Chapter 873 I must be sick to like someone like you
Gu Wanqiu's favorite flower is rose, but she is allergic to roses.
When talking about roses, the language of the flower mentioned naturally represents love.
There are millions of flowers in this world, and roses are not the only ones that represent "I love you"
Sunflower: There is no one else in sight, you are everywhere.
Platycodon: Eternal love.
Baby's breath: I want to pick the stars in the sky and give them to you, but I feel that the stars in the sky are not as good as you.
Wood fragrance flower: I have become your captive
Tulip: My love for you won’t last long, but it will only last a lifetime; my longing for you won’t last long, but it will only last a lifetime.
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Li Jinxing planted countless flowers representing "love" in this manor, but his favorite was the camellia. During the year that Gu Wanqiu was away, he would look at her under the camellia tree when he missed her, holding her photo in his hand, looking at it over and over again, thinking about it over and over again, wanting to bring her back from Country M, wanting to lock her up here, wanting her to never be able to escape for the rest of her life.
Early September was the season when camellias bloomed. He greedily sniffed their fragrance, his slender, bony fingers twisting a photo. The photo showed Gu Wanqiu smiling in a blue fishtail dress. His face revealed an extremely twisted fanaticism: "When I take you back, you will never leave me."
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Li Jinxing knew that Gu Wanqiu was allergic to rose pollen, but he still planted a patch of roses for her. In the backyard, he planted a circle of red roses around the fountain and the pool. As long as you don't touch them, it's fine to just look at them.
After all, when Gu Wanqiu punished him before, she made him stand in the snow with his upper body naked and holding a rose, and she watched with great interest.
There are goldfish in the pond. This manor is very beautiful no matter from which angle you look at it. It makes people yearn for it at first sight. How happy it would be to live here.
But Gu Wanqiu felt that this place was a birdcage. It was obvious that Li Jinxing would not let her go after bringing her here.
Gu Wanqiu has never been the type to sit and wait for death. At this moment, she has only one thought in her mind: to leave here.
Gu Wanqiu currently thinks of two ways to leave here. One is to make Li Jinxing hate her and drive her away directly.
The second is to make Li Jinxing fall in love with her, love her very much, and love her so much that he will give her up and give her freedom.
Both of these extreme methods depend on Li Jinxing's attitude towards her. She can't escape by herself. When she came in the car just now, she was looking at her mobile phone on the surface, but she was actually observing the outside. There were many people watching inside and outside, and there were surveillance cameras at every intersection. It was impossible for her to sneak out from here, and even if she escaped... she would be found by him before she could get far.
Gu Wanqiu glanced at the watch on her hand. Thinking of this, she felt anxious and uncomfortable. Affected by her illness, she would breathe rapidly when she was irritated. Her back felt like it was being gnawed by ants, and dense cold sweat soaked her back.
Li Jinxing saw Gu Wanqiu's face turn pale: "What's wrong with you?"
"It's nothing, just a flare-up of my illness. I'll be fine after I go in and take some medicine."
During these three days, Li Jinxing has been by her side, and she has not had a good night's sleep. Sleeping pills didn't work. When she came back from the plane, she did sleep for a while because of motion sickness. Now she just got off the plane and her body hasn't adapted to the situation yet, so she took a car to get here again. Her legs are still weak. Li Jinxing wanted to hug her, but she refused. She almost pinched her thighs to maintain her willpower to prevent herself from falling down.
Li Jinxing knew about Gu Wanqiu's condition. He knew that she had severe bipolar disorder. She looked normal and quiet at other times, but once her illness flared up, she would become manic and restless.
Li Jinxing had never seen her have an attack, he only knew that she would hurt herself.
When she was committing self-harm in Country M, he was not by her side and let her go. Now that he has taken her back, even if he is not around, he will have someone keep an eye on her and will not give her the chance to commit self-harm.
Thinking of the injury on Gu Wanqiu's wrist, Li Jinxing felt a little uncomfortable and started looking for a doctor who could treat her.
"You'll be fine..."
Gu Wanqiu said coldly: "If you stay away from me and don't appear in front of me anymore, maybe I will get better."
Li Jinxing said with a smile: "I haven't appeared in front of you for a year, so why haven't you recovered from your illness?"
Gu Wanqiu didn't want to look at Li Jinxing in front of her, so she lowered her head. Her hair was not combed, and her waist-length hair was loose. The wind blew gently, and her hair blocked her sight.
"I was almost getting better, but since you came, my condition has worsened."
Li Jinxing's eyes were filled with coldness: "What you call good is being with Gong Qing? Can he still be your medicine?"
"Can you please not mention him?" Gu Wanqiu was in a bad mood, and the resentment in her heart was getting stronger and stronger. She was not feeling well and didn't want Li Jinxing to feel good, so she deliberately annoyed her. "Yes, he can cure my illness. After all, he can make me happy. Can you do that? I've been with you for the past three days. I haven't been able to eat or sleep well every day. I think it won't be long before I become a short-lived ghost."
She was not afraid of offending Li Jinxing and making him angry. If he dared to attack Gong Qing, she would use the same method she used before to hurt herself. Li Jinxing still had feelings for her and would not bear to see her get hurt.
Li Jinxing was unhappy. Seeing Gu Wanqiu was about to leave angrily, he reached out and grabbed her long hair.
The roots of her hair pulled on her scalp, and Gu Wanqiu gasped in pain. The back of her head tilted back as Li Jinxing grabbed her hair. Gu Wanqiu had to turn around to relieve the pain. As a result, as soon as she turned around, her eyes blurred, and Li Jinxing came over and bit and licked her lips.
"Li Jin..."
There was a shimmer of moisture in Gu Wanqiu's eyes as she stared at Li Jinxing without any intimidation.
"Are you ill?"
This was just a statement made out of anger, but Li Jinxing responded seriously.
"Yes, I like people like you. I am probably sick, with a bad personality. You always insult me, scold me, and don't take me seriously. It seems that you have nothing but your appearance. You are also malicious and selfish..."
Before he finished speaking, Li Jinxing saw Gu Wanqiu crying.
Li Jinxing reached out and wiped the tears from her face: "I said a few words to you and you're still feeling wronged."
His hands froze. Gu Wanqiu was a person who didn't cry when you wanted her to. She didn't shed a single tear even when she was twitching in pain. You didn't want to see her cry, but she kept crying. The tears in the corners of her eyes seemed to fall uncontrollably. Li Jinxing felt inexplicably uncomfortable in his heart.
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