Chapter 638 There will always be someone in this world who wants you to live well, so be happy
The windows of the psychiatric hospital are sealed and cannot be opened. This is probably because they are afraid that the patients here will commit suicide by jumping off the building.
Shen Qing has been living here for so many days and often hears screams, as if suicide has become the norm here.
Shen Qing looked at the familiar figure downstairs. As if she had noticed her gaze, the person raised his head and looked in her direction.
Shen Qing did not hide. Through the windows of the hospital, one could not see inside from the outside.
Until the figure disappeared, Shen Qing turned around and sat on the bed.
"Mr. Lu." The assistant looked at Lu Tingchuan who suddenly stopped and called him in confusion.
Lu Tingchuan turned around and looked at the flashing glass window behind him. For some reason, he always felt that Shen Qing was looking at him from inside.
He thought about it and shook his head. Shen Qing was probably still sleeping at this time. How could she secretly look at him?
"Let's go." He would come back to see Shen Qing after he finished the engagement.
He hid Shen Qing here. Although she would not be discovered and he was not afraid that she would escape and be found, he was in the country most of the time. If he wanted to see her, he could only make time as much as possible. In the future, they would meet less and less.
When he thought about not being able to accompany Shen Qing every day like he does now, holding her to sleep, and eating the meals she cooked, he felt like there was a thorn in his heart, and he wanted to pull it out so painfully.
He wanted to see Shen Qing every moment, even if it was just to accompany her to the hospital for treatment.
Reason told Lu Tingchuan that this was not a good thing, he would get deeper and deeper into it. Once a person is bound by emotions, he will be in danger, but emotional matters are not something that people can control.
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"Miss Shen, why did you wake up so early today?" The nurse was a forty-year-old aunt. Lu Tingchuan hired a Chinese and charged a higher fee because he was afraid that there would be no one to talk to Shen Qing after he left.
"Yeah, I can't sleep."
The nurse was surprised because this was the first time she heard Shen Qing speak in such a long time. Her voice was very nice, but she hadn't spoken for a long time, and her voice was a little hoarse because she had just woken up in the morning.
"You must be hungry. I'll get you breakfast."
"good."
Breakfast was simple, just millet porridge with some vegetables and a fried egg.
At eight o'clock in the morning, Shen Qing received the examination on time. No outsiders would be in the room while the doctor was counseling the patient.
Lu Tingchuan usually follows, and occasionally Lu Tingchuan will wait outside.
Now that Lu Tingchuan was gone, it was the nurse's turn to stay with her all the time. When she went into the room to check, she sat on a chair in the corridor.
Shen Qing pushed the door open alone and was a little surprised that there was another person there besides Dr. Song.
That person was Su Miao, Dr. Su, whom she met in the bathroom yesterday.
Su Miao knew a person named "Chen Zhichu". Shen Qing's current life could be said to be caused by "Chen Zhichu". It seemed that everyone she knew was related to her.
After falling ill, Shen Qing couldn't help but think dejectedly that if only Shen Zhichu could live on in her place, she would be remembered and loved by so many people, and she would definitely live a better life than herself.
If Shen Zhichu was her, would everything be different now?
If she died, she was willing to donate her usable organs and the money she had saved during her lifetime, as the last good deed she did before her death.
If there is another life, she wants to live a good life, or at least be happy.
Unfortunately, there are all kinds of fruits in this world, but there is no if.
"Doctor Song, can I have a word with Shen Qing alone?"
Su Miao had already begged when she came, and Dr. Song had already agreed to her request.
"Not for too long."
After saying that, Dr. Song turned around, opened the door and walked out.
Su Miao looked at Shen Qing: "We meet again. Let me introduce myself first. I am Su Miao, a doctor here." She didn't like to beat around the bush. They were all adults, so they should just say what they wanted to say. Only by being straightforward and avoiding detours could things be solved.
"Without your permission, I've secretly checked your affairs. Lu Tingchuan returned to China to get engaged. Do you want to escape while he's away? If you want to leave, I'll help you. If you don't want to, stay with him voluntarily and pretend I didn't say anything."
Shen Qing was stunned for a moment, his mind went blank for a moment before he slowly reacted, "You...why are you helping me?"
Su Miao in front of her bent down slightly, holding a tissue in his hand and gently wiping the corner of her eyes: "Because you are asking for help."
There was no reason to help others, she was just asking for help, hoping someone could save her, she heard it, and so she lent a hand.
Shen Qing burst into tears without warning, her eyes red. She reached out and suddenly hugged Su Miao, burying her head in her arms. For the first time, she cried without restraint, her whole body trembling like grass in a storm. Her voice was hoarse, and her crying made people feel heartbroken.
After a brief moment of helplessness, Su Miao gently reached out and stroked her hair. Even though there are all kinds of suffering in the world, there are still people who hope that you can survive.
"Live well, live happily. You are only twenty years old and have a long way to go in the future. This pit is just one you stepped into accidentally. Just pull yourself out. Life always requires you to experience some things. After today, you still have tomorrow. Even if the night is hard, the air in the morning is very good and the rising sun is particularly beautiful. There are still many joys that you have not experienced. Don't give up on yourself."
"Don't give up on yourself." This was the first time someone said so many comforting words to her, and the other person had only met her twice and had never even spoken to her.
She told her that she still had life and a future.
Shen Qing would not cry loudly, she would just grit her teeth, like a turtle retreating into its shell, her throat making muffled sounds and choking, tears streaming down her face, as if she was crying out all the pain she had been in for so long.
Su Miao's hands were shaking as she held her. Looking at Shen Qing crying out of breath, she felt a deep pain in her heart.
Shen Qing should have a good cry. Crying doesn't mean it's useless, and tears are not worthless. It's just a simple way to vent, and she will feel better after crying.
Doctors are not afraid of depressed patients crying. On the contrary, they are afraid that they will not cry and will be quiet, as if they are dead.
Crying at least means that the person is still alive.
Su Miao wiped the tears from Shen Qing's face. Shen Qing raised her head with red eyes. She grabbed Su Miao's white coat tightly with both hands, as if she was grabbing the last straw to save her life.
"Doctor Su, please help me."
"Okay, I'll help you, but you have to tell me your story in full so that I can help you better."
Su Miao learned about Shen Qing's life experience from her, and knew how she met Lu Tingchuan and how she came to be with him.
It turned out that Lu Tingchuan initially regarded Shen Qing as a substitute for "Chen Zhichu" and even wanted to give her to Li Jingshen, but later he went crazy for some reason, snatched back Shen Qing who had been kicked away, and locked her in the house.
In order to prevent her from escaping, they even forced her to shoot insulting videos.
Shen Qing didn't dare to escape, largely because of that video.
She didn't dare call the police. She knew her own strengths and weaknesses better than anyone else, and she couldn't afford to offend someone like Lu Tingchuan.
If the video is really exposed as Lu Tingchuan threatened her, will there be any future in her life?
Shen Qing was timid and couldn't imagine how he could bear such consequences.
"You have to know that it's not your fault that you were recorded in that video or photo."
For people like Lu Tingchuan and Li Jingshen, it is useless to confront them head-on. They can only hide and escape. Only by changing their appearance can they have a new life. It sounds powerless, but this is the reality.
How can a person with no background and no money fight against those who hold power?
Take Shen Zhichu as an example. She had evidence of Li Jingshen's domestic violence, but Li Jingshen still bribed the judge to fabricate the story that Shen Zhichu was mentally ill, and easily made her lose the case.
If she had secretly helped Shen Zhichu leave, fled abroad, and lived in hiding, perhaps she would not have died and her stomach cancer would have been cured.
"The one who's wrong is Lu Tingchuan, not you. There was someone like you before. She wanted to live but died at the age of 27. I don't want you to end up like her."
Su Miao gently touched her long hair and told her not to think too much. She would help her leave the hospital. As for how she would live in the future, it would depend on herself.
Shen Qing nodded and agreed.
She no longer thought about the video. Just like Su Miao said, it was not her fault, but the person who forced her to shoot the video.
Even if those videos and photos were released, it would still be better than being an inflatable doll next to Lu Tingchuan.
Being forced to be a mistress, is this level of humiliation better than releasing those videos?
She could do so with a clear conscience even though she was called "cheap" by others and chose to leave.
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