Chapter 91: Learning to Live and Die
When Song Ze came in with medicine and a thin cashmere blanket, Lu Tingzhou had already changed his position, half lying on the sofa, but his eyes never left the person on the bed.
That look was mixed with bottomless heartache.
"Take the medicine." Song Ze handed over the cup of water and the medicine, his voice without any emotion.
Shen Yubai took the water and patted Lu Tingzhou on the shoulder, "You can't run away, take the medicine first."
After saying that, give him a look.
Lu Tingzhou glanced at him and took the water, then took the medicine from Song Ze and swallowed it without saying a word.
Song Ze spoke in time, "You should be fine after taking the medicine and sleeping for a while."
Chen Yubai looked at Su Mo and gave her a look.
How could Su Mo not understand? Seeing that one of them was sick and the other was injured, he felt bad.
She glanced at Sang Wan's closed eyes and pale face, then glared at Shen Yubai who was pretending to be serious. In the end, she said nothing and pulled Qi Qi out.
The two girls went out, and Shen Yubai and Song Ze followed them out, closing the door of the ward gently.
The ward suddenly became quiet, and you could almost hear a pin drop.
Sang Wan didn't sleep.
Her bed was raised a lot, and she opened her eyes and met Lu Tingzhou's gaze.
She couldn't stand his eyes that almost drowned her.
"Lie down."
Her voice was hoarse from illness and sounded a little cold and hard.
"I just wanted you to go back first. I want to be alone for a while, but you're acting like a woman, trying to be desperate."
"Don't try to lie here and try to gain my sympathy by looking sick."
Lu Tingzhou's body stiffened and his eyes trembled violently.
He lay down obediently, with a thin blanket covering him, but it couldn't hide the emotions surging in his eyes.
a long time.
"Wanwan..."
He spoke, his voice so hoarse it sounded like it had been rubbed with sandpaper.
"sorry."
These three words, wrapped in endless sobs and fragility, hit Sang Wan's heart gently, yet heavily.
Her heart suddenly skipped a beat.
Lu Tingzhou, who was dignified and in control of everything, had never spoken in such an almost pleading tone.
"I know, I don't blame you, go to sleep."
Lu Tingzhou knew that she would not blame him. He was afraid that she could not bear it and that she would think about the child.
It now appears that she was unaware that they had a child together.
It’s better not to know, then you won’t be sad.
Lu Tingzhou just looked at her quietly for a long, long time, until the effect of the medicine given by Song Ze took effect violently and his heavy eyelids could no longer bear it, and he finally fell into a deep sleep.
Sang Wan felt a pang of sadness in her heart as she listened to his heavy breathing.
She has lost some of her memories over the years, but Lu Tingzhou has truly carried it all through.
She started a new life after her mother's death, and he...
He suffers more than himself.
In Song Ze's office.
Chen Yubai crossed his legs, smiling smugly, "How's it going? Isn't Tingzhou's self-torture trick perfect?"
He winked at Song Ze, "What do you call this? This is called risking one's life in order to survive!"
"Bah!" Su Mo rolled her eyes and exposed him bluntly, "Was it your bad idea? How could someone as taciturn as Lu Tingzhou come up with this?"
"This is unfair!" Chen Yubai immediately sat up straight and raised three fingers as if swearing. "I swear to God, he was the one who sent me a message, begging me to come and cooperate with him in this drama!"
He paused and added, "He said he was afraid. He was afraid that Sang Wan would not want him, and he was even more afraid that Sang Wan would be sad."
Su Mo's anger subsided, and a trace of sadness rose in his heart.
Song Ze leaned on his desk, took a sip of tea slowly, and calmly ended the argument.
"I do have a slight fever, less than 38 degrees."
He raised his eyes, and a hint of smile flashed across his eyes behind the lenses.
"However, it's not as serious as he makes it out to be."
…
Lu Tingzhou slept very deeply. When he woke up, the sky outside the window had turned from bright to dark.
The fever subsided, and the drowsiness that had been lingering in my head also disappeared, and I felt a lot more refreshed.
Lin Hao came here at some point, and there was a clean paper bag on the low table next to the sofa.
He stood up and walked quietly into the bathroom.
When he came out again, he looked brand new. His chin was clean-shaven, and he was wearing soft, dark home clothes. Aside from his pale complexion, the cool and noble Lu Tingzhou was back.
However, those deep eyes only held one person at this moment.
Sang Wan had woken up at some point and was leaning against the head of the bed, holding a book in her hand, but she was obviously absent-minded.
Lu Tingzhou didn't say anything, but just walked over, picked up an apple, and carefully peeled it with a knife.
His movements were slow and focused, and as he peeled the fruit circle after circle, the peel was continuous and even, without any breaks.
After peeling the apple, he cut it into small pieces and brought it to Sang Wan's mouth with a toothpick.
Sang Wan opened her mouth and ate obediently, her eyes slowly moving to his bony hands, and then to his focused and gentle face.
Over the years, he has been guarding her silently where she can't see him.
"Lu Tingzhou, are you stupid?"
Lu Tingzhou pursed his lips and said, "Eat more."
There was not much talk between the two, but there was a burning passion in each other's eyes.
Lin Hao came in with a nutritious meal, put it down and looked at Lu Tingzhou hesitantly when he was about to leave.
Years of tacit understanding made Lu Tingzhou know that something must have happened, and it might be related to Sang Wan, so he signaled him to go out first.
"You take a rest first. I'll talk to Lin Hao about the company's affairs."
Sang Wan nodded softly, knowing that he was busy. He had a fever and woke up to receive several phone calls.
Lu Tingzhou rubbed her head and then went out.
Lin Hao saw him come out and handed him the phone.
"I've already had someone deal with it since I discovered it yesterday, but some people are still spreading it online."
The photo in the phone was of Sang Wan, with her eyes closed and two buttons of her shirt undone on her chest. The edge of her black underwear was faintly visible, but her fullness would excite any man at the sight of it.
"Deleted."
Lin Hao knew that he shouldn’t save the photos, but wasn’t this for the purpose of reporting the situation?
Seeing his gloomy face, I hurriedly took the phone and deleted the photos.
"Mr. Lu, this photo was obviously taken yesterday after my wife fainted."
"Is there any news from Liu Zhiqiang?" Lu Tingzhou clenched his fists, and the air pressure around him dropped sharply.
"He insisted that he did it himself. His son owed gambling debts and wanted to use the old man to blackmail Miss Sang."
It was obvious that something was wrong, but there was no surveillance in that area and it was a small path with few people.
"Continue investigating, and look for the driver who caused the accident along the way, as well as Liu Zhiqiang."
"Don't worry, I'll make the arrangements."
After Lin Hao left, Lu Tingzhou calmed down and pushed the door into the ward.
"Are you still dizzy?"
He sat down next to Sang Wan, and the mattress sank slightly under his weight.
Sang Wan's body stiffened, but he didn't dodge.
Lu Tingzhou noticed it, his heart softened, and he tentatively reached out his hand and gently held her in his arms.
Her body was so soft, so soft that he felt he would lose it if he let go.
No one knew how he felt when he heard that Sang Wan had been in a car accident, and no one knew his fear of car accidents.
He rested his chin on her forehead, his voice husky, "Is it uncomfortable?"
Sang Wan's breathing stagnated, and her fingers gripping the thin quilt tightened slightly, but in the end, she still didn't push him away.
Her injury was not serious. If she hadn't been distracted by protecting her stomach, she wouldn't have hit her head.
"Fortunately, it's not that uncomfortable anymore."
He gently rested his chin on the top of her head, his voice low and hoarse, with a hint of lost and regained trembling.
"Wanwan..."
"Stop pushing me away."
His embrace was warm and solid, giving him the sense of security that Sang Wan longed for.
Once upon a time, she also liked to stay in his arms, like an insatiable cat.
If it weren't for amnesia, I wonder what would have happened between them?
But she knew she couldn't give up on him.
She knew it at the time because of the accident report, but she was immersed in the pain of her mother's death and had no time to care about him.
I didn't know that he had been in a coma in the hospital bed for a week.
"It's all over."
Sang Wan leaned into his arms, responding to his expression.
It's all in the past. What happened to his mother was an accident and he was a victim.
What's more, they have a baby.
"How is my grandpa?"
Last night, when she heard Qi Qi say that Lu Tingzhou had changed her grandfather's nursing home, she felt a little relieved, but when she thought about Uncle Liu's absence, she was worried that he would not be able to get used to it.
"Don't worry, I've arranged a very experienced caregiver, and the old man is very quiet."
As he spoke, he made a video call to the nurse, and the other party answered the call quickly.
"Mr. Lu."
"Uncle Qi, how is the old man?"
"I felt a little uneasy last night, but I'm much better today. I'm asleep now."
The other party said this and turned the camera to the old man.
Sang Wan couldn't help but tear up when she saw her grandfather sitting quietly in the video.
Lu Tingzhou raised his hand and touched her head, "Thank you for your hard work, Uncle Qi."
"Don't worry, the old man will be fine."
Sang Wan sniffed and said, "Uncle Qi, please stop taking all the medicine my grandfather is taking, keep it safe, and ask the doctor to prescribe new medicine."
The other person obviously didn't notice the girl was there. After a moment of hesitation, he readily agreed, "Don't worry, I'll take it in a minute and ask the doctor to prescribe new medicine tomorrow morning."
After hanging up the phone, Sang Wan slowly relaxed her tense body and buried her face in his warm chest, greedily absorbing the sense of security that she longed for.
"Do you suspect there's something wrong with Grandpa's medicine?"
After listening to her explanation, Lu Tingzhou's first reaction was that Sang Wan knew something.
"I have some suspicions, but I'm not sure. I'll have all the medicines taken for testing tomorrow."
Lu Tingzhou held her tighter, "If anything happens in the future, don't handle it alone. Be sure to tell me."
Sang Wan looked up and looked at him, and their eyes met.
One is enduring the pain, the other is shining with water light.
The night outside the window is gentle and the lights indoors are charming.
The two figures snuggled together tightly, as if they wanted to fill up the time they had missed over the years bit by bit with their body temperature and heartbeats.
Sang Wan stayed in the hospital for three days, and Lu Tingzhou stayed with her the whole time.
So much so that when they got home, Sang Wan teased him, "Boss Lu, are you planning to go on strike?"
Lu Tingzhou pretended not to hear and brought the chicken soup to her mouth, "Be good, drink the chicken soup. It's been stewed for a long time."
When Sang Wan smelled the meat, her stomach churned and she ran to the bathroom, covering her mouth.
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