After Shen Qingchen learned about the final showdown between Jiang Zhi and Jiang Yao, he felt as if his soul had been taken away from him, and he fell into endless regret. He sat in the room blankly, staring blankly ahead, his mind constantly replaying Jiang Zhi's face.
He recalled the beautiful times they had shared, those sweet moments now like sharp thorns, piercing his heart. He remembered strolling through the park together, hand in hand, admiring the beautiful sunset. Jiang Zhi's smile was like a flower blooming in spring, so bright and warm that it made him feel like the happiest person in the world. They cooked together at home, Jiang Zhi bustling around the kitchen, occasionally turning back to smile at him with a gentle smile, filled with the warmth of home. However, all of this was shattered by his decision.
He pounded his head, his heart filled with self-blame. "Why did I do this? How could I hurt her like this?" His voice, trembling and painful, echoed in the empty room. He knew he had been forced to file for divorce against his will, even bringing Jiang Yao back to hurt her, in order to protect Jiang Zhi. But when he saw the pain and suffering Jiang Zhi endured, he felt his actions were foolish and selfish.
He began to recall Jiang Zhi's strength and courage when facing Jiang Yao's difficulties. Jiang Zhi never complained to him, nor did she ask for his help. She always relied on her wisdom, superb medical skills and powerful body to resolve crises time and time again. Her strength made him admire her, but also made him feel more distressed. He remembered that once, Jiang Yao maliciously slandered Jiang Zhi in front of him, saying how bad she was at work, trying to sow discord between them. And he, because he had to protect Jiang Zhi's plan, could only listen silently and could not say a word to defend Jiang Zhi. He saw a flash of disappointment and sadness in Jiang Zhi's eyes, and at that moment, his heart seemed to be torn apart.
Shen Qingchen stood up, walked to the window, and looked at the world outside, but he felt as if he was in darkness. He knew that it was too late to say anything now, and the damage he had caused to Jiang Zhi was irreparable. However, he could not give up like this. He had to work hard to make up for his mistakes and win Jiang Zhi's heart again.
He began to think about what he should do. He decided to start by understanding Jiang Zhi's current situation. He sent someone to secretly monitor Jiang Zhi's every move. When he learned that she was injured in the fierce fight, his heart suddenly tightened, as if the wound was on his own body. He wanted to fly to Jiang Zhi's side immediately, to take care of her and comfort her. But he knew that he didn't have the qualifications to do so at the moment.
He continued to inquire about Jiang Zhi, learning that she was seeking allies to fight Jiang Yao's schemes. He was proud of Jiang Zhi's bravery and determination, yet also felt regretful that he couldn't be there to support her. He thought, if he hadn't made that foolish decision, he and Jiang Zhi would still be together, facing these difficulties together. They could have discussed countermeasures together and fought side by side. But now, everything has changed.
Shen Qingchen decided he couldn't sit still and wait for death. He had to do something for Jiang Zhi. He began using his connections and resources to secretly help Jiang Zhi. He solved some of Jiang Zhi's work problems, allowing her to conduct the investigation more smoothly. He also sent people to protect Jiang Zhi and ensure her safety. Although he couldn't appear in front of Jiang Zhi in person, he hoped that through these means, Jiang Zhi would feel his concern and apology.
However, Shen Qingchen's heart was still filled with uneasiness and anxiety. He didn't know whether Jiang Zhi would know that he had done all this, nor did he know whether Jiang Zhi would forgive him. He spent every day in torment, hoping that Jiang Zhi would give him a chance to let him enter her life again.
As the days passed, Shen Qingchen's longing and regret for Jiang Zhi grew deeper and deeper. He often took out their old photos in the dead of night, looking at Jiang Zhi's smile in the photos, and tears flowed uncontrollably. He knew that he could not live without Jiang Zhi in this life, and he was willing to give everything in exchange for Jiang Zhi's forgiveness.
One day, Shen Qingchen heard that Jiang Zhi and her allies had finally found Jiang Yao's hiding place and were about to engage in a final showdown. His heart suddenly jumped into his throat, fearing that Jiang Zhi would be hurt again. He desperately wanted to rush over, but his mind told him not to do so, as his presence might cause Jiang Zhi even more trouble. He could only pray silently in his heart, hoping that Jiang Zhi would be safe.
As he waited for news, Shen Qingchen felt as if time had frozen. Every minute seemed so long, every second filled with agony. He paced the room relentlessly, his heart filled with anxiety and unease. Finally, he received the news that Jiang Zhi had successfully defeated Jiang Yao in the final duel, showcasing his superb medical skills and impressive physical prowess. A huge weight lifted from his heart, but it was also followed by a deeper sense of regret. He felt that he hadn't been there for Jiang Zhi when she needed him most, that he had missed the chance to fight alongside her.
Shen Qingchen decided that when everything calmed down, he would go to Jiang Zhi in person, confess everything to her, and ask for her forgiveness. He knew it would be a difficult road, but he was ready. No matter what the cost, he would win Jiang Zhi's heart again and start over with her.
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This chapter focuses on Shen Qingchen's remorse after learning of Jiang Zhi's duel with Jiang Yao, and his efforts to atone for his mistakes. This in-depth portrayal of his inner world reveals his deep love for Jiang Zhi and his remorse. It also foreshadows the subsequent development of his relationship with Jiang Zhi. We hope that readers will feel Shen Qingchen's sincerity and transformation through his regret, and we hope for a happy ending for them.
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