Chapter 903 She Became His Past
Perhaps Li Jinxing's prayers worked, and things went more smoothly than he had imagined. Gu Wanqiu's condition was somewhat serious, and the surgery on her hand was completed, but the injury to her brain could not be cured by surgery alone.
Among the manifestations of delirium, memory impairment and disorientation play an important role.
Gu Wanqiu had indeed forgotten a lot of things. She knew how her hand was injured, but she didn't know why it was injured. She also forgot many people, but the only person she remembered was Li Jinxing, the person she should not have remembered the most.
Her brain became an abandoned computer. To turn on the computer, a password was required, and that password was: Li Jinxing.
Because I remember Li Jinxing, I feel that he is the person I love most in my life.
That’s right, Gu Wanqiu is now completely dependent on Li Jinxing, as if she can’t live without him. She wishes she could stick with Li Jinxing all the time, even to the toilet.
Gu Wanqiu's left foot was also injured, and she had to rely on Li Jinxing for movement. He carried her around. While she was in the hospital, he bought her a wheelchair and pushed her out for a walk.
The hospital rented a single room. If Li Jinxing wanted to stay and keep the patient company, he would have to rent a bed himself. Fortunately, he had endured hard times, so it didn't matter where he slept. He wasn't being pretentious at all, but his nearly 1.9-meter-tall frame, huddled in that small bed, looked so pitiful.
The single bed was quite large, but no matter how big it was, it was designed for one person. It would be crowded if two people slept on it. Gu Wanqiu was not afraid of being crowded. After Li Jinxing wiped her body, she moved to the side of the bed, making room for her: "Let's sleep together."
The look in her eyes was one of flattery that Li Jinxing had never seen before. Every time Li Jinxing saw her like this, his heartbeat couldn't help but speed up: "You go to sleep by yourself."
"Are you disgusted by the dirtiness?"
Li Jinxing frowned: "Why would I think you're dirty?"
Gu Wanqiu raised her hands. She applied yellow medicine to her hands every day. She often touched them everywhere, and her gauze fingers were black. She said foolishly, "My hands are dirty."
Li Jinxing gently held her hand, lowered his head and kissed the gauze on her fingers lightly, not feeling disgusted at all.
Gu Wanqiu's hand shrank, as if she didn't quite understand what Li Jinxing's behavior was called.
She glanced at the accompanying bed next to her bed and said, "How about you sleep on the bed? You're taller and I'm dirty. I'll sleep on this small bed."
How could a patient sleep on a bed with a caregiver? Li Jinxing repeatedly emphasized: "You are not dirty."
"I'm a little piece of trash, how come I'm not dirty?"
Li Jinxing was speechless for a moment, his throat choked. Gu Wanqiu's memory was distorted. Sometimes she would think of herself as the Li Jinxing of the past, and Li Jinxing as her former self. The status of the two had changed, which was something Li Jinxing had never thought of.
"It's not a little trash." Li Jinxing looked at Gu Wanqiu seriously.
"Oh." Gu Wanqiu no longer worried about whether it was dirty or not, but she still insisted on sleeping with Li Jinxing. There was no way, so Li Jinxing got on the bed. The two of them could only sleep on their sides in the same small bed, and the bed rails on both sides were raised to prevent people from falling.
The two of them were facing each other, and Li Jinxing was afraid of hurting Gu Wanqiu, so he could only hold Gu Wanqiu carefully.
Gu Wanqiu fell asleep in a short while, her breathing steady. Li Jinxing originally wanted to get out of bed when Gu Wanqiu fell asleep, but when she really fell asleep, he was reluctant to let her go.
Reach out and touch her hair and kiss her face.
He opened his mouth and said silently with a breathy voice: "You are not a little trash, you are not me, and I am not like you. You are my lady, the person I love most now."
In the middle of the night, Li Jinxing went to the bathroom. Not long after he entered, he heard a "bang" sound. He hurriedly opened the door and saw Gu Wanqiu, who had been lying on the bed just now, lying on the ground with her face wrinkled in pain. After seeing Li Jinxing coming out, she couldn't stop crying.
"What happened?" Li Jinxing quickly went over and picked the person up and comforted him, "Does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt. I didn't see you when I woke up, and I wanted to find you, but I forgot my foot was injured..."
Lying in Li Jinxing's arms, Gu Wanqiu stopped crying. She looked at Li Jinxing with a pair of red eyes, as if there was only him in her eyes and nothing else could fit in.
Her appearance made Li Jinxing think of the pet dog in the short video. As soon as the owner entered the bathroom, the puppy sat there obediently and stared inside, as if afraid that the owner would never come out.
Seeing Gu Wanqiu like this, Li Jinxing couldn't help but wonder, is this how Gu Wanqiu loves him, or is she learning to love someone like he did in the past? Now that she suffers from delirium, can she still tell who she is?
If this is how Gu Wanqiu loves someone, if she had ever shown even a little bit of it, he would not... force her, and perhaps their current ending would have been different.
The bed in the hospital was too crowded for two people to sleep in. Li Jinxing was not like Gu Wanqiu who could just lie in his arms and fall asleep with her eyes closed. He couldn't do that because he was worried about pressing on her hand.
After two weeks in the hospital and being able to get out of bed and walk, Li Jinxing hurriedly took Gu Wanqiu back home.
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