make others as bad as you are so you can feel at peace with the past?"
When people are in desperate situations, they always compare themselves with those who are worse off than them, as if they would have no regrets if they died.
Li Jingshen still didn't say anything.
Seeing his wooden look, Shen Zhichu smiled self-deprecatingly, then turned and walked towards the living room. Sitting on the sofa, she used to take out her phone to check her text messages. When she took it out and saw that there was no internet connection, she remembered that she had turned off the internet.
I used to think that time waits for no one and passes quickly, but now I feel that every minute and every second is torture.
Li Jingshen ate the remaining food on the table mouthful by mouthful with blood in his mouth. He didn't know how to cook before and he hated the smell of cooking fumes in the kitchen.
He usually eats out at restaurants or has the food delivered to his door.
Later on, it was too troublesome and they simply hired a chef, but in fact, the chef had not cooked as many times as Chen Zhichu.
No matter how delicious the food in a restaurant is, you will get tired of it if you eat it too much. Only the food cooked by family may be bland, but you will never get tired of it. Even if you can’t eat it anymore, you will still miss it.
He really wanted to eat the food cooked by Shen Zhichu again.
In the past, Shen Zhichu cooked for him for four years, and he disdained it and never ate it once, but now the food she cooked has become a luxury that he can never taste again.
After Shen Zhichu's death, he became seriously mentally ill for a period of time and went crazy. He asked chefs from all over the country to cook for him, hoping to imitate Shen Zhichu's cooking skills.
He searched all over J City but couldn't find it. Later, he went to Rongcheng and thought of the wonton shop near Rongda University that Shen Zhichu often mentioned.
As soon as he tasted the flavor, he knew it was what Shen Zhichu liked to eat.
The proprietress had only seen Li Jingshen in photos on the Internet.
When Shen Zhichu and Li Jingshen got married, Shen Zhichu was the only one who was happy. She was so happy that she wanted to tell the whole world that she married the person she loved.
But she knew in her heart that Li Jingshen didn't like her, and the fuss over the wedding would only make Li Jingshen dislike her even more.
The day before the wedding, she took Li Jingshen's photo to the wonton shop and ordered a bowl of hot wontons. Like a girl who had just fallen in love, she was full of longing for the future. She happily pointed at Li Jingshen in the photo and said to the proprietress.
"Aunt Yang, I'm getting married, and I'll be with him forever."
Maybe Shen Zhichu didn't know at that time that life would be so short. Just four years consumed all her enthusiasm. Even the hottest water will cool down after a while, not to mention that human hearts cannot withstand the test.
A piece of stone will become flat if it is ground for a long time, and the human heart is made of flesh and will rot if it is ground.
Maybe that "lifetime" is the previous life, or maybe it is the next life, but it definitely cannot be this life.
Shen Zhichu received many blessings for her wedding, and the boss lady also wished her a happy wedding, but she was not happy at all on her wedding day. Li Jingshen treated her like an inflatable doll, throwing her away after use, and not even fulfilling her husband and wife obligations.
At that time, no one knew that Shen Zhichu would one day die at the hands of the man she had always believed would bring her happiness. The once joyful Shen Zhichu eventually turned into a handful of ashes. After many twists and turns, she was no longer the same person she was before.
Later, Li Jingshen often went to the wonton shop to eat. The proprietress would enthusiastically ask whatever he asked. Later, the proprietress recognized Li Jingshen and told her a lot about Chen Zhichu.
Everyone knew that Shen Zhichu liked him, but no one knew that he treated Shen Zhichu badly except those who cared about Shen Zhichu.
The wontons there were what Shen Zhichu liked to eat. Li Jingshen wanted to learn how to make them, but the proprietress refused to teach him. She got really annoyed by his pestering and just gave him an address and asked him to become her apprentice and learn on his own.
The address that the proprietress gave was the one where Shen Zhichu had learned cooking. However, the master chef had retired and no longer taught anyone. Li Jingshen searched for a long time and knelt down at the door. He knelt for nearly an hour until his legs became numb. Finally, the master chef agreed to teach him how to cook.
As they are from the same school, the dishes he cooks are very similar to those made by Shen Zhichu.
During the three years since Shen Zhichu's death, Li Jingshen suffered from schizophrenia, as if his soul was split into two.
He looked for so many chefs but couldn't find one who could make the dishes taste like Shen Zhichu's. In the end, he learned it himself. Whenever he ate the dishes, he always felt that Shen Zhichu was still by his side.
Li Jingshen ate the food bite by bite, and even if he couldn't eat anymore, he would swallow it again. Finally, after finishing the table full of dishes, he got up, cleaned up the dishes and went into the kitchen.
Hearing the sound of washing water coming from the kitchen, Shen Zhichu turned around and looked over.
She remembered that Li Jingshen was a mysophobe. Not only did he cook, he even went into the kitchen to wash dishes.
Li Jingshen washed the dishes and came out, looking at his phone and flipping through the days.
"How are you going to spend Christmas this year?" After asking this question, he clearly saw the light in Shen Zhichu's eyes dim.
"If you hadn't intervened, I would have spent that day with Bai Qiujing." She had already made an appointment with him to prepare a huge Christmas tree that day and have a good Christmas. She even thought about what Christmas gifts to give, but now everything was disrupted by Li Jingshen.
There is still more than a month until Christmas and it is getting colder these days.
In fact, Li Jingshen didn't want to celebrate Christmas at all. For others, Christmas was a Western holiday and a good time for couples to date, but for Li Jingshen, Christmas was not a good thing. It only reminded him of the Christmas day five years ago when he and Xia Mingyue got engaged and Shen Zhichu died tragically in a fire. Christmas was Shen Zhichu's memorial day.
Qin Mo's words.
——Li Jingshen, remember that every year is her memorial day.
He really remembers it very clearly, remembers it every day, and can't forget it.
"Don't you like seeing snow? How about I take you to the north to see the snow? We can also build snowmen and have snowball fights. If you're afraid of the cold, there are hot springs for you to soak in."
Shen Zhichu pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.
Li Jingshen stood aside and talked to himself, then continued, "If you don't want to see the snow, we can go on vacation to the beach. It's warm there, and you don't need to wear a heavy down jacket when you go out. I remember you also like to see the sea. You once told me that if you get married and have a honeymoon, you want to go to an island."
Shen Zhichu always said that he didn't care about her. Zhao Qian also said that he cared about Xia Mingyue. When Xia Mingyue was unwell, he would drag Shen Zhichu to the hospital to have blood drawn at the slightest sign of trouble, but he was indifferent when Shen Zhichu vomited blood in front of him.
Is it really because you don’t love me that you choose to ignore me?
But he clearly remembered that Shen Zhichu knew what she liked and hated with just a glance and a smile, and that she was afraid of cold and pain. He would remember her casual words about liking to watch the snow and go on vacation to the beach for the rest of his life.
(P.S. I was really sleepy and confused yesterday, and I hurriedly submitted a chapter and found many typos. Then I made some changes and couldn't upload a new one, so I would like to trouble you to give me feedback on the typos. I will also use a small account to give feedback, but the more I do, the faster the feedback will be.)
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