Chapter 82 Qin Mo goes abroad
After four years of marriage, although she had been taking contraceptive measures, Shen Zhichu still went to the gynecological hospital for checkups frequently and was always prepared for pregnancy. It was a pity that Li Jingshen did not give her the chance to be a mother.
Later, she was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer. She couldn't even survive herself, so how could she dare to take on another life?
There is a saying in the book that having a child means having hope. But for her now, it is not a hope but a huge rock that crushes her.
Qin Mo also knew that she liked children. After all, she had often told him what it would be like to have a baby.
Chen Zhichu stared at her belly with a blank look in her eyes, as if she was looking but also as if she wasn't looking. She reached out and touched her abdomen, silently saying in her heart: I have to choose the right person to reincarnate into next time, I'm sorry, baby.
Kong Mangmang's gaze suddenly became firm for a moment: "Qin Mo, please help me abort the baby. If you don't want to, I will go to another hospital." She showed with her attitude that she could not keep this child, and no one could persuade her otherwise.
Qin Mo withdrew his hand and stared at the computer. Many images flashed through his mind: "Your body is not suitable for abortion now. If you really insist, you can recuperate for half a month before coming back. This will give you time to think about it."
She didn't need to think about it anymore, but Qin Mo also insisted that it was impossible to perform an abortion on her today.
The two fell into silence. Shen Zhichu stared at the inspection report on the table and then glanced at Qin Mo.
Only then did he notice that Qin Mo's complexion was very bad, with a hint of blue in his white complexion and bags under his eyes.
She had previously thought that the light from the computer screen shining on his face made him look unwell, but now after taking a closer look, she realized that was not the case.
"You haven't slept well recently?" Shen Zhichu clearly saw Qin Mo's stiff face and looked at him. She supported her chin and said, "You look very bad."
Qin Mo touched his face: "Is there?"
Shen Zhichu nodded: "Your skin used to be so good, but now you have dark circles and bags under your eyes."
"The last few cases have been quite complicated, so we've been in meetings every day," Qin Mo explained, his eyes a little evasive. Just then, he spotted Bai Qiu standing outside and pointed, successfully changing the subject. "Who's that person standing outside?"
"I just met him today too. He was the one who brought me to the hospital."
"He looks pretty stupid." Qin Mo originally wanted to say "stupid", but felt it was disrespectful so he changed his wording.
Shen Zhichu said tactfully, "He grew up in an orphanage, suffered a serious head injury, and has some intellectual disabilities."
Are you really stupid? "Then should we give him a brain CT scan later?"
"It depends on him, but I don't hold out much hope. He's been in this condition for fifteen years."
"Fifteen years..." Qin Mo frowned involuntarily, "That would be troublesome."
The human brain is the most complex structure. It is like a machine. If one of its parts is damaged, the entire machine will malfunction unless the part is replaced, and some nerves in the brain cannot be replaced.
Shen Zhichu suddenly remembered the scene under the wisteria tree. She asked Qin Mo: "He gives me a very familiar feeling. Have I seen him before?"
"You don't even remember it yourself, and you're asking me?"
Shen Zhichu continued, "I just want to ask if you have any impression of him."
Qin Mo turned his gaze to meet Bai Qiu's face. Needless to say, this man was quite handsome. Even though he had seen handsome men before, he couldn't help but be amazed.
Qin Mo looked at it well enough, filtered it in his mind, shook his head and said, "No, you probably haven't seen it either. He's in an orphanage and you didn't go to an orphanage when you were a child."
Shen Zhichu sighed inexplicably, feeling empty inside.
Qin Mo entered the remaining information into the computer and saved it: "Zhi Chu, I wanted to tell you later..."
"Tell me what?"
Qin Mo, who had just looked relaxed, suddenly became serious, and a sense of unease rose in her heart.
Qin Mo replied: "I want to go abroad."
"So suddenly? How long?"
"Not sure." Qin Mo replied while typing on the keyboard.
Shen Zhichu asked, "What are you doing abroad?"
“Doing cancer research.”
"It's because of me that you..."
Qin Mo stopped and glanced at her: "Stop being so conceited, I'm serving the people."
Having said that, Shen Zhichu still felt bad and couldn't suppress the feeling of loss. "How could it be so sudden?" Research can take as short as one or two years or as long as more than ten years.
"It's not sudden. The medicine I gave you was newly developed, and you're the first one to take it. You're like my experimental subject. By the way, after I leave, you should come to the hospital once a month to have your blood drawn. It will be of great help to our research."
Shen Zhichu drooped his brows and said with a sad face, "I thought you went abroad for me, but I didn't expect you were using me as a test subject. After all these years, it was all a waste."
Qin Mo was so angry that he laughed and pinched her face: "Why are you so shameless?"
Shen Zhichu's playful smile concealed the loneliness in her heart. She really didn't expect that Qin Mo, who had grown up with her, would leave her.
Qin Mo looked a little uncomfortable: "I have arranged a new attending physician for you. I have explained your situation to her clearly. From now on, no matter what illness you have when you come to the hospital, you can go to her."
Shen Zhichu lay on the table, his lips moving: "You haven't even left yet, and you've already arranged the follow-up. Do you think you have planned this in advance?"
It was not a premeditated plan. He had only made the decision in the past two days. Something happened to the Qin family and he was caught off guard by Li Jingshen. He had no choice but to leave the country in a panic.
He didn't dare tell Shen Zhichu about this, for fear that she would blame herself and feel guilty, and even more afraid that she would just throw an egg against a rock.
"Stop talking about this. I'll take you to see Dr. Su later."
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