Chapter 149: "Maze"
The next day, Lu Siyin came out with two dark circles under her eyes.
Zhou Zipei laughed at her: "You went to be a thief last night."
Lu Siyin said weakly: "What kind of thief?" It's more like being a victim!
Chu Mian received a call in the morning, probably for something urgent. Before leaving, he pulled Lu Jingshu's hair that fell because she lowered her head. When she raised her hand to wave him away, he held her wrist instead, and said in a pleading tone: "I'll let Lin Si take you to school."
Lu Jingshu had no objection: "Okay."
After breakfast, the two sat in the car.
Lu Siyin yawned, tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, and looked at Lu Jingshu and said, "Sister, have you told me about my uncle before?"
Hearing Xu Guanglin again, Lu Jingshu didn't react for a moment. After thinking for a few seconds, she said, "Yes."
Lu Siyin felt relieved, as he had guessed.
"When?"
"The time when I went to see Xu Zichen at the police station after the college entrance examination," Lu Jingshu looked at her, "You forgot?"
Lu Siyin's heart was instantly lifted again. She put aside her usual playful expression and looked a little serious at this time.
She asked seriously: "Besides that time, is there any other time?" Seeing that she seemed to take this question very seriously, Lu Jingshu thought about it carefully, then shook her head and said: "Indeed, there is no other time."
Lu Siyin's head buzzed, as if a thunderbolt hit her forehead, her face turned slightly pale, she didn't mean to Realizing that she was anxious, she subconsciously grabbed Lu Jingshu's hand and said, "Sister, think about it carefully."
Lu Jingshu frowned, looked at her worriedly, and said, "What's wrong with you? Why do you take this so seriously?"
Lu Siyin let go of her hand, restrained her expression, pursed her lips and smiled, "It's okay, I just feel that you seem to mention your uncle seldom."
She has been acting on her thoughts for a long time, so Lu Jingshu withdrew her gaze and didn't think much about it. She just nodded softly in response to her words.
"After all, he is gone, and talking about it will only add to the sadness."
Lu Siyin asked casually, "Is uncle really dead? Did you see the body with your own eyes?"
"Maybe," Lu Jingshu said, "You and I were still young at the time, and we didn't see it with our own eyes, but grandpa and grandma did see it and told me later." Lu Siyin
wanted to ask, why did you insist on investigating the cause of uncle's death for so many years?
In the end, she opened her mouth, but still didn't ask.
For ten years, my sister insisted that Xu Guanglin's death might not be an accident. There was no evidence or clues to guide her in this way, but she relied on this kind of blood relationship, without any scientific basis, and insisted on investigating for ten years.
Perhaps all kinds of evidence along the way denied her, but how deep a bond could make her walk on this road alone for so many years!
Lu Siyin suddenly felt extremely disappointed and thought, if I were really her relative, how great it would be!
As an outsider, I was like a thief, spying on the warmth and affection of others.
In fact, from the moment she found out that she had traveled through time, she was grateful to the original owner for giving her the opportunity to live again.
Otherwise, according to her nature of lying down wherever she goes, Lu Siyin really felt that after death, as a lonely ghost, she might have to wander alone in the world for a few years before she could successfully reach the place of reincarnation!
Maybe she is sleeping on a bridge now!
So, since she has occupied someone else's body, then fine, she will try her best to help the original owner live the life she wants and change the predetermined ending in the book.
Although I am immoral, I am still very reasonable sometimes!
The original owner complained in his diary that studying was painful and difficult and he didn't want to do it anymore. Well, that's just what I want, so I will take care of it for you for a while.
The original owner said that her mother forced her to study all day long, and the pressure was so great. She always wanted to say to her in a tough way: Actually, I am not smart, unhappy, and don’t want to work hard at all.
Lu Siyin was very happy to see this. Well, well, I don’t want to work hard either, so I can just refuse my mother. What’s the big deal?
The original owner said that life in the Chen family was not easy at all. Everyone was so snobbish. If she did well in the exam, she would be praised by them, but if she did poorly, she would be ignored, even her mother was like this, so she had to work hard to be at the top. She had had enough of such a life.
Lu Siyin wanted to tell her that if she was unhappy, why should she care about others?
Then I will take the step that you have been unwilling to take for you. It’s just leaving the Chen family, and you won’t die.
The original owner also said that Lu Jingshu was really annoying. Why didn't she even look at her? Why was she always cold to her all day long? She didn't provoke her. She really hated her!!!
Lu Siyin was embarrassed and wanted to tell her that your sister is just like that, but you can't be so extreme. In order to attract people's attention, you have to cause
trouble Well, now Lu Jingshu will not ignore you. You are the closest and most important people in the world. You should be satisfied now!
Later, Lu Siyin saw the original owner and said, I really want to get into Beijing University easily and let everyone look at me with new eyes, Mom, Chen family, and Lu Jingshu!
Lu Siyin touched his chin, as if thinking, and then smiled brightly, saying, OK, OK, surprise everyone, right? I will do it for you. Hey, I am the only one who spoils you.
In this way, Lu Siyin followed the original owner's wishes one by one, did it step by step, and did it perfectly. The result was even better than the original owner expected.
Now, you should have no regrets, right?
Lu Siyin has never been a greedy person. She lives one day at a time. Even if she was penniless at the beginning, she just wanted to save as much as possible. Becoming a rich man was just a fantasy.
Even the 50 million that Lu Jingshu gave her on her birthday, Lu Siyin never touched a cent, because she knew that it was given by Lu Jingshu to Lu Siyin. Yes, it was only for Lu Siyin, not her.
She was originally very satisfied with the present. Even though there might be something unexpected waiting for her ahead, and maybe she would disappear from this world one day in the future, now she eats when she wants, sleeps when she wants, plays when she wants, occasionally goes to the library to study, and then sleeps soundly on the table with peace of mind.
You can watch the heroine reveal her true identity, and then take the surprised reactions of others as a kind of fun.
Talk about love with Zhou Zipei every day, and then make a little naughty from time to time. Seeing his helpless and speechless expression will make Lu Siyin laugh.
Watching the hero and heroine fall in love every day, eating CP, eating melons, life is quite nourishing.
But Lu Siyin has been avoiding her emotions. Only when Lu Jingshu cares about her and protects her, Zhou Zipei, Chu Mian and other people in this world show her a little kindness, she finds that she can't pretend that nothing has happened and accept their kindness with peace of mind.
Hasn't she helped the original owner do a lot of things?
Hasn't she realized many of the original owner's wishes and lived the life she always wanted?
Why do I still feel lost and guilty?
Lu Siyin has been asking herself these questions, but the more she thinks about it, the sadder she feels, as if she has fallen into a dead end. She is trapped in it. No matter how much effort she makes, she will either lose everything or burn herself physically and mentally.
Because Lu Siyin clearly understands that these good things are not for her, never belong to her, but she has been enjoying them.
At this moment, Lu Siyin still wanted to humbly, pleadingly, and cautiously ask the original owner, can I get these through you?
Destined to not get a positive or negative answer, Lu Siyin continued to be trapped in the maze he had created for himself. The iron walls and copper walls could not be broken by a fist.
"We're here, let's go." Lu Jingshu's words brought her back to her senses.
"Okay." Lu Siyin responded loudly and hurriedly followed.