Chapter 253: Previous life (Part 2)

After the college entrance examination, Lu Jingshu won the first place with a high score of 743 and was admitted to Peking University.

However, Lu Siyin failed the college entrance examination and even had difficulty being admitted to colleges and universities in Pucheng.

Therefore, Lu Siyin, who had lost his value to Xu Shuyan and the Chen family, was abandoned by them.

To put it simply, he was ruthlessly driven out.

From the eldest daughter of the Chen family, who was the center of attention, to a beggar on the street, it only took a moment.

Perhaps, this is why when Lu Siyin saw Liu Chenan begging on the streets of Nanshanzhou, he was unconsciously moved and softened.

There is no real empathy in the world, only personal experience.

Only when it really came to this point did Lu Siyin suddenly realize that Xu Shuyan had no intentions

. She was not worthy of being a mother.

"Why do you treat me like this? Am I not your daughter?"

When she was abandoned, Lu Siyin asked hysterically.

Whether I am good or not, obedient or not, am I not your child?

She finally asked the question that had been buried for more than ten years.

"Shut up!" Xu Shuyan's eyes were icy and she looked at Lu Siyin as if she was looking at an enemy with deep hatred.

"How can you be considered my child?" She said, "Which drop of blood in your body comes from me?"

"It's just the harm left by Lu Yuliang and that bastard. I raised you for so many years, but I didn't expect you to be so useless."

Xu Shuyan's words were like thunderbolts that buried in Lu Siyin's already desolate heart and exploded one by one.

Blood and flesh...

Lu Siyin forgot to cry and accuse, and stared at the woman in a daze. His brain was like a rusty machine, operating with difficulty.

Why couldn't she understand what Xu Shuyan was saying?

Xu Shuyan suddenly became fierce, looking at Lu Siyin with tenderness for a while and hatred for a while.

"You look so much like him. I like your nose the most. It's exactly the same as your father's."

Lu Siyin frowned. He was very familiar with Xu Shuyan's sudden enthusiasm. Every time he was disappointed with her, she would always do this, making him easily forgive her.

After all, she still wanted to use this trick on him. But

the next second, Xu Shuyan suddenly covered her head with pain on her face, and said madly: "No, you are not my child, not the child of Lu Yuliang and me. I raised you for so many years, but I didn't even wait for the shadow of Lu Yuliang. You are a waste abandoned by your own biological father."

"Why why hasn't Lu Yuliang shown up yet? Has he forgotten that you and your sister are still here?"

Xu Shuyan was sometimes sober and sometimes dazed, and her words were incoherent.

Lu Siyin finally noticed something was wrong. It was the first time she saw her like this. It was also at this time that she knew that Xu Shuyan had been mentally unstable.

She felt panic in her heart. She didn't have the courage to ask Lu Yuliang where he had gone, so she ran away in a panic.

But from Xu Shuyan's words, Lu Siyin vaguely guessed the truth.

She didn't know much about the entanglement between Xu Shuyan and Lu Yuliang.

The only thing she knew was that she and Lu Jingshu were not Xu Shuyan's biological children. It seemed that everything from childhood to adulthood was explained.

But Lu Siyin was stubborn and couldn't figure it out.

After so many years, even if you raise a dog, you should have feelings for it!

Haha, everything he did for Xu Shuyan before, even changing himself to become so unrecognizable and unbearable, all seemed like a joke.

Lu Siyin seemed to find it extremely funny, and couldn't help laughing on the road, and the more she laughed, the louder she laughed, until she finally laughed out loud.

"Hahahahahahahahahaha"

Passersby cast strange looks at her, but she ignored them.

After laughing for a few minutes, Lu Siyin wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Why is Xu Shuyan a little better to me than Lu Jingshu?

It turns out that it's all because I look more like Lu Yuliang, while Lu Jingshu is the opposite, more like the "scumbag" she said.

So every time Xu Shuyan looked at me, when she was not sober, and when she showed occasional tenderness, was it because she thought of me as her and Lu Yuliang's child?

Just a daughter who looked more like her father.

And every time Lu Jingshu appeared, she would be pulled back to reality, reminding Xu Shuyan that her marriage with Lu Yuliang was just a deal where both sides got what they wanted, and she was the only one who was in the game.

That's why she hated Lu Jingshu so much.

The light in Lu Siyin's eyes faded a little bit, and in the end, only a dead air remained.

Without grandpa and grandma, without father and mother, and without sister, being alone and unable to grow old was her fate.

...

After that, Lu Siyin had nothing, and often squatted under the bridge for a whole day.

When someone passed by, a coin would occasionally fall down, right in front of her.

Lu Siyin was dazed and stared at the coin for a moment.

But... she was not begging!

So she picked up the coin, stood up, stumbled and threw it into the bowls of other beggars who were eyeing her hungrily.

Maybe, she could buy a steamed bun.

Lu Siyin thought dully, walking forward aimlessly, and unknowingly came to the bridge.

Looking at the gurgling water below, the words "Water is deep, please do not approach" were written on both sides.

Lu Siyin suddenly revealed a faint smile that was so faint that it was invisible, revealing a bit of relief.

To outsiders, the endlessly flowing river seemed bottomless, like a monster trying to swallow up the entire bridge. But in Lu Siyin's eyes, there might be a free world free from pain on the other side of the river.

She took a light step forward, closed her eyes, and felt the breeze blowing on her cheeks. This moment was the only time in her life when she felt comfortable and free.

I want to be free!

Sister, you should be happy for me!

Well, maybe you don't care.

Lu Siyin took a deep breath and was about to jump down without hesitation when she suddenly heard the conversation between two girls passing by.

"Have you seen today's trending searches?"

"You mean, the top freshman at Kyoto University seems to be named Lu..."

"Lu Jingshu!"

"Yes, that's it. What happened if I didn't look carefully?"

"Ahhh, let me tell you, she's amazing. She's been my idol from now on. Sister Shu, not only is she the top freshman at Kyoto University, but she's also the only disciple of President Gu." "

Fuck, President Gu is the head of the Gu family in Kyoto!"

"That's right, and I also heard that students recognized by President Gu are tacitly recognized as his heirs!"

"Fuck!!!"

"And more, do you think Sister Shu only has this one alias? She's also a piano genius, the teacher of calligraphy master Zheng Lang, Lu Qing in the entertainment industry, and so on. A bunch of aliases have been exposed!"

"Fuck!!! I don't know about the others, but the choreography genius Lu Qing is really her"

"Absolutely authentic! In addition, you know that Sister Shu is the young lady of the Chu family in Kyoto..."

The two girls spoke excitedly, and as the distance between them widened, their voices gradually became distant.

But Lu Siyin kept thinking about Lu Jingshu in their minds.

Every word related to her.

It seemed that hearing the news that someone was doing well made the days not so difficult.

Lu Siyin quietly got off the bridge.