Chapter 79: Inner Struggle



After listening to Jiang Zhi's words, Shen Qingchen was silent for a while, and then said: "Jiang Zhi, I understand how you feel. Tang Junxi's death was a huge blow to you, and you paid a lot to avenge him. However, you can't always live in the hatred of the past. Hatred will only make you painful and prevent you from truly being happy. I know you love Tang Junxi, but he is gone. I hope you can let go of the hatred of the past, accept my feelings, and let me accompany you through every stage of your life."

Jiang Zhi was moved when she heard Shen Qingchen's words. She knew that Shen Qingchen really loved her and was willing to accompany her through every stage of her life. However, the hatred in her heart made it difficult for her to make a decision.

"Chen Qingchen, I need time to think about it." Jiang Zhi said.

Shen Qingchen nodded and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you. No matter what decision you make, I will respect your choice."

After Jiang Zhi and Shen Qingchen finished their meal, they each returned home. Jiang Zhi lay in bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. Her heart was filled with contradictions and confusion, not knowing what to do.

She recalled the good times she had with Tang Junxi, and those memories made her heart ache. She felt that if she let go of her hatred and accepted Shen Qingchen's feelings, it would be like a betrayal to Tang Junxi. However, she knew that she could not live in the hatred of the past forever, and she needed to face the future bravely.

Jiang Zhi fell into deep thought. She didn't know how to let go of the hatred in her heart and accept new feelings. She felt that she needed time to think and find the answer.

In the following days, Jiang Zhi tried to avoid meeting Shen Qingchen as much as possible. She needed time to sort out her thoughts and make the right decision. Shen Qingchen did not force her, he just silently paid attention to her and waited for her decision.

Jiang Zhi began to re-examine her life. She found that in the process of seeking revenge for Tang Junxi, she had neglected many things. She had neglected her family, her friends, and her own life. She felt that she could not go on like this and needed to reclaim her life.

Jiang Zhi began spending more time with her family and friends. She chatted with her grandfather, took walks with him, and felt the warmth of family. She also met up with friends, played together, and enjoyed the joy of friendship. In this process, Jiang Zhi gradually discovered that there were many beautiful things in life worth cherishing.

However, whenever she thought of Shen Qingchen, a complex emotion would still surge in her heart. She didn't know whether she should accept his feelings, nor did she know whether she could let go of the hatred in her heart.

Jiang Zhi decided to travel, believing it would relax her and allow her to reflect on her life. She chose a beautiful coastal city, blessed with blue skies, white clouds, and azure seas and beaches. She settled there and took daily walks along the beach, feeling the vastness and tranquility of the ocean.

During her travels, Jiang Zhi met an old man. He was sitting by the sea, looking out at the ocean with a peaceful smile on his face. Jiang Zhi was attracted by his smile and walked over to chat with him.

"Old man, why are you watching the sea here alone?" Jiang Zhi asked.

The old man smiled and said, "I like the sea. It makes me feel calm and peaceful. I think life is like the sea, with ups and downs, turbulent times and calm times. We can't always live in the pain of the past. We must learn to let go and learn to enjoy the beauty of life."

Jiang Zhi listened to the old man's words and thought deeply. She felt that the old man's words made sense. Life is like the sea, with ups and downs. She couldn't always live in the hatred of the past. She had to learn to let go and learn to enjoy the beauty of life.

After living by the sea for a while, Jiang Zhi gradually calmed down. She began to think about her life and her future. She felt that she couldn't continue to live in the hatred of the past. She needed to bravely face the future and find her own happiness.

Jiang Zhi decided to go back to find Shen Qingchen and tell him her decision. She knew she couldn't escape anymore and she needed to face her feelings bravely.

Jiang Zhi returned to the city and came to Shen Qingchen's company. When Shen Qingchen saw Jiang Zhi, a surprised smile appeared on his face.

"Jiang Zhi, you're back. I've been waiting for you." Shen Qingchen said.

Jiang Zhi looked at Shen Qingchen, her heart filled with emotion. She knew that Shen Qingchen really loved her and had been waiting for her.

"Chen Qingchen, I've made up my mind. I've decided to let go of the hatred of the past and accept your feelings. I know it's not an easy thing to do, but I'm willing to try. I don't want to live in the pain of the past anymore. I want to face the future bravely and go through every stage of life with you." Jiang Zhi said.

After hearing Jiang Zhi's words, Shen Qingchen's heart was filled with joy. He hugged Jiang Zhi tightly and said, "Jiang Zhi, I love you. I will always be with you and make you happy."

Jiang Zhi and Shen Qingchen finally got together. They started a new life together, working together for charity and contributing to society. In the process, their feelings grew deeper and deeper, and they became happier and happier.

Jiang Zhi knew that she had made the right decision. She let go of the hatred of the past, accepted Shen Qingchen's feelings, and found her own happiness. She believed that they would continue to be happy in the future.

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