Chapter 1184 It’s not amnesia, it’s brainwashing
Gu Wanqiu was pinched by Li Jinxing on the chin and tilted her head up. She had to look herself in the mirror. She was disheveled, her eyes were red and swollen, her lips were rosy, and there was mucus on the corners of her mouth that had not been wiped clean. Her face was extremely pale, and her once beautiful eyes had lost their former spirit. Her pupils were dilated and lifeless, as if her mind had been taken away.
For a moment, Gu Wanqiu didn't recognize that the person in the mirror was her.
She was like a madman, and in an instant she seemed to have returned to six years ago when she was first picked up by Gong Qing.
It's just this horrible look, like a psychopath, a lunatic.
She finally recovered, took so many medicines, saw so many doctors, stayed in the hospital for so long, had so many injections, and had countless surgeries...
She finally recovered and became a normal person, but Li Jinxing turned her back to her original state in a short time.
But this time, she was like a weed that was trampled into a mud pit and could never raise her head again.
It seems like she will never get better...
Li Jinxing behind her was like an emperor, with contempt in his eyes and an unattainable look. He pinched her neck and forced her to look at the person in the mirror.
The two people in the mirror formed a sharp contrast. The better Li Jinxing looked, the worse she looked. Gu Wanqiu lay on the sink with no strength left in her body, as if all her bones were gone.
My whole body aches but I don't know where it hurts exactly. It's like I've fallen into an endless abyss filled with mountains of swords and seas of fire.
Li Jinxing asked her cruelly and viciously, "Is she still human now?"
"I'm not a human..." Gu Wanqiu tried to move her lips, but her throat, which had been corroded by stomach acid,
It became even hoarser, "It's better than you not being human."
As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Wanqiu's eyes changed and became more lively.
"But the one who can control your body and your future life is someone like me who is 'not human'."
Gu Wanqiu's eyes were filled with hatred, which was not concealed at all. This was the real Gu Wanqiu. Her dislike and hatred for him could not be reduced.
Li Jinxing thought to himself, how much did Gu Wanqiu hate him? She hated him for not having a good death, she wanted to kill him and tear his skin apart, she wanted to suck all his blood and break his bones... These were all what Li Jinxing saw in Gu Wanqiu's eyes.
Because she hated him, she also hated the child in his belly. She wanted to secretly abort the baby and then frame him as the father.
Li Jinxing looked at Gu Wanqiu's hateful eyes and wanted to reach out to block them, but if he blocked his eyes, the hatred would disappear.
Li Jinxing no longer wanted to deceive himself.
He liked the gentle appearance of Gu Wanqiu in front of him, but she was fake like that. The current Gu Wanqiu was the most real one.
As the saying goes, all illusions are empty. It's time to wake up after dreaming for so long. Li Jinxing found that it was not that difficult for him to accept Gu Wanqiu's appearance.
Maybe because it happened once before, he was able to adapt quickly after it happened a second time.
Li Jinxing let go of Gu Wanqiu's neck, and Gu Wanqiu collapsed to the ground.
Li Jinxing did not support her as usual, but let her sit on the wet ground.
She looked pale, partly because of fear, partly because of anemia, and partly because of the cold...
No matter how hot the water is, it will quickly turn cold when it gets wet.
It was still winter, and Gu Wanqiu was always afraid of the cold. Even in a heated room, she wore thick clothes.
The wet sweater stuck to her skin, and she couldn't help shivering as she curled up on the ground.
My stomach still hurts a little after vomiting. The pain gradually spreads to my lower abdomen, and it feels like a needle is pricking it. The pain is not obvious, but it cannot be ignored.
Li Jinxing did not notice anything unusual about Gu Wanqiu. He was busy calling the hospital and asking them to get ready. He would take Gu Wanqiu there for a full-body examination immediately.
Although those medicines were induced to vomit out, there was a possibility that Gu Wanqiu had chewed some of them and absorbed some of them into her body. What he had to do now was to take Gu Wanqiu to the hospital and have a physical examination as soon as possible to make sure that those medicines did not harm her body.
Gu Wanqiu just felt a slight pain in her abdomen and had a faint hope that perhaps the medicine had taken effect and the child could not be saved.
When Gu Wanqiu heard Li Jinxing calling her to arrange a hospital stay, she naturally refused to go, but how could she resist Li Jinxing in her current state?
No matter how hard she struggled, it was just a minor tickle to Li Jinxing. He easily picked up Gu Wanqiu and carried her sideways.
When I hold her, it's like holding a lifeless doll.
Holding it with one hand, he could easily open the door, and there was only a bodyguard standing outside.
"Drive to the hospital."
"yes."
The servants who had come up to see what was happening were now all downstairs, busy with their own affairs as if nothing had happened, and took the initiative to avoid Li Jinxing and Gu Wanqiu. When they saw Li Jinxing holding the soaking wet Gu Wanqiu, they also quickly dodged and stood
In an inconspicuous corner.
He was afraid that Li Jinxing would get angry and suffer an unexpected disaster.
When Li Jinxing carried Gu Wanqiu downstairs, he would pass by the children's room. There was no sound insulation in the children's room, so that it would be easier to hear what was going on inside.
At this time, Siyan and Sixu were both crying inside, and Mrs. Li and the housekeeper were there to accompany them and comfort them.
When Li Jinxing passed by, he heard Siyan ask, "Mom...will you leave?"
Li Jinxing answered silently in his heart, no, he would not let Gu Wanqiu go.
Gu Wanqiu couldn't leave even if she wanted to, and no one could save her. He also didn't believe that Gong Qing would give up the money to save Gu Wanqiu at this time.
To put it bluntly, Gu Wanqiu is just a chess piece that has been used up and is now useless. Gong Qing no longer cares about her.
Li Jinxing hugged Gu Wanqiu into the room. A biting cold wind blew directly over. Gu Wanqiu gritted her teeth, but her body couldn't stand the cold and shivered violently. In the eyes of outsiders, it looked like Gu Wanqiu was shivering and burrowing into Li Jinxing's arms.
Apart from Li Jinxing's somewhat ugly expression, there was nothing else unusual. They seemed to be the same as usual.
Li Jinxing held Gu Wanqiu like a cat. After getting into the car, he asked the driver to lower the barrier.
Li Jinxing is usually busy with work and has to run around. Sometimes he only has time to rest in the car during the day. Therefore, the back seat of his car is very spacious. You can even fold down the seat back and use it as a bed. There are blankets and neck pillows in it. Although there are a lot of things, they are well organized and look very tidy. The car is not messy at all.
These are Li Jinxing's habits. He is used to tidying up everything around him.
Clean up the things yourself.
There were even clean clothes in the carriage. After the partition was lowered, Li Jinxing started to take action and reached out his hand to Gu Wanqiu's violently trembling upper body.
Gu Wanqiu crossed her arms to protect her collar and chest, acting in self-defense. "What...what are you going to do?"
Her voice was trembling so much from the cold that she couldn't utter a complete sentence.
"Take off your clothes." Li Jinxing said concisely. Meeting Gu Wanqiu's wary and somewhat disgusted eyes, Li Jinxing instantly understood what Gu Wanqiu was thinking.
"I'm not perverted enough to have sex in a car with someone, but if you want, I don't mind doing it to you. However, considering that your body can't handle anything too stimulating right now, I advise you to hold back for now."
"Who... who wants to play with you? Who wants to endure such a disgusting thing... Li Jinxing, do you have any shame? Isn't it disgusting?" Gu Wanqiu's expression was full of humiliation, and his tone was heavy, "Don't touch me!"
"Take off your clothes if you don't want to continue to suffer from the cold." Li Jinxing took off Gu Wanqiu's clothes smoothly. He was strong and Gu Wanqiu's body was soft and weak, so he took off her loose clothes in a few seconds.
Gu Wanqiu didn't know how to curse, and the only word that came out of her mouth was "beast".
Li Jinxing sneered: "If I were really a beast, how could you still be intact until now?"
"Then you are worse than a beast."
"It seems that I really need to do something to live up to your words."
Gu Wanqiu was on pins and needles. She was only wearing a bra, and the exposed skin was a layer of chicken skin. The driver in front of her
Car, every move in the back can be transmitted to the front.
Gu Wanqiu didn't dare to say anything or do anything rash, for fear that if she angered Li Jinxing, he would really do something "beastly".
She could only grit her teeth, her eyes becoming even redder, filled with forbearance.
"When you feel better, we'll do it slowly." Li Jinxing said unscrupulously.
Gu Wanqiu is the typical person who talks tough but doesn't have the ability to bear it. It's no exaggeration to say that she is stupid and bold. She knows that there will be no good results if she provokes him, but she still wants to try the consequences of an egg hitting a stone. No, she always acts faster than her brain and never thinks about the consequences.
After taking off Gu Wanqiu's clothes, Li Jinxing quickly took out his clothes and put on a shirt that reached her thighs.
There was no need for Li Jinxing to help him put on his clothes. Gu Wanqiu put them on hurriedly, staring at the fender and the surrounding car windows, fearing that if he was a step late, they would be removed.
But his hands were shaking so badly that Li Jinxing had to slowly button up his shirt one by one.
I put on a shirt and a coat over it, and that was barely enough.
Along the way, Gu Wanqiu was held in Li Jinxing's arms, with his palm against her abdomen.
"You believe everything Gong Qing says, and you do whatever he asks you to do, even if it means harming your body. Why do you care so much about Gong Qing?"
"I wanted to abort the bastard in my belly myself. It has nothing to do with him."
"It's already this time, and you're still defending him? Aren't you afraid that I'll be angry? And you're telling me what's in your stomach
"If a child is called a bastard, then what are you? A savage?" Li Jinxing did not forget to mock her.
She had seen Li Jinxing angry before. At this moment, his mood was much better than when he was at home, so there was nothing to be afraid of.
"Li Jinxing, don't you know why I aborted this child? Don't think that I can be deceived by you just because I have lost my memory. You were just a dog raised by the Gu family. How did you get to this position now? You and I know it very well!"
When she said he was "a dog raised by the Gu family", Li Jinxing's body stiffened noticeably. For a moment, he found the shadow of the past in Gu Wanqiu and thought she had recovered her memory.
"Then tell me how I got to this position."
"You seized the Gu family's wealth and killed my father. You're the reason I'm in this state now. I had plastic surgery to avoid you, but you still recognized me. You're the only one who knows what you did to me. Don't talk about how affectionate you are. Your so-called deep love is worthless to me! With so much hatred between us, how could I possibly give birth to this child? Do you deserve it?"
When Gu Wanqiu said these words, her emotions did not change much. She lowered her eyes and said these words that had been weighing on her heart for a long time in an overly calm manner.
The calmer she said these words, the more it proved that she had little feelings for Li Jinxing.
"I took over the Gu family's property? I killed your father? You had plastic surgery because of me? I am the reason why I am here today.
Because of the Gu family? " After asking one question after another, Li Jinxing couldn't help laughing at the end.
He felt that what Gu Wanqiu said was particularly interesting, especially since she said it so calmly, as if these things had really happened.
He was extremely angry, but San managed to calm down: "Did Gong Qing tell you all this?"
Gu Wanqiu continued in a low voice: "Isn't this the truth?"
"What you call facts are just Gong Qing's one-sided words?"
"I can tell whether it's just one side of the story. I know exactly what kind of person you are. How dare you say that the Gu family's demise and my father's death have nothing to do with you? How dare you say that your current situation wasn't given to you by me, Gu Wanqiu? You're repaying kindness with hatred!"
Some things cannot be explained in just a few words, let alone someone like Gu Wanqiu who is determined about something. Once he gets determined, ten horses can't pull him back.
Besides, he was indeed responsible for half of Gu Wanqiu's problems, such as her father's death and the fact that he was unable to get to where he is today without Gu Wanqiu.
But he didn't want to admit to something he didn't do, but he couldn't produce complete evidence to convince Gu Wanqiu.
Even if he put all the evidence in front of Gu Wanqiu and told her that she was deceived by Gong Qing and the facts were not as Gong Qing said, Gu Wanqiu would not believe it.
Gu Wanqiu didn't lose her memory, she was brainwashed.
Li Jinxing tried: "What if I tell you that things are not as Gong Qing told you, and that he lied to you?"
Gu Wanqiu was startled and quickly suppressed the thoughts in her mind.
The chaotic thoughts said, "He wouldn't lie to me. I know Gong Qing better than you. I met him when I was in the most pain, despair and darkness. He saved me and helped me slowly become a normal person. He gave a lot for me. I know him better than you. Besides...what would he gain by lying to me? Don't try to sow discord between me. I won't believe you."
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