Chapter 278 Is there anyone in this world who truly wants her to live a happy and healthy life?
On the fifth day after Shen Zhichu's operation, she no longer needed care from others, could eat, and could get up and take care of herself.
"I want to eat the wontons from the street behind Rongda University."
Rongda was the university Shen Zhichu attended. There was a food court not far from the back door. Shen Zhichu's favorite was the wonton shop there. It wasn't because the food was so good, but because the proprietress was so kind. She looked a lot like her mother and had a gentle personality. She would gently call her "sister."
The wontons made by the boss lady have large meat fillings. Seeing that Shen Zhichu often comes to her shop to eat, she will secretly give her two more wontons, and occasionally give her a fried egg to encourage her to eat more and not lose weight.
"You remembered?" Li Jingshen's heart trembled, his pupils shrank slightly, and the momentary panic made him feel confused.
Shen Zhichu stared outside and smiled nonchalantly: "I wish I could remember it, can you tell me?"
Li Jingshen said nothing, but he felt relieved. Fortunately, Shen Zhichu did not recover his memory. He was afraid that Shen Zhichu would continue this topic, so he stiffly shifted to the topic of wontons: "Do you want to eat wontons? There is a place downstairs that I see many people go to eat. I'll ask someone to bring it up to you."
"Send someone?" Shen Zhichu turned his head and looked at him with amusement. "There are only two of us here. Who do you want to take care of it? A caregiver? Or the doctors, nurses or staff here? Can't you go down yourself?"
Li Jingshen paused for a while, and when he saw the annoyance in Shen Zhichu's eyes, his heart shuddered. He was not afraid that Shen Zhichu would be impatient with him, but he was afraid that she would refuse to pay attention to him.
It's just buying some wontons. It's so close, and Chen Zhichu is sick and he probably won't go out. Even if he can run, he can't run far, and there are nurses watching him.
"Okay, I'll go buy it for you." He knew Shen Zhichu's taste. She liked seafood-flavored wontons with sea cabbage and dried shrimps, and the soup was delicious.
Before leaving, Li Jingshen reminded the nurse.
As soon as Li Jingshen left, Shen Zhichu stared blankly at a corner of the ward. She had her own world, and Li Jingshen was the invader who suddenly broke into her world. He made a cage for her with thorns and locked her in it, watching her dying struggle. She fell into death again and was rescued by him again, an endless cycle. On the surface, she was still alive, but in fact, her soul was like the dying banyan tree outside, the bark was full of traces of insect corrosion, and it was in tatters.
The nurse came in to look after her at Li Jingshen's order.
"My stomach hurts a little."
The nurse was very nervous when she heard her cry out in pain: "Wait, I'll call the doctor right away."
"No need." Shen Zhichu stopped her, "These are all normal. It's just that I can't stand pain and need to take painkillers. Now that the painkillers are finished, can you go to the nurse's station and help me get some painkillers?"
The nurse's station was not far from here. If Shen Zhichu wanted to go downstairs, he had to pass by there. The nurse nodded and replied, "Okay, I'll go to the nurse's station to get you some medicine now. Just lie on the bed and don't move."
"Okay." A long-lost smile finally appeared on the corner of Shen Zhichu's mouth, and he nodded in an extremely obedient manner.
The nurse turned and left. Shen Zhichu stared at the corridor and saw that there was no movement. Then he slowly stood up and moved the stool that Li Jingshen had sat on and placed it in front of the window.
She stood up shakily, drew aside the curtains, and opened the window from the inside. The foggy sky outside didn't seem like a big deal in the room, but when she opened the window, she felt that it was the end of autumn and winter was about to come.
The cold wind blew Shen Zhichu's long hair and her loose hospital gown fluttered in the wind. She squinted her eyes and put her hands on the windowsill in deep thought.
Her memory was fragmentary, with some fragments appearing in the past few days. She knew that she had always lived and grew up in Chengdu.
besides……. .
Shen Zhichu placed her right hand on her abdomen. She had miscarried a child before, and if she remembered correctly, it was also caused by Li Jingshen.
The rest of the memories were like bubbles, accumulating in her brain, but when she tried to touch them, those memory images shattered instantly.
The more difficult it is to remember, the more it shows how horrible and desperate everything she experienced before she lost her memory was, so desperate that she had to delete her memory.
Her marriage to Li Jingshen was probably fake, their love for each other was fake, growing up in an orphanage was fake, and even the encounter between Li Jingshen and Zhao Qian was fake.
Those beautiful "memories" were all fabricated by Li Jingshen, specifically to deceive her, a fool.
Shen Zhichu was lying on the windowsill with half of his body hanging in the air, looking like he was about to fall at any moment.
This is the eighth floor. If she falls down with her body condition, she will definitely die. I heard that people who die by jumping from buildings look very ugly. If they are lucky, they may die with broken bones all over their body. If they are unlucky, their heads will hit the ground and their brains will burst, and they will die with their eyes open.
Is there anyone in this world who wants her to live a healthy and happy life?
Shen Zhichu looked at the ground downstairs. It was so dark down there. How scared would her baby be if he was alone? He was so small, he couldn't make a sound and couldn't see. He died in her belly before he even tasted the warmth of the world.
Shen Zhichu raised her head and squinted her eyes to hold back her tears. Looking at the dark sky, she felt both angry and sad, but not strongly. She felt that all her body functions were beginning to fail, especially her heart, which was so serious that she had difficulty breathing.
Perhaps it was an illusion caused by the pain, Shen Zhichu vaguely saw her child, and he was smiling at her.
"Mom, don't be sad for me, the baby just went to see his brother."
Chen Zhichu stretched her hand into the air, trying to grab the shadow, but she couldn't reach it. She raised one foot and placed it on the windowsill...
It was very quiet around now, and there was no one downstairs. She fell quietly, and no one knew... But it would trouble the police to clean up her dirty body...
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