Jiang Zhi returned home and locked herself in her room, as if this was the only way to isolate herself from the outside world and calm down to think. She lay on the bed, her eyes staring at the ceiling, but in her mind it was as if two little people were arguing fiercely.
A voice said, "He hurt you so deeply. Those painful memories seem like yesterday. How can you forgive him so easily? If you accept him again, what will you do if he hurts you again? Can you bear another betrayal?" This voice was like an icy wind, piercing her heart. The scenes of being hurt by Shen Qingchen kept appearing before her eyes. She remembered his resolute eyes during the divorce, and Jiang Yao's various difficulties with her, but Shen Qingchen did not stand by her. Every scene was like a knife, cutting another wound in her already scarred heart.
However, another voice also sounded in her heart: "But you have seen the changes in him during this period. He has been protecting you silently and solving so many problems for you. His eyes are full of regret and love, and you can also feel that he really wants to make amends. Moreover, you have to admit that deep down in your heart, you still love him. Those good times you spent together cannot be forgotten just by saying so." This voice was like the warm sun in winter, with a hint of warmth, reminding her of the sweetness she and Shen Qingchen once had. They strolled in the park together, holding hands to admire the beautiful scenery of the sunset. The afterglow shone on them, as if covering them with a layer of golden gauze. They cooked together at home, and Shen Qingchen clumsily helped to cut the vegetables, resulting in the vegetables being cut into different sizes. The two looked at each other and laughed, and that warm atmosphere made her miss it to this day. They also hugged each other on the sofa to watch a movie, their heartbeats intertwined, as if at that moment there were only the two of them in the world.
Jiang Zhi was in a deep struggle, unsure which voice to follow. It was a difficult decision, like standing on the edge of a cliff; one wrong step could lead to eternal damnation. She recalled her own path to revenge, a path already fraught with hardship and loneliness. Shen Qingchen's reappearance stirred ripples in her once tranquil heart. Accepting him might give her a partner in her quest for revenge, but it could also plunge her into the abyss of pain once again.
She stood up and walked to the window, gazing out at the night. The city lights were ablaze, and people were hurrying along the streets, each with their own stories and worries. She thought of Tang Junxi. If he were still alive, what would he want her to do? Would she bravely pursue her own happiness, or avoid relationships that could bring her further hurt? Jiang Zhi's eyes moistened slightly. She knew that Tang Junxi would definitely want her to be happy.
During this long period of reflection, Jiang Zhi's mind replayed every detail of her encounter with Shen Qingchen. From his initial passionate pursuit, to his subsequent betrayal, to his current efforts to win her back, she realized that her feelings for him had never truly disappeared, merely buried beneath hatred and pain. Now, like new shoots, these feelings were gradually growing thanks to Shen Qingchen's efforts.
After days and nights of deliberation, Jiang Zhi finally made a decision. She decided to temporarily put aside her prejudice against Shen Qingchen and give him a chance. This decision was not made rashly, but after countless inner struggles and weighing of the pros and cons. She knew it was a risk, like groping forward in the dark, the future might be light or deeper darkness. But she was willing to take this brave step for that glimmer of possible light. Because she didn't want to let the pain of the past continue to bind her, nor did she want to miss the happiness that might be regained. She believed that people always have to look forward, and even if the future is full of uncertainty, she has the courage to face it.
She knew she couldn't give up her right to love simply because she was afraid of getting hurt. Shen Qingchen's behavior during this period had shown her his sincerity. He was willing to protect her at all costs, even enduring the pain alone. This kind of love moved her deeply. Furthermore, she realized that on her path to revenge, she needed someone who understood and supported her. Perhaps, Shen Qingchen was that person.
After making this decision, Jiang Zhi felt a huge weight lifted off her shoulders. Although she knew the future held many challenges, she was prepared. She would face Chen Qingchen and their relationship with a new attitude, while also remaining true to her mission of revenge. She believed that as long as they truly loved each other, they would be able to overcome all difficulties.
The author has something to say:
Dear readers, this chapter is an extremely important turning point for Jiang Zhi. Between love and pain, her choice is full of struggle and courage. I hope that through this description, you can feel the complex emotions in her heart. In fact, in life, we often face such difficult choices, not knowing whether to hold on to the pain of the past or bravely move towards new possibilities. I hope that when facing your own life choices, you can also have the courage to pursue what you really want like Jiang Zhi, even if it means getting hurt, and not leaving any regrets. At the same time, the development of the story is getting more and more exciting. The threat of the mysterious organization still exists. Where will the relationship between Jiang Zhi and Shen Qingchen go? Let us look forward to it together!
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