Chapter 656: I Can't Recognize What I Am
Lu Tingchuan pulled the man up from the ground and laughed cruelly: "You still want a new life? Do you deserve it?"
Shen Qing protected her abdomen with her right hand and tried to distance herself from Lu Tingchuan, but her hand was being pulled by Lu Tingchuan. No matter how hard she tried to dodge, she couldn't get away. Instead, her hand was pulled so hard that it felt like it was about to break. Shen Qing endured the pain and said in a trembling voice, "What's wrong with me? You are a human being, and so am I. I am not your possession, not a thing without any feelings, and not something for you to vent your anger on. I've thought it through. I want to leave you. Even if those videos are released and my reputation is ruined, so what? It's not my fault."
Lu Tingchuan pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Shen Qing, you have been with me for so long, why don't you realize who you are?"
He looked down, grasped Shen Qing's hand with his right hand, and touched Shen Qing's belly with his left hand. "You'd better pray that the test result shows that the seed in your belly is mine, otherwise, I will really make you a beast and let you know what kind of person you are!"
Shen Qing was dragged out of the police station by Lu Tingchuan. He opened the car door and threw her in without caring about whether she would get bumped or bruised in the narrow compartment.
Shen Qing made Lu Tingchuan realize clearly what it meant that "even a rabbit will bite when it is cornered." She was not honest. She started to struggle after getting in the car, and when Lu Tingchuan picked her up, she bit his arm without caring.
The driver was very considerate and lowered the car door.
Lu Tingchuan grabbed her neck, and Shen Qing had to loosen her teeth due to lack of oxygen. Her face turned from white to red. Just as her pupils began to dilate, Lu Tingchuan released her neck.
"The food out here is so good. It's made you so brave that you even learned to bite people."
The car window prevented one from seeing inside, and the entire space was suddenly closed. Lu Tingchuan sucked on her neck, leaving his mark, and did not let go even when blood was seen.
He wanted to beat Shen Qing to death, but the movements were too big and this loser couldn't stand it. What's more, she was pregnant and it was really difficult to operate.
He could only kiss and bite Shen Qing's lips, breathing heavily, his hand still on her neck to feel the beating of her artery.
Shen Qing's tears fell down. This time, she felt no less fear and despair than before, but she had a little more courage.
After Lu Tingchuan let go of Shen Qing, there was blood on the corners of Shen Qing's mouth and neck, and her clothes were messy and stuck to her body, revealing large areas of flesh. She had already slipped off the seat. She raised her eyes, filled with hatred that made Lu Tingchuan frightened.
That timid and cowardly Shen Qing actually had hatred in his eyes?
"Lu Tingchuan, kill me if you can."
Lu Tingchuan wanted to kill the person, but not to kill him. There is a big difference between the two meanings and methods.
"Kill you? Do you think you can get rid of me by dying? You were mine when you were alive, and you will still be mine after you die."
Shen Qing grinned and coughed muffledly, and a fishy and sweet taste suddenly rose from the depths of his throat.
Seeing her face filled with pain, Lu Tingchuan taunted her, "Is it painful now? You could have been by my side, healing and living a good life. Even though I was a mistress who didn't want to be seen in public, how have I treated you unfairly? You have everything you need for food, clothing, and daily necessities. You're much better off than when you were a waitress in a restaurant, earning 3,000 yuan and still being taken advantage of by older men. Shen Qing, how come you don't know how to be content? I'm keeping you because I think highly of you."
"I do regret it." Shen Qing was extremely cold. "I regret not leaving you sooner. I regret meeting you. I regret staying with you even though I knew what kind of person you were. Lu Tingchuan, I regret falling in love with you. What is it about you that makes me love you?"
"You've clearly thrown me away like trash, so why are you picking me up again? I, Shen Qing, have a clear conscience and have never done anything that would harm others or wrong you. But what about you, Lu Tingchuan?"
"You made me content, so I should be grateful to you. Should I be content that you forced me to shoot a humiliating video, or should I be grateful that you let me be your mistress? You took me abroad and locked me up. Is this your kindness? I really can't bear your kindness. You should be nice to others." She really... really had exhausted all her expectations of Lu Tingchuan.
This was the first time Shen Qing said so many words in one breath. He almost ripped open his chest and showed Lu Tingchuan his bloody heart.
Shen Qing has changed, so much in just over five months. Shen Qing used to be so cowardly and weak that she didn't even dare to look him in the eye. How could she dare to stare at him with eyes full of hatred now?
Before she left him, Shen Qing was like a delicate flower, but now Shen Qing was like a cactus covered with thorns, with danger signs written all over her body, and the words she spoke were as sharp as they could be.
Lu Tingchuan felt very uncomfortable after hearing this. Why is this person so stubborn now?
Anyone with normal senses is afraid of pain, and Shen Qing is even more afraid. She can't stand even the slightest bit of pain. In the past, when he exerted a little force in bed, she would cry out in pain and beg for mercy. Why is she so stubborn today?
Lu Tingchuan summed up two factors: one is that he was led astray by others, and the other is that he did not hurt the person. Maybe if Shen Qing felt a little pain, she would surrender to him.
During the more than five months that Shen Qing disappeared, Lu Tingchuan did not show any reaction on the surface. His life and work schedule were normal, and he did not miss work or rest.
On October 3rd, he left the engagement party in a hurry to find Shen Qing, went abroad, and came back in just a week.
After returning, the first thing he did was to go back to Grandpa Li. He knelt and was beaten with a stick fifty times. His back was covered with wounds, but he didn't say a word and didn't even cry out in pain.
The person was not found, so Mr. Li asked him if he dared to do it again.
What's there to be afraid of? Lu Tingchuan didn't say a word. He knew exactly what he was thinking. Even if he knew he would be beaten and lose the wealth and power that were within his reach, if he had to choose, he would still leave the engagement party without hesitation to look for Shen Qing, even if he couldn't find her yet.
When he finds Shen Qing, he will never give her a second chance to escape from him!
After being beaten and resting for a day, Lu Tingchuan went to the Li family with gifts to apologize, but Li Yun naturally didn't see it.
Lu Tingchuan didn't have to see her. He just had to apologize and do it on the surface. What the Li family wanted was nothing more than an attitude and face.
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Lu Tingchuan sent people to look for her during the day, and he was looking for her even in his dreams at night. As long as he caught Shen Qing, he would beat her to death, and finally break her legs so that she would never dare to escape again.
After finally finding Shen Qing, Lu Tingchuan met Shen Qing's hateful gaze and for a moment he didn't know where to start.
Lu Tingchuan actually knew that he liked Shen Qing, otherwise he wouldn't have gone to such lengths to look for her.
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