Chapter 996 Take Care of Your Health
Now that he has stopped looking for her, he can still deceive himself by saying that he is unable to find Gu Wanqiu, not that Gu Wanqiu is dead.
He Tian was still a little worried: "Will you suddenly look for her again in the future and arrange for me to..."
Seeing through He Tian's concerns, Li Jinxing emphasized: "I will never look for her again in the future, and I will not ask about her..." Just pretend that this person does not exist.
He Tian looked at Li Jinxing suspiciously, sizing him up and down. He stretched out his right hand and raised two fingers: "Boss, what do you think this is?"
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"That's almost it!" Zhou Yi walked up and knocked on his head.
He Tian covered his head, this time to make sure that Li Jinxing was not stupid and that he was not just saying it casually.
Li Jinxing's face was not looking good. After all, he was still sick. Zhou Yi spoke up for He Tian: "Boss Li, he didn't mean it. Don't take it to heart."
Li Jinxing shook his head: "Go and get busy, and have a good rest when you get home."
"Then let's go." Zhou Yi said, grabbing He Tian's arm and pulling him out.
After the people left, the ward became quiet and a depressing atmosphere filled the entire room, leaving him nowhere to hide. No matter how relaxed he appeared, he could not hide the sadness in his heart.
He held the ring in his hand and murmured to himself: "I won't look for it anymore... I won't look for it anymore..."
Li Jinxing stayed in the hospital for one day and asked his assistant to arrange the hospitalization procedures.
Coincidentally, Gong Qing was also in this hospital. As expected, one of his ribs was broken by Li Jinxing. The kick was too strong and the doctor said it was very dangerous.
Mrs. Liu had a fever after being in the rain for so long and was receiving an IV drip in the hospital. Li Jinxing asked his assistant to see her and left the hospital after knowing that she was doing well.
When he returned to Qiule Manor, he put the ring on and put it around his neck. He tested the strength of the rope and found that the ring would not fall off unless he untied it with his hands.
After deciding not to look for Gu Wanqiu anymore, Li Jinxing felt empty inside and always felt that something was missing in his life.
He still subconsciously wanted to ask He Tian if he had found any clue about Gu Wanqiu's whereabouts. Every time he opened the chat window and typed the three words "Gu Wanqiu", he suddenly remembered that he had asked He Tian and others not to look for Gu Wanqiu.
Something subtly took over his life. He always had auditory hallucinations and heard Gu Wanqiu calling his name. There was no one in the room, but he could always feel her presence.
He knew that Gu Wanqiu was no longer with him, and perhaps he would never see her again in the future. What he should do now was to forget her and expel her from his life.
But he just couldn't do it. When he didn't think about it deliberately, Gu Wanqiu would shrink in the corner of his heart, making him feel uncomfortable from time to time, but sometimes she would be incredibly soft.
After Mrs. Liu was discharged from the hospital, Li Jinxing told her that he had given up looking for Gu Wanqiu.
"Go away. I won't look for her now."
"Give up looking? But it's not even been three months yet. Why would you give up? What if you find it?"
"For me, it's all the same. Continuing to look for her is just a waste of my time. If she refuses to come out, it won't matter how many people I arrange or how long I spend."
Mrs. Liu was stunned. She understood something from Li Jinxing's words. Li Jinxing gave up looking for Gu Wanqiu not because he thought she was dead, but because he thought Gu Wanqiu was deliberately hiding from him and refused to come out.
I don’t know whether Li Jinxing let Gu Wanqiu go or was just deceiving himself.
Maybe it's both. Li Jinxing just changed the way he lives to comfort himself.
Mrs. Liu didn't know what to say. Whether Li Jinxing looked for Gu Wanqiu or not was his own business. As an outsider, she couldn't decide. She couldn't force him to continue looking.
She herself is a useless person. If she had Li Jinxing's ability, she would have found it herself.
It is better to rely on yourself than on others. Mrs. Liu suddenly remembered what Gu Wanqiu had said to her before.
It is nice to take shelter under a big tree, but flowers cannot grow under the tree.
Mrs. Liu was originally thinking of sighing in her heart, but she couldn't help but sigh out loud. She reacted belatedly and quickly pursed her lips. She raised her eyes and glanced at Li Jinxing, and found that he was also staring at her.
Mrs. Liu has lived here for so long that she has gradually come to know Li Jinxing and his temperament. She can only say that Li Jinxing is a good person, at least he is not bad to her, but she is still very uncomfortable when she gets along with him, and she will feel nervous and scared.
Li Jinxing's mood is the most difficult to understand, his mood is changeable, and it seems that he is happy every day.
Li Jinxing said, "I've given up on looking for Gu Wanqiu. Go away. Don't stay here any longer. You won't get any news from her. I thought leaving you here would help me lure her out... but it seems I underestimated her."
"But..." Mrs. Liu hesitated.
"It's okay. If I tell you to leave, just leave. If you stay here, it will only bore me. I like peace and quiet, and I don't like having one more person here!"
Mrs. Liu was yelled at for no reason and her expression was gloomy. She thought that she and Li Jinxing had a close relationship. Although it was not as close as the relationship between her and Gu Wanqiu, she also took good care of Li Jinxing wholeheartedly, and Li Jinxing was not very old.
But the fact proved that no matter how much she did, she could not get close to Li Jinxing. Li Jinxing was not very old, but he had a great aura. Ignoring his age, judging from his style of doing things, he was more experienced than her, who was almost fifty years old.
No matter how long she stayed here, there was always a gap between the two of them. Li Jinxing wanted to drive her away now, and she really had nothing to say. She had been here for a long time and should have left long ago.
She stayed here just to make it easier to get news about Gu Wanqiu. Now that Li Jinxing had stopped, there was not much point in her staying here.
Mrs. Liu said in a hoarse voice, "I'm moving out today."
Li Jinxing said nothing and withdrew his gaze.
Mrs. Liu paused where she was, wanting to say something to Li Jinxing. After thinking for a while, she softened her voice and said, "Mr. Li, please take care of yourself in the future, eat on time, and don't get sick from starvation. Remember, don't drink or smoke. You haven't touched it for two months, isn't it good? If you can quit, just quit. Drinking and smoking are harmful to your health. If you still want to eat my cooking, give me a call and I'll come here to cook for you. The weather is getting colder now, so remember to put on more clothes, don't drive when you're tired, go to bed early at night, don't work too late, rest early when you're sleepy, and don't stay up late. Remember to go to the hospital for a check-up when you feel unwell. Don't think that you can just endure it. It's easy for a minor illness to develop into a major one. If you have anything bothering you, you can also call me and tell me. I will definitely listen carefully..."
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