Chapter 939: Garbage is still garbage even after it leaves the trash can
Gu Wanqiu finally welcomed a new life, and she would never allow Li Jinxing's child to be in her belly.
Although the child was innocent, she felt disgusted when she thought about it being related to Li Jinxing. Even if she gave birth to such a child, she felt that she would not be able to like him.
Forcing the child to be born is unfair to herself and the child, because she really cannot pretend that nothing has happened and fulfill her responsibility as a mother to be selfless and good to the child.
Besides, she still has a long future ahead of her. Li Jinxing is her first man but definitely not the last. She will never let herself have a child out of wedlock or become a single mother.
The future is so long, who knows what will happen and who she will meet in the future. Anything that holds her back should not exist.
Gu Wanqiu had no attachment to the child that suddenly appeared in her belly. She sat in line outside the ultrasound room. It was her turn next. Her name appeared on the display screen, the door in front of her opened, Gu Wanqiu walked in, and lay down on it according to the doctor's instructions.
The clothes were untied and the doctor held the instrument in his hand. The B-ultrasound time was not long and it could be seen on the display screen. The doctor said to Gu Wanqiu while moving the instrument in his hand.
"The baby in my belly is still quite healthy. I estimate it's thirteen weeks. Can you see it? This is his little head, his little hands are here, his feet are here, he's very healthy."
Gu Wanqiu looked over in the direction of the doctor's voice, and her heart seemed to be hit by something. She thought she didn't care at all and would just ignore it if she saw it, but this one glance... just one glance, and she couldn't look away.
Is this her child?
The human body is truly a magical structure. She couldn't feel anything extra in her body at all.
I thought that being pregnant was just like having an extra piece of flesh growing in my body, and I could just cut it off with a knife.
But now she could truly feel that there was another life beating in her body.
She raised her hand and gently touched her belly, where her child was.
As soon as this thought came to her mind, Gu Wanqiu quickly retracted it. She retracted her hand, and her eyes turned cold in an instant: "Is it done? Can I get up now?"
The doctor clearly sensed her change in mood, but she didn't ask too many questions. After putting away the equipment, she handed her a tissue and said, "That's enough. Wipe your stomach and get up."
His stomach was covered in sticky coupling agent. After wiping it off, Gu Wanqiu stood up, tidied his clothes, and threw the tissue in his hand into the trash can.
The B-ultrasound results will be directly transmitted to the attending physician, and Gu Wanqiu can go directly to ask the doctor about the situation.
Gu Wanqiu thanked her and left the ultrasound room. Mrs. Liu saw that Gu Wanqiu's face looked even worse after she went in this time. She thought the test results were not ideal and didn't know what to say. She could only follow her obediently into the elevator and go upstairs.
In the elevator, Gu Wanqiu's mind was still filled with the image of that child. The elevator opened on the second floor and a group of people walked in. The patient in the front was sitting in a wheelchair, and the wheels slipped and almost hit Gu Wanqiu.
Gu Wanqiu retreated to the innermost part and subconsciously protected her belly with her hands. Even Gu Wanqiu had not expected such an action. Subconsciously, was she trying to protect the child or herself?
No one can say for sure.
Gu Wanqiu's consultation was on the fifth floor. She followed Mrs. Liu out and as they stepped out of the elevator, she said directly, "Mrs. Liu, I'm pregnant."
"Ah?" Mrs. Liu was so shocked that she stopped in her tracks. Seeing that Gu Wanqiu was still walking forward, she quickly caught up with her and asked in surprise, "Are you really pregnant?"
She had just guessed it yesterday and said it casually. When she saw Gu Wanqiu say with certainty that it was absolutely impossible for her to be pregnant, she believed her. She didn't expect that she was really pregnant after a check-up today.
Gu Wanqiu said "hmm" and didn't say anything more. She took the initiative to tell Mrs. Liu because she knew she couldn't hide it from her. Instead of letting her find out and come to question her again and again, it would be better for her to tell her the result in person and that she wanted to have an abortion.
"Is it from Mr. Li?"
Gu Wanqiu sneered: "Who else could it be but him?"
She must have dug up Li Jinxing's ancestral grave in her previous life, which is why she suffered all kinds of suffering because of him in this life. If she had known this, she should not have picked him up when he was squatting next to the trash can. Garbage is still garbage even if it is out of the trash can.
She could pick up a man anywhere else, but she had to pick him up from the trash can. Now she is getting her retribution and suffering. The man she blamed is dead, and not only that, he also left a seed in her belly.
It's okay for him to die, but he left a seed in her belly. This seed would remind her from time to time what had happened between her and Li Jinxing and how he bullied her in the church.
To remove the seed, she had to scrape off a layer of flesh.
The pain was unbearable just thinking about it, not to mention that Gu Wanqiu was allergic to anesthesia, so it was a difficult problem to perform the surgery this time.
"Then what are you doing..."
"I want to have an abortion." Gu Wanqiu interrupted Mrs. Liu before she could finish her words.
"Why should we..." Mrs. Liu subconsciously wanted to persuade Gu Wanqiu, but when she saw Gu Wanqiu's lonely and thin back in the long corridor of the hospital, and thought about the suffering she had endured these days...
What qualifications did she have to persuade Gu Wanqiu to keep the child? She was also a woman, she had given birth to a child before, she knew the pain and pain of a woman carrying a child for ten months, and she knew how difficult it was for a mother to raise a child. Moreover, Gu Wanqiu was alone, the child's father was dead, how much courage did it take to be a single mother? Gu Wanqiu was still so young.
Yes... Mrs. Liu was suddenly awakened by a splash of cold water. She then realized that Gu Wanqiu was too young. She was pregnant when she was less than 20 years old. Her life could be said to have just begun. If she gave birth to the child, it would be equivalent to delaying her progress.
Mrs. Liu had no qualifications or position to persuade Gu Wanqiu to keep the child. If it were her, she would also abort the child. Moreover, Gu Wanqiu hated Li Jinxing so much, how could she possibly give birth to his child?
Gu Wanqiu waited for Sister Liu to speak, thinking she would persuade her to keep the child. Unexpectedly, she remained silent all the way until they reached the outside of the clinic. Sister Liu said, "Miss Gu, follow your heart. Your body is your own, and you have the right to decide. If you lose a child, you can have another one. Don't put too much pressure on yourself."
"I thought you would persuade me." Gu Wanqiu's beauty had a sharp beauty, but at this moment, her whole face softened a lot. She originally thought that if Mrs. Liu really persuaded her to keep the child, she would definitely turn her face away and drive her away.
Mrs. Liu didn't know what Gu Wanqiu was really thinking. She shook her head and said, "I won't persuade you. I don't have that position. Besides, I'm a woman too. From a woman's perspective, I choose to respect you."
Gu Wanqiu was the only one by her side. If she didn't stand by her side, who else would she be? Although she was just an insignificant servant, she also wanted to protect this twenty-year-old girl.
Many times, what Gu Wanqiu has experienced makes people ignore her age.
For some reason, Gu Wanqiu breathed a sigh of relief. After she found out she was pregnant, her heart seemed to be pulled by a rope. When she chose to tell Mrs. Liu, the rope became tighter and tighter. She was a little worried... or afraid that Mrs. Liu would ignore her thoughts and persuade her to keep the child.
Fortunately, Mrs. Liu understood her.
She has been living with Mrs. Liu for almost three months. Mrs. Liu treats her very well. Knowing that she is in poor health, she always prepares various nutritious meals for her and worries about her when she vomits.
Gu Wanqiu rarely felt a trace of "motherly love" from Mrs. Liu, and she didn't want this relationship to be broken.
"Thank you, Mrs. Liu..." Gu Wanqiu lowered her head and spoke in a low voice.
Mrs. Liu heard it. It was not that Gu Wanqiu had not said thank you to her before, but this time, it touched her heart deeply. She suddenly wanted to reach out and touch her head, or hug her thin body.
"What's there to say thank you for? The body is yours. Besides, getting pregnant, giving birth to a child, and raising a child are not easy things. You are still so young." Gu Wanqiu was only twenty years old. Her daughter was twelve years old and still in college. She had not yet entered society. If her daughter was like this, she would be heartbroken.
There is no such thing as empathy in the world. After putting herself in his shoes, she felt heartbroken... How uncomfortable must Gu Wanqiu be feeling as she endures all this?
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