Chapter 595 Li Jingshen Shen Zhichu
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Li Jingshen had a very long dream.
He dreamed that the woman married him, cooked for him for four years, and took care of his daily life, and he gave her a ring worth only 30 yuan and a marriage certificate.
She had her blood drawn no less than fifty times over four years. Why was she asked to do so? Wouldn't she die if she lost so much blood?
In his dream, he saw that he was not nice to that woman at all. He wanted to rush over to stop "himself" but he couldn't stop himself.
He saw the woman bleeding all over, saw the critical illness notice she had entered the hospital and asked him to sign, watched her kneel in the rain, saw the undigested paper scraps washed out of her stomach, saw the dead baby dissected out of her belly, the broken leg, the hundreds of wounds on her body, the cracked nails...
"Don't do this to her, please."
The "self" in the dream could not hear anything, and acted as he pleased in a paranoid manner. A series of crimes happened before his eyes, and finally the woman died in the fire.
"God, if it means I can give her happiness for the rest of her life, I will be willing to spend my whole life seeking it."
Later he saw her walking towards her final destination in a red wedding dress, and finally they had two children. There was no better outcome than this.
What was the woman's name? What was her name? What was it? He couldn't seem to remember...
A suffocating feeling came from his chest. Li Jingshen opened his eyes suddenly, and saw a sea of white. The air was filled with the smell of disinfectant.
"Son, you're awake... You're finally awake... Look at your mother."
Having just woken up and unable to utter a single sound, Li Jingshen opened his mouth and silently called out, "Mom."
His head was aching, and he wanted to hold his head, but someone stopped him: "Don't move, you have a head injury."
After the car accident, he suffered a brief amnesia. Li Jingshen thought for a while before remembering that he should have died, but was accidentally reborn back to the age of seven, and then in the car accident... he saved his parents?
Did he really save his parents?
Li Jingshen glanced around and reached out to touch it. It was very real. His parents did not die in that car accident. They were really still there.
Li Jingshen slept for half a month, and the chance of waking up was very small. After all, he had a head injury and was likely to become a vegetable or be paralyzed all over.
But when Li Jingshen woke up, he didn't feel any discomfort, not even a concussion, and his reactions were as quick as ever.
"The doctor also said that you might lose your memory due to the head injury. Did you forget anything?"
Li Jingshen looked at his parents and frowned. He seemed to have forgotten something but also seemed not to have forgotten it.
My mind is empty and all I can think of is this sentence: "May you be safe every year and never see each other again."
My heart suddenly ached, but it quickly disappeared.
When the eldest grandson of the Li family got into trouble, everyone who heard the news came to visit, including relatives and partners.
Because at Rongcheng Hospital, the Shen family, who had cooperated with the Li family, also came.
Looking at the family of three in front of him, Li Jingshen felt familiar, but he couldn't remember where they were.
Shen Xiuli was a chatterbox and an extrovert. Seeing Li Jingshen sitting on the bed with nothing wrong on his face, he said, "Fuck, you're really amazing. You can survive with such a long cut on the back of your head..."
This was too low in EQ, and Shen’s mother pulled her son behind her and threw him to Shen Changnan behind her: “Watch your son carefully.”
How dare I disobey my wife's orders?
"We meet again."
"Have we met before?"
Mother Shen was startled, looking at the confused look in the eyes of the child in front of her, and suddenly smiled softly, not knowing what she was thinking about: "Just treat it as the first time we met."
"Oh." Li Jingshen looked at the woman's eyes and eyebrows and felt familiar and close.
The Shen family did not stay in the ward for long. After talking with Li Jingshen's parents for a few words, they put down the condolence gift and left.
Shen Xiuli pulled Shen Changnan's sleeve and asked quietly: "We have clearly seen him before, at our house, why doesn't he remember? Did he have a brain injury?"
Shen Changnan patted his silly son's head: "I see your brain is just broken, and you only know how to make your mother angry. Look at you, you have such a big head, why don't you know how to speak in a circle before speaking?"
Mother Shen glanced at the father and son playing outside the ward, and curled the corners of her lips: "Mr. Li, Mrs. Li, then we will go back. If you need anything, you can call us."
When Mother Shen turned around, Li Jingshen suddenly called her from behind: "Auntie, have we really met before? I feel like I have lost some of my memory. Can you help me find it back?"
Mother Shen paused, she did not look back, because if she turned back, people would see her red eyes.
"It's not a very important matter. Whether you remember it or not is not that important to you. All you can do is cherish the unexpected surprises, and also accept... those sudden partings."
Shen's mother walked out, tears falling uncontrollably. Since meeting Li Jingshen that day, Shen's mother had dreams repeatedly, dreaming that her Chuchu was bullied in a future world.
She is a mother, and she can tell whether it is a dream or something that really happened.
After her death, Shen Zhichu, who was left behind, was not treated well. She was the kind of person who would hide in the toilet when she cried, and a good child who could be coaxed into submission with a piece of candy.
So why is there no one who loves the obedient and sensible Chuchu?
She risked her life to have this child, just wanting her to be safe, happy, healthy and joyful throughout her life. However, the person who hurt Shen Zhichu the most was the person she entrusted her love to before her death.
The father called his daughter a money-loser.
The brother called his sister a bitch.
Being abandoned again and again, no wonder she didn't come back, didn't come to the world anymore.
What she called "the world is good" was actually hell on earth.
Fortunately... she was happy for the first forty years of her life and had someone who truly loved her.
They were the ones who let her down and didn't deserve such a good girl like Chuchu.
A mother cannot forgive those who have hurt her daughter, but she also has no right to resent things that happened in the past life.
Mother Shen stumbled out, and Shen Changnan saw that her face was not right, so he quickly reached out to support her, but she pushed him away.
"Go away, don't touch me." As soon as she finished speaking, tears burst out. She walked out of the hospital and couldn't walk anymore. She squatted down and burst into tears.
Shen Changnan was at a loss, and Shen Xiuli was also stunned beside him, not knowing how to comfort his mother.
Mother Shen choked with sobs and asked: "Why didn't you treat her well? Shen Changnan, you clearly promised me to take good care of her. Why didn't you treat our daughter well and let her suffer so much? And you, Shen Xiuli, how can you be a brother? You said you wanted a sister, why did you abandon her again and again? She is so afraid of pain, so afraid of suffering..."
When she was three months pregnant, she was thinking about her daughter and what she would like her to be when she was born, a little princess who would be raised with love instead of being treated maliciously.
Shen Zhichu committed suicide, but all those who appeared to be suicides were murders. Who pushed her to death step by step?
Even though her daughter was reborn and had a new life, she still felt resentful about the past and could not forget it.
Shen Changnan had a lot of pain but couldn't say anything. He was often scolded for no reason recently, and people asked why he didn't treat his daughter well. But it was obvious that they didn't have a daughter. How could there be a daughter with only a son?
Seeing his wife crying so hard, he could not say anything and could only apologize silently: "I am sorry for her. I am sorry for our daughter. I hurt her."
This apology and "regret" came a lifetime late, but it's useless because the person who really wants to hear it can't hear it.
Mother Shen wiped away her tears and looked up at the sky: Chuchu, my baby, are you satisfied with the current result?
The Shen family is doing well and will not go bankrupt in the future. Your father will not become a disabled person, and your brother will become a useful person to society. And that Bai Qiubai Qiujing, the man who has been with you for forty years, are you going to find him?
The person who was entangled with you has forgotten you. Only by forgetting each other can you live in peace forever, right?
Late affection is cheaper than grass. Summer quilts cannot wait for winter, and winter fans cannot wait for summer. Sunflowers watered with blood will be covered in blood even if their hearts are facing the sun.
A breeze blew on her face, the sound of the wind rang in her ears, and a gentle voice appeared in her mind.
"Thank you, Mom."
From then on, the Shen family lost a daughter, and there was no longer any eldest daughter of the Shen family. Shen Zhichu, who had stunned many people in a red dress in Chengdu, gradually disappeared in this time and space, in this world, and left without a trace.
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