Chapter 395 Don’t Be a Cat in Your Next Life, Being a Cat Is Too Hard
When she didn't want to hear any sound, these malicious voices kept pouring into her ears. Niannian was more than just a cat. It had risked its life to save her. They had agreed to be together for the rest of their lives. It was her relative, a straw in despair, and a light in the darkness.
Shen Zhichu's voice was already hoarse, with a crying voice that was hard to hear and a little harsh. His eyes were blurred with tears, and he was slurring his words as he shouted "Nian Nian".
The pain in her chest urgently required her to do something to fill it. The hand that was grabbing Bai Qiujing's clothes slowly dropped, and she clenched the collar tightly against her chest.
"Chu Chu." The person in his arms was ice-cold all over, so cold that he was trembling. He started crying loudly but now he was sobbing softly.
Shen Zhichu didn't feel much better after crying. Her veins were bulging all over her body, her temples were throbbing, and her body was like a world of ice and fire. Sometimes she was shivering in the cold winter, and sometimes she felt like she was being roasted by a raging fire, with her back burning and itchy.
Bai Qiujing's heart tightened, and he opened his mouth, unable to say anything to calm Shen Zhichu down.
Bai Qiujing knelt on one knee on the ground, put his arm around Shen Zhichu's waist and lifted her up sideways.
Chen Zhichu's hollow eyes had no focus at all, and his entire body was limp and powerless, as if the bones had been removed and reassembled one by one.
When Bai Qiujing carried Shen Zhichu out of the pet hospital, the sky outside had darkened, with gloomy dark clouds pressing down overhead, making it hard to breathe.
"I want them dead, I want to kill all the people who killed Nian Nian, I want to kill them!" Shen Zhichu said word by word, his clear eyes filled with hatred.
Bai Qiujing felt as if his heart was pinched by something. He carefully put Shen Zhichu in the car, supported the back of the chair with one hand and looked at Shen Zhichu intently.
"Chu Chu, believe me, they will get their comeuppance."
"Retribution?" Chen Zhichu closed his eyes and burst into tears. "I never believe that evil will be punished. Bad people will be punished by heaven. I only believe in myself."
Bai Qiujing grabbed her hands and said, "Chu Chu, don't let them dirty your hands. It's not worth it."
Chen Zhichu suddenly opened her eyes with a sarcastic expression: "Then tell me what is worth it, not dirtying my own hands and letting them hurt the ones I love? I can't even protect the ones I love the most, I can't take revenge, and you want to talk to me about cleanliness? As long as I can let them taste the pain they have suffered every year, I would rather not be clean!" Her life had long been turbid due to bullying, so what was the point of being clean?
If evil can only be punished evilly, then she is willing to become an evil person.
She used to be kind and endured all kinds of difficulties, but life only taught her one truth: kind people are often bullied, and kind horses are often ridden.
She has died once, so she is not afraid of a second time. As long as she can drag these people into hell, what does it matter if she is dirty?
Looking at the madness in Shen Zhichu's eyes filled with blood, Bai Qiujing's face turned pale and his hands trembled.
"Niannian certainly didn't want you to sacrifice your life to avenge it. I think its last wish before it died was that you could live happily..."
"But it's dead, it died every year..." Those eyes were like a cracked glass ball. Shen Zhichu couldn't cry anymore. The tears on his face had dried up, and his hair was stuck to his face.
Bai Qiujing raised his hand and gently touched the corners of her red eyes, his voice still hoarse and slightly choked: "I know..."
Shen Zhichu shook his head. He didn't know, no one knew. There was no empathy in this world, just like he couldn't feel how much pain her heart was in, and she herself couldn't feel the torture that Nian Nian suffered in those twenty minutes.
"Do you know what I saw when I found Nian Nian? Bloody pliers, gasoline, a lighter, a knife stained with blood and hair. Nian Nian had four teeth pulled out, and her mouth was filled with blood and gasoline. Do you know how she survived those twenty minutes? How can you let her go without getting her hands dirty?"
"Hand?" Shen Zhichu sneered with tears in her eyes. She lowered her head and spread out her right hand. Her palm was full of blood. The collar in her hand could no longer be seen. The four words on the cat tag were stained with blood and solidified, and the words on it could no longer be seen.
Shen Zhichu moved his thumb to rub the blood on the collar: "My hands should have been dirty long ago, I shouldn't have kept these people until now."
If you kill those evil people with your own hands, your hands will be dirty. Then, will your hands not be dirty if they are stained with the blood of your beloved things?
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Chen Zhichu has been holding Nian Nian in his arms. The most important thing to do now is to find a place to bury Nian Nian. Dead pets are usually buried in one's own yard.
Shen Zhichu looked out the window and asked Bai Qiujing to stop the car when passing by the flower and bird market. She walked into a flower shop.
I picked out the sunflower seeds, and then went to the flower pot shop to choose the most beautiful flower pot.
In her eyes, no matter what Nian Nian becomes, she will always be the most beautiful cat. Even if she dies, she will be in the most beautiful flowerpot.
The flowerpot was very large, so Shen Zhichu asked the store staff to transport it to Xicheng. She had just bought a small villa in Rongcheng, which was still under renovation.
Many of the decorations in this small villa were designed by her personally, and there is a room exclusively for Nian Nian.
The house was not renovated yet, and she had not taken Nian Nian to see it, but Nian Nian left her first.
The flowerpot was placed in the yard. Shen Zhichu gently caressed Nian Nian's body, her heart aching. She carefully placed Nian Nian in the flowerpot.
"Niannian..." His lips trembled as he opened slightly, and as soon as he opened his mouth he tasted the salty taste of tears. The taste stayed deep in his throat and was a little bitter, so bitter that it was a little nauseating.
Guilt overwhelmed her. If she had not handed Nian Nian over to Xu Nian, if she had the ability, if she had solved all the obstacles that threatened them from the beginning, then Nian Nian would not have been in trouble.
Chen Zhichu hated himself so much. He hated himself for taking Nian Nian away but not being able to protect it.
It was obvious that what it wanted most was for her to be with it, but she gave it to someone else to take care of because of work.
Shen Zhichu knelt on the ground, leaned over the flowerpot and gently stroked Nian Nian's neck. Her mind was full of the scene three years ago when Nian Nian braved the fire to save her. Her small body banged against the glass, wanting to rush in to accompany her.
Shen Zhichu gently stroked Nian Nian's ears, eyes, nose, and mouth, crying uncontrollably.
"I'm sorry... Nian Nian..."
"I'm sorry I couldn't save you..."
"I'm sorry, I couldn't take good care of you, I couldn't protect you..."
"I hope I don't want to be a cat in my next life... Being a cat is too hard..."
Shen Zhichu carefully and gently stroked the burnt fur from head to toe, tears falling one by one, unable to stop.
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