Chapter 813 Su Miao Extra Chapter 85
I'm going to die.
Are you afraid?
I'm scared.
How can I not be afraid?
I was afraid that Su Miao would be alone at home in the dark and no one would turn on the lights. I was afraid that Su Miao would cry while eating alone. I was afraid that she would hurt her hands while cooking. I was afraid that she would get cold and no one would warm her hands. I was afraid that she would curl up and feel insecure while sleeping. I was afraid that she would get sick, that she would be in pain, and even more afraid that no one would care about her.
"Miao Miao..." Qin Mo said with difficulty, "I want to hug you."
"Okay." Su Miao squatted down and hugged Qin Mo carefully. He smelled of a strong smell of medicine, which was a bit pungent. Su Miao buried her face in his arms, and her tears could no longer be controlled, wetting Qin Mo's clothes on his chest.
Without the tube, the two of them finally hugged each other.
Qin Mo trembled and said, "I want to be healthy for you, but my body can't do it. Miaomiao, I can't accompany you anymore."
It was like speaking mixed with water, not very clear, but Su Miao could understand it. Leaning against his chest and listening to her heartbeat, she understood his feelings better than anyone else, understood his pain, and understood that he was reluctant to leave her.
She shook her head: "It's okay, Qin Mo, I'm fine. I can take care of myself without you."
"I see the flowers outside..." Qin Mo resisted the sleepiness and tried to open his eyes wide to look at the bougainvillea outside.
He had not finished telling Su Miao the story of "The Little Prince". There are millions of roses in this world. To other people, all roses are the same, but the little prince loves his rose the most because he has watered his rose, covered it with glass, blocked it from the wind, and killed caterpillars for it. So no other flower is more important than his rose because it is his rose.
Just as the little prince deeply loves his rose, Qin Mo also deeply loves Su Miao, and will love her until death, because they are both the most unique existence in this world.
"Where's my ring?"
When Qin Mo was sent to the hospital, the ring was taken off. The nurse handed Qin Mo's clothes, mobile phone, and ring to Su Miao. Su Miao kept Qin Mo's ring in his shirt pocket.
"It's here with me." Su Miao took out the ring. There was a faint stain of blood on the inside of the plain ring.
"Can you help me put it on?" Qin Mo said in a very low voice.
"Okay." Su Miao held Qin Mo's left hand with one hand, and put the ring on his ring finger with the other hand. Because he had been wearing the ring for many years and rarely took it off, there was an obvious circle of marks on Qin Mo's left ring finger.
Su Miao put it on.
I heard that the ring is a message between lovers and a red thread. As long as this red thread is there, they will meet again in the next life.
Qin Mo looked at his and Su Miao's wedding ring. His breathing became weaker and weaker. It felt like a balloon was expanding in his chest, blocking his breathing and pressing on his heart. He felt very uncomfortable, and every breath became more difficult.
Qin Mo exhaled a foul breath, and said his last goodbye with his last breath: "Eat on time in the morning... When I'm gone, no one will wake you up. Go to bed early at night and cover yourself with a thicker quilt to avoid catching a cold... The weather is getting colder, so put on more clothes and drink more hot water. Go to the hospital for a physical examination and ask a student to accompany you... Remember to wear a scarf, mask, and hat when you go out... Too much wind will give you a headache, and your feet... Soak your feet in hot water, don't mind the trouble... Your medicine is in the bedroom drawer, don't forget."
The one who was going to die was Qin Mo, and the one crying the most sadly was Su Miao. All these were done by Qin Mo for her, and from now on she would have to come alone.
Qin Mo said something and she responded, regardless of whether Qin Mo heard it or not.
Qin Mo seemed to want to explain everything, but life waits for no one. "If you're afraid of the dark, turn on the light and let Qiqi accompany you..."
"Okay, I understand." She had to endure the dark nights that followed alone.
She knew that Qin Mo was very tired, in pain and exhausted. Su Miao hugged him tightly. Their bodies were very cold, but as long as they hugged each other tightly, they would always feel warm.
"Qin Mo...Qin Mo..." Su Miao repeated these two words over and over again.
Qin Mo said his last words in her arms: "Su Xiaomiao, I'm sorry... I have to go first. I will remember you forever."
He "fell asleep" peacefully in her arms. A gust of wind blew in from the window, and all the roses on the table withered. The petals fell to the ground and were carried away by the wind.
When people die, they disappear in the wind just like this flower.
Su Miao's heart twisted, her eyes turned red, and tears fell heavily. This time she hugged Qin Mo for a long time, but neither of their bodies recovered.
Su Miao choked up, "Qin Mo, I'm so cold..." He couldn't warm her up anymore.
Qin Mo's body was even colder than hers. She looked at the bougainvillea outside the window and said, "The flowers outside are so beautiful. I want to plant flowers like that at home, too. Ah Mo, I haven't had time to tell you yet, but I really like the roses you bought."
She knew that Qin Mo could no longer hear her and could not respond to her, but she still spoke to Qin Mo word by word, just like the two of them chatting while watching the sunset as usual.
"I will eat breakfast on time in the morning. I will set the alarm for everything you said and live a good life with Qiqi."
"Amo, you haven't finished telling the story of the Little Prince yet. You often give me roses. Am I your favorite rose in your mind?"
It is said that a person will fall in love with sunset when he is lonely. That day, Su Miao watched the sunset 54 times. When dusk turned into night, Su Miao suddenly burst into tears. She sat on the ground with her head leaning on the wheelchair, crying like a child, extremely sad.
"Qin Mo, I don't want you to die. Can you open your eyes and look at me more?" Finally, Su Miao said the words that she wanted to say most in her heart.
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