Chapter 540 Why do you always side with Bai Qiujing?
In his memory, Shen Zhichu valued family affection very much. For Shen Xiuli, she was trapped by his side and was willing to do anything.
Shen Zhichu hates people with violent tendencies, but Bai Qiujing cut off her own brother's hand. Does she really not care that Shen Xiuli becomes a cripple?
After Li Jingshen finished speaking, he wanted to find some reaction from Shen Zhichu's face. He looked at her for a long time. Shen Zhichu's face was very calm, and even her brows that had been slightly furrowed just now relaxed. Her eyes were like a mirror, reflecting his ugly appearance clearly. Even he himself could not bear to look at it. Being stared at by Shen Zhichu, he took two steps back involuntarily.
Shen Zhichu glanced at him, chuckled softly, and said sarcastically: "Why are his hands stained with blood, why do he beat people, don't you know better? I was taken away from you by mistake since I was a child to be a bodyguard in your house and become your thug."
"You said his methods were bloody, but he saved you, one life for another. He was a fool for fifteen years, and he saved me. Bai Qiujing is cruel to outsiders, but he has never hurt me. On the contrary, you... Compare yourself, who is really violent?"
In her heart, Bai Qiujing is still the Bai Qiujing who would blush when looking at her, and move his ears when he is shy; the Bai Qiujing who approaches her cautiously, stands behind her to protect her, and will not leave her even if she never looks back; the Bai Qiujing who uses candied haws to soothe her from crying, and carries her home on his back; the Bai Qiujing who will fall in love with her at first sight no matter what she becomes; the Bai Qiujing who is the first to comfort her not to be sad when she is hurt.
Bai Qiujing is so good to her, how could she deny Li Jingshen just because of a few words from him?
Shen Zhichu's words left Li Jingshen speechless. It was indeed true. Bai Qiujing beat people up because of the Li family, and the blood on his hands was because they had planned to train him to be the Li family's bodyguard from the beginning.
If Bai Qiujing had not been taken away by mistake, he should have lived a happy life instead of staying in an orphanage for fifteen years and becoming a fool in a daze.
Even if he became a fool, all he wanted was to protect Shen Zhichu.
His love is not as obscure and evasive as Li Jingshen's. His liking for Shen Zhichu is so obvious and passionate that it is a preference that everyone can see.
Li Jingshen was unwilling to admit that Bai Qiujing's affection for Shen Zhichu was deeper than his. He lowered his eyelids, his thick eyelashes blocking his eyes. After a long silence, he smiled faintly: "Bai Qiujing has poured a spell on you, right? Why do you always side with him in everything?"
"Do you know the expression 'putting oneself in someone else's shoes'? I know exactly who treats me well and who treats me badly. Whether good or bad, I will consider whether you are worthy of me."
Is Li Jingshen worthy of her? She has been a venting doll for so many years, and she has had enough of him. She still wants her to treat him and Bai Qiujing equally. Where does she get the nerve?
This small villa in District C of Bancheng is not very big. It is her wedding house. She followed the progress of the decoration step by step back then, and the time and energy she put in was no less than that of collaborating on a large project worth hundreds of millions.
But what did she get?
Being pressed against a sofa and raped? Being locked in a bedroom for four days, surviving by drinking tap water and chewing toilet paper? Or being handcuffed and dropped onto a balcony, kneeling on broken glass, or being thrown directly from the second floor, killing a child?
Some things are not a question of whether to care about them or not, and she doesn't want to think about them, but Li Jingshen's approach always makes her think of the past, in which there is no happiness at all. She was about to let go of her hatred, but Li Jingshen forced her to pick it up again.
A person should not hold hatred all the time, it will make people tired.
Shen Zhichu felt extremely tired now. She just wanted to find a quiet place to stay. She and Li Jingshen would not ask each other questions, as long as he stopped hurting the Bai family.
Li Jingshen opened his mouth but said nothing in the end. He knew that Shen Zhichu was not happy to see him, but the only meaning of his life now was to see her more.
"I will prove to you that everything I did was right." Li Jingshen's face, which was always cold and expressionless, was now ashen. He didn't know if it was because the sky was too dark, but he stood in front of the window. The darkness in his eyes was not much brighter than the sky outside. He looked lonely and had nothing.
Seeing that he was still stubborn and comparing himself to Bai Qiujing, Shen Zhichu sneered, "What you call right is using your unscrupulous means to force people to lose their families and become deserted by their relatives?"
The two of them were quite far apart, with a coffee table, decorative cabinet and chair between them. They stared at each other, and the atmosphere was so tense that it made their scalps numb.
Li Jingshen had heard such words many times, from different people. Shen Zhichu said it a long time ago, Zhao Qian said it, Lu Tingchuan said it, and even Zhang Sao, the maid who had worked in his house for less than a year, said it.
There are even more unpleasant words than this.
Heartless, unscrupulous, heartless, beastly, vicious, etc., no matter how bad the words are, they will not matter if you hear them too many times.
He thought he had gotten used to it over the years. After all, it was retribution and the pain was numb. But for some reason, every time Shen Zhichu said it, it would make his already numb heart hurt even more.
"Then tell me what to do? Will you still use fair and honest means in front of me now?" Li Jingshen asked with bloodshot eyes.
The answer is no, Shen Zhichu will not stay with him at any cost.
Shen Zhichu's mood miraculously calmed down. Li Jingshen was like a vampire. Once he bit someone, he would bite the deepest and would not stop until bleeding.
He wanted her to stay by his side until his last moment of death, wanted Bai Qiujing to give up when faced with difficulties, and wanted to force the Bai family to become like the Qin family of the past.
Shen Zhichu returned to her room, tossed and turned in the bedroom with the light on, unable to sleep. She glanced at her phone from time to time. Although she had blocked the signal of her phone, she still couldn't help but read the text messages.
She has been using this phone for more than two years. It has a large memory and nothing has been deleted from it. It even contains the text messages Bai Qiujing sent her two years ago.
She clicked on it and looked at the emoticons he sent, saying good night to her every day, without fail. As she looked at them, her nose felt sore and tears rolled down her eyes, disappearing silently into her temples.
On the other side, Bai Qiujing, who was drugged by Chen Zhichu, felt sleepy all day long and couldn't concentrate. He wanted to drink coffee to concentrate, but after drinking a cup of coffee, the feeling of wanting to sleep but not being able to sleep was like a balloon trying to support his brain, and his head was splitting with pain, as if it would explode at any time.
He rubbed his forehead, thinking of what Shen Zhichu said when he sent him out this morning.
"Take good care of yourself, don't get too tired, and sleep when you want."
He had promised Shen Zhichu to take good care of himself, not to get tired, and to sleep whenever he wanted, but there were still many documents in front of him that had not been processed or signed.
The assistant walked in and was shocked to see Bai Qiujing's pale face and sweat on his forehead.
He was fine just now, why is his face so pale now?
"Boss Bai, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? How about... I take you to the hospital?"
"No, I just need to sleep for a while." Maybe I'll feel better after waking up from a good sleep.
The assistant couldn't force him to go to the hospital. There was a separate rest area in the office. Not only could he sleep, but he could even take a shower and stay there for a long time.
However, the assistant was still worried. He watched Bai Qiujing stagger to his feet, take two steps, then suddenly lean over, cover his stomach and vomit.
"Mr. Bai." The assistant called out hurriedly and rushed over to support Bai Qiujing to prevent him from falling on the vomit he had just vomited out.
He didn't eat properly today. He ate Chen Zhichu's breakfast. The assistant ordered lunch for him, but he was not in good spirits. He put down his chopsticks after eating two bites. At most, he drank a bowl of soup. Then he drank a lot of coffee in the afternoon. He couldn't bear it anymore, so he vomited, and all he vomited was water with a coffee brown color.
My stomach felt better after vomiting, but I felt weak and powerless.
The assistant helped and pulled the man to sit on the chair. He saw Bai Qiujing gasping for breath with his eyes closed, like a fish out of water.
The assistant made a quick decision: "No, I have to take you to the hospital. If you don't get checked, you'll be in trouble."
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