As night fell, the city lights twinkled like stars. Jiang Zhi and Shen Qingchen sat in a warm yet slightly solemn living room. The soft light shone on them, but it couldn't dispel the haze of past pain that shrouded their hearts.
Jiang Zhi lowered her head slightly, her fingers unconsciously twisting the corners of her clothes. A complex look flashed in her eyes, one of pain, grievance, and an unspeakable struggle. She took a deep breath and broke the silence: "Qingchen, do you know? During the time of my divorce, I felt like my world had collapsed. I don't understand why we were so happy, but suddenly we had to face such an ending. Every night I think of the streets we walked together and the sunsets we watched together. Those memories cut my heart like a knife." Her voice trembled, and every word seemed to be squeezed out with difficulty from the depths of her heart.
Shen Qingchen looked at Jiang Zhi with heartache, his eyes full of regret. He reached out, wanting to hold Jiang Zhi's hand, but hesitated in mid-air before finally gently placing it on hers. "Zhi'er, I know I've caused you irreparable harm. I was really forced to do so. I was afraid that those enemies would hurt you because of me, so I made such a foolish decision. But I never stopped loving you. Every decision I made was like a gash in my heart. I can't forget that pain even now." His voice was low and hoarse, filled with deep remorse.
Jiang Zhi withdrew her hand slightly, a trace of determination flashed in her eyes: "But do you know how much harm your so-called protection has done to me. You left me there alone, letting me face the pain and difficulties alone. I ask myself every day if I have done something wrong, and if our love is so fragile in your eyes." Tears welled up in her eyes, and she tried hard not to let them fall.
Shen Qingchen's eyes also turned red, and he choked and said, "No, Zhier, you are the most important person in my life. I was really confused at the time. I thought that as long as I left you, you would be safe. But I was wrong, very wrong. When I saw everything you endured alone after the divorce, I realized how much disaster I brought to you." His fists were clenched tightly, as if punishing himself for his past mistakes.
Jiang Zhi raised her head and looked straight into Shen Qingchen's eyes: "Do you know how I spent those days? I tried to keep myself busy every day, because only in this way would I have no time to think about you. But whenever it was late at night, those memories would still come to my mind, and I couldn't escape at all." Her tears finally couldn't help but flow down, across her cheeks, and dripped onto the ground.
Shen Qingchen couldn't bear it any longer. He hugged Jiang Zhi into his arms and held her tightly, as if he wanted to melt her into his body. "Zhi'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I will spend my whole life to make up for my mistakes. No matter what you need me to do, I am willing to do it. I know these words sound pale now, but I will use my actions to prove my determination." His voice rang in Jiang Zhi's ears, with a hint of warmth.
Jiang Zhi trembled slightly in Shen Qingchen's arms, and her emotions gradually calmed down. After a while, she gently pushed Shen Qingchen away, looked into his eyes and said, "Qingchen, we can't just forget the pain of the past. We need to face it and solve it, otherwise it will always be like a time bomb that may destroy our feelings again at any time."
Shen Qingchen nodded and said seriously: "You are right, Zhier. We can't escape, we have to solve these problems together. I know I need to pay a lot to win your trust again, but I am not afraid, as long as you are willing to give me a chance."
The two began to discuss in depth the details of their lives during their divorce. Jiang Zhi recounted the difficulties she encountered at work, the projects she had nearly botched due to depression, and the strange looks she received from her colleagues. She also mentioned the loneliness she felt in her life. Without Shen Qingchen by her side, those once familiar scenes seemed strange and cold.
Shen Qingchen recounted the pain and struggle he felt after deciding to divorce. He followed Jiang Zhi's news daily, and the torment of seeing her suffer while unable to be by her side nearly drove him insane. He also discussed the pressure within his family, his stepmother's schemes, and his father's precarious situation, which forced him to make such a difficult decision.
As their communication deepened, the gap between them seemed to be gradually eliminated. Jiang Zhi began to understand Shen Qingchen's helplessness at the time. Although the pain in her heart still existed, she knew that the man in front of her was also a victim. Shen Qingchen also realized more clearly the harm caused to Jiang Zhi by his mistakes. He secretly vowed that he would never let her suffer such grievances again.
They talked about the future and how to avoid repeating the same mistakes. Shen Qingchen promised that no matter what problems she encountered in the future, she would face them together and never make decisions alone again. Jiang Zhi also said that she would work harder to maintain their relationship and no longer let external factors easily influence them.
Time slipped by unnoticed, and the night deepened, yet they felt no sign of sleepiness. This exchange was like a spiritual cleansing, allowing them to better understand each other and cherish their lost and rekindled love. They knew the road ahead might still be bumpy, but as long as they held hands and connected their hearts, nothing could stand in their way of happiness.
During this time, they also reminisced about some of the best moments they had shared, those sweet memories that had been obscured by pain flooding back. They recalled the nervousness and excitement of their first date, when they were still a little bit immature and only had eyes for each other. Another time, when Jiang Zhi was sick with a fever, Shen Qingchen stayed by her bedside all night, caring for her meticulously until her fever subsided. These memories brought smiles back to their faces and strengthened their resolve to continue their journey together.
As the first rays of sunlight filtered through the slits in the curtains into the living room, Jiang Zhi and Shen Qingchen clung to sleep in each other's arms. Their faces wore a look of fatigue, but more of a sense of relief and peace of mind. After a long night of conversation, their relationship had transcended past pain and grown stronger.
The author has something to say:
Dear readers, this chapter is a crucial chapter in the restoration of Jiang Zhi and Shen Qingchen's relationship. Through their conversations and memories, I hope you will experience the pain and struggle of love, and the importance of mutual understanding and communication in the face of difficulties. Every relationship is not always smooth sailing, and only through weathering the storms can we cherish each other more deeply. I hope you will find resonance in their story, and I hope your love will be as sweet and fulfilling as you wish. Thank you for your continued support and companionship. I will continue to strive to present you with more wonderful stories.
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