Chapter 594: Li Jingshen Shen Zhichu
"If there is another life, we will part ways and live happily ever after."
"From now on, we will never see each other again, and we will be in peace every year."
Li Jingshen's mind was full of this sentence. The dried blood and tear marks on the yellowed diary were vivid in his mind.
Shen Zhichu chose between reincarnation and disappearance, which was the choice given to her by the gods.
Li Jingshen chose to be reborn. He always thought that if he could go back to the beginning, maybe he could change something.
Thus, he was reborn in the year when his parents died unexpectedly when he was seven years old.
He could have changed a lot of things, such as his parents' death, or he could have met Shen Zhichu earlier.
But what he didn't expect was that Shen Zhichu would never come to the human world again in this life. Was it because of him? Or for her family? Or because she didn't want to repeat the same mistakes?
Words like reconciliation and mending a broken mirror always seem so beautiful, but reality taught him that even if he returned to the starting point, the mirror would still shatter, and there was no such thing as reconciliation.
So, why does he think that as long as everything goes back to the starting point, she will be there?
Li Jingshen's lips were bleeding after being bitten. Mother Li opened his mouth to check: "What happened?"
The car window was open, and the summer breeze slowly blew in with a hint of coolness. He couldn't help but shiver.
He has the company of the warm winter sun and the cool summer breeze. He can feel the joy, anger, sorrow and happiness of the world, but Shen Zhichu will never feel it in this life.
Even in the ordinary days of day and night, there is one less person watching in this world.
In his previous life, he sat in that rocking chair, feeling the warm sun and breeze, watching the shadow on the ground disappear and the ring in his hand fall. He really thought he had let it go.
People are always greedy, greedy for things they don't have. Even if God gave him a chance in this life to let him keep his parents, he still couldn't help but be greedy for Shen Zhichu's departure.
He even fantasized about meeting Shen Zhichu in advance, how ridiculous...
The tears on his face had been blown dry. Li Jingshen blinked his sore eyes, held his mother's hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm fine..."
Mother Li was really scared when she heard Li Jingshen say that his heart hurt, and now she didn't feel relieved when she heard him say that he was fine.
Li's father also said: "Let's go to the hospital for a check-up."
"Mom and Dad, I'm really fine. Don't worry about me." Looking at his mother's worried eyes, he reached out and hugged her. He still had his parents.
"You kid." Mother Li was a little unaccustomed to her son's sudden obedience and clinging. However, she still ruffled his hair and asked, "Can you tell me why you walked so far? Why did you go to the Shen family and then to the amusement park?"
Li Jingshen simply said: "Everything is over."
Seeing that he didn't want to talk more, Li's mother didn't ask any more questions and went to the hospital for a check-up. Everything was fine, except that he had a slight fever on his forehead.
Li Jingshen fell asleep as soon as he returned to the hotel. Li's mother stayed by his side the whole time. It was unknown what kind of nightmare she had, but tears welled up in her eyes... It was heartbreaking to see.
After a night's sleep, Li Jingshen woke up as if nothing had happened. He had memories of his past life and knew what happened to his parents. He remembered the day of the accident particularly clearly.
There was a car accident on the way back to J City from Chengdu, and it was raining heavily that day.
After finishing his work in Rongcheng, Li's father decided to take his family back home.
"Dad, wait two more days before going back. I want to play for a few more days."
"What do you want to play?" This was the first time his son asked him if he wanted to play. He had nothing to do recently after finishing work, so if the child wanted to play, he would wait for him to play.
Li Jingshen named half of the places in Rongcheng in one breath, and Li's father realized that there were so many places to visit in Rongcheng.
Li Jingshen used the travel book as an excuse.
We stayed in Chengdu for another week. There was a heavy rain and the weather became foggy. It was time to go back.
The time of the accident in the previous life has been avoided, so will it happen again?
Li Jingshen was not sure either. Maybe things could be changed or maybe nothing could be changed. But with him around, even the unchangeable things had to be changed, even if it cost him his life.
Isn’t this also what Shen Zhichu did for her family?
On the way back, the driver was driving, just like in his previous life. The three of them were sitting in the back, and when the car accident happened, his parents protected him under them.
This time, Li Jingshen asked to sit in the passenger seat.
The weather forecast showed that it would be sunny, but it started to rain halfway through the journey. Such a cloudy sky is always full of danger.
The car was driving steadily on the road. The rain was getting heavier and heavier. The scene in his memory was becoming more and more familiar. Li Jingshen subconsciously held his breath and focused all his attention on the front.
In the background, the sound of his parents talking was heard. The atmosphere was warm. Suddenly, Li's mother asked, "A Shen, do you still remember what your dream is?"
Li Jingshen shook his head: "I don't know."
He answered that he didn't know instead of "he didn't remember", but it was almost the same idea. He also wanted to recall his past dreams, but he couldn't remember them after trying for a long time.
That dream was thrown away when he was chasing fame and fortune, disappeared in the torrent of time, and slowly faded away in this money-oriented world. Who can truly find that pure and passionate feeling of dreaming?
Mother Li smiled and said, "Your dream is to become a doctor."
Was his childhood dream to be a doctor? It's funny to think about it. His dream was to be a doctor, but when he grew up, he didn't even know if Shen Zhichu was sick. He thought she was faking it when she had stomach cancer. When she had a miscarriage and the doctor said it was difficult to get pregnant, he arrogantly said that as long as he wanted Shen Zhichu, she had to get pregnant.
His dream was to become a doctor, and he died of lung cancer due to long-term smoking.
Isn’t it ridiculous?
Li Jingshen laughed out loud, but tears fell.
The car suddenly skidded at a sharp turn on a mountain road.
It was at this place that Li Jingshen's eyes turned cold.
A truck came rushing towards them on the road ahead, and the driver was startled. Li Jingshen had already unbuckled his seat belt and stood up to grab the steering wheel.
"Step on the gas, don't stop, Mom and Dad, squat down!"
With a roar from Li Jingshen, the driver subconsciously stepped on the accelerator. Li Jingshen changed his route and turned the steering wheel, crashing hard into a big tree on the side of the road. The trunk was broken and collapsed with a loud bang, hitting the roof of the car.
The entire car was hit so badly that its original shape could no longer be seen. The airbag popped out, and Li Jingshen was knocked to the side, and the back of his head hit the car door, causing a burning pain.
The scene in front of him was stained red with blood, and the "nightmare" of his previous life seemed to have returned to the present. His nose was filled with the smell of blood, blurring his five senses, and he gradually fell into darkness.
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Li Jingshen had a long dream, dreaming about his past and present lives. Someone in a red dress walked towards him. He tried hard to see her face clearly but couldn't.
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